Neptune Blood

I wish you were here to feed me this strawberry yogurt while I lay on your lap WAH

Hey there snuggle muffin, I hope your first night went well and that you are getting settled in nicely. It’s 1:30pm right now and I am settling down on the couch about to start on my microbiology work and I see the Sierra Mist you left here on the table. It pained me. It’ll get easier, I know, and it’s not like I saw you every day anyway, but not having the option is painfully obvious. Even more so for you, I know. And I hope it gets easier if it isn’t already. I know you’re going to find a good job and meet some new people and really get your path set straight. This entire summer and then some I know you’ll be going through major transformation and I am proud you took this step. I do want to come to some of the counseling Tuesdays if that’s okay. I can’t commit to every week but I’d love to come maybe every other or when I’m not overwhelmed with work and school. If that’s possible it’d be great. I wish I knew where Iggy was so he could stay with you. And I’m not sure if you brought Avo but I’ll find out if not soon and make sure he comes home with me. Anyway, thinking about you. I love you. Stay safe.

I meant to start a long letter. I’ve been writing it in my head all day. But I’m tired. It’s late. And I’m sad. I never got my pick up hug and I wish you had called me before they took you in. I hope you are able to sleep tonight. I hope your anxiety isn’t too bad. I truly hope you find what you’re looking for. Ultimately what I wanted to say was that I love you and I hope you know that you aren’t alone, I’m thinking about you all the time and cheering for you. I wish you were here, next to me, but I know that won’t happen for awhile. I don’t know what we are, what we may be, but I know I love you and want what’s best for you. That I know. Anyway I’m drifting so I’m going to close my eyes. Delilah is here. She says hello. Goodnight, sweet dreams, and I hope to see you in the astral.