#goodbye everyone

If this is to be my end, I'm damn well taking you with me!

And with that, it's time for me to say goodbye to 5th edition D&D (and indeed, regular posting on this blog). I'd like to thank all of you for sticking around until the end, and I hope you all enjoyed at least some of the content I've put out over the years. Being part of this community has been so much fun, and it's been an honour to work alongside so many other great artists and designers. Maybe I'll see you around sometime.

I don’t wanna say this is a cya later one. Cause it isn’t. Im not staying in a place where im clearly not wanted.

If you have been keeping up with my posts you’ll know why but if you haven’t.

There’s been serious drama about a break up between me and another person.

I don’t wanna point fingers or put blame on anyone or make anyone the bad guy. Ive already felt like one enough and it hurts. So I don’t want anyone else to feel that way.

But I’ve been hated by some people I thought liked me but turns out. They’re not good for me.

Im not saying go hate on these people or block em or report em or unfollow em. Thats your decision. Not mine.

Im leaving because all this hate has started affecting me physically and mentally severely.

I do what’s best for me. And I don’t wanna stay in pain and fear.

I do wanna apologize. If I ever hurt people or manipulated anyone or I did anything. I can swear on my heart that I didn’t mean it. I would never mean to hurt someone. Not on purpose.

You can hate me you can argue but I want no participate in it.

Idk when I’ll come back. Most likely in a year or so. But this is to help me and others.

I care for everyone on this platform. The people I don’t know. The people I barely know. The people I really know. And the people who have hurt me.

I say my ‘special’ talent is caring for people no matter what they do.

I still care for Sage. I still care for Ian. I still care for Jester. And I still care for anyone who has hurt me in anyway possible.

I know I have hurt people. But it was never my intention.

Being on tumblr has been so so so wonderful. And Im so grateful to have met everyone here. And have so many good memories. And to have people show me the right way in things.

I’ll miss everyone and Im sorry I couldn’t be strong enough to face everything. But sometimes that’s how it is.

I hope all of us can look back at this situation and see we were all (me, Sage, Ian, and Jester) wrong. We made the situation worse and it ended in people picking sides, not picking sides, backing away, and get involved too.

Ive enjoyed so many memories and relationships with people. Ive adored everyone I’ve met. And I love all of you/p

You all have done something amazing in my life. And Im so so so grateful for it (ahhhhh crying.)

I hope I’ll met everyone again someday. And we can catch up. And care for everyone once more.

Doing art, and animations, and videos, have inspired me to be who I am. I’ll find a new platform to post my art on. (I won’t say what for privacy reasons) But Im so glad I got to spend…hold on lemme count…around 7 months on tumblr. (Damn that’s a while.) and met so many wonderful people.

I wish everyone on this platform the best life, I hope you all take care of yourself, be who you are, and love yourself and others.

I hope I’ve helped some people in some way.

I love you all. And you all are amazing. And thank you for sticking with me, through thick and thin.

So. With a heavy heart. An hour after I post this. I will delete my account. (I’ll answer asks before I leave!)

Shitpost that I definitely had planned to post

rose asking "was it different with a guy?" and we see shane remembering the tender stairwell kiss after he and ilya fucked in shane's apartment. and shane's getting choked up.

he's gonna vomit. It's all his fault. His best friend is gone. Maybe killed himself. And it's his fault. Fucking damnit. Why is he so incompetent. Why can't he just be a man and do shit. About to take the pills and watch something until he dies. His best friend was the last thing he had. Ahahahah. He's hopeless.

Hope he can take the pills and doesn't wake up. Bye guys!!!