abomination

𝐓𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇.

[ 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 ] ― sender wraps a soft blanket around receiver’s shoulders [ 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐊 ] ― sender and receiver fall into bed together on silk sheets [ 𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐋 ] ― sender pulls receiver’s hair ( gently / hard ) [ 𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐑 ] ― sender strokes receiver’s hair [ 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender brushes receiver’s hair [ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 ] ― sender paints a picture onto part of receiver’s body ( specify what & where ) [ 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender traces their fingertips over receiver’s body [ 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender traces a scar on receiver’s body [ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 ] ― sender reaches out to hold receiver’s hand [ 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 ] ― sender worships receiver’s body

𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄.

[ 𝐔𝐍𝐔𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋 ] ― sender feeds receiver something they’ve never tried before ( specify what ) [ 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sour ( specify what ) [ 𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 ] ― sender feeds receiver something sweet ( specify what ) [ 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender feeds receiver something spicy ( specify what ) [ 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender kisses receiver to taste the lingering flavour of what they ate or drank on their lips ( specify what ) [ 𝐂𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood [ 𝐔𝐍𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ] ― sender feeds receiver soup when they’ve fallen ill [ 𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐊 ] ― sender makes receiver a cocktail to try [ 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender cooks receiver their favourite meal [ 𝐓𝐑𝐘 ] ―  sender gives receiver a taste of what they’re cooking / baking for their opinion

𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.

[ 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 ] ― sender blindfolds receiver [ 𝐑𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐄 ] ― sender and receiver see each other again after a period of being apart [ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 ] ― sender notices something different about receiver ( injury / haircut / tattoo / piercing / etc ) [ 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋 ] ― sender greets receiver in formal partywear ( feel free to add detail ) [ 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐒 ] ― sender takes receiver to see lanterns in the sky [ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 ] ― sender and receiver lay under the stars to stargaze [ 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄 ] ― sender and receiver lock eyes across the room [ 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐖 ] ― sender and receiver see a shadow move out the corner of their eye [ 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 ] ― sender and receive watch as something burns ( candles / a building / a campfire / etc ) [ 𝐅𝐈𝐒𝐇 ] ― sender takes receiver to the aquarium to watch the sea life [ 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐊 ] ― sender recognises receiver at a masquerade party

𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃.

[ 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐂 ] ― sender puts on the radio to listen to music with receiver [ 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘 ] ― sender plays receiver their favourite song on an instrument ( specify what ) [ 𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 ] ― sender and receiver are in bed together while rain lashes against the windows / tent / etc [ 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑 ] ― sender whispers something in receiver’s ear ( specify what ) [ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ] ― sender asks receiver for a dance upon hearing a song [ 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐘 ] ― sender and receiver hear a sound when they should be alone ( footsteps / creaking floorboards / a scream / etc ) [ 𝐇𝐔𝐌 ] ― sender hums a lullaby to lull receiver to sleep [ 𝐌𝐔𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐃 ] ― sender comforts a temporally deaf receiver after a loud sound ( gunshot / explosion / etc ) [ 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐌 ] ― sender calms receiver down from a panic attack in a loud place [ 𝐀𝐅𝐀𝐑 ] ― sender and receiver hear a muffled sound from another room / outside ( music / people / creature / etc ) [ 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖 ] ― sender hears receiver crying and approaches comfort them

𝐒𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐋.

say it enough & you’ll start to believe it.

it’s over, bitch.

you have no idea how worthless you made me feel.

it’s fine. nobody really cares anyway.

people who are meant to be together take a break, and find their way back to their first love.

i’m getting really tired of losing people.

don’t get up. i don’t want to accidentally want to run into your mouth again.

you shouldn’t miss people who don’t miss you, right?

maybe you still look at me as just a friend.

i’m gonna listen to every sad song i’ve ever downloaded on repeat.

you’re the only one who actually knows how to live in a lie.

if it looks like a duck & it quacks like a duck, it’s a frickin’ duck!

someday we will all have jubilation.

sometimes you poke the bear, and other times the bear pokes you.

fool me once, shame on you. fool my best friend, you’re dead frickin’ meat!

if there is someone in your life that cares about you, then i’m happy for you, no matter who they are.

it’s like a big bowl of spaghetti that’s all tangled. have you ever tried to untangle spaghetti?

i’m starting to think that bitch has superpowers.

you can tell a lot by a person by their shoes.

you’re not allowed to look at me like that.

you’re still a bitch.

as soon as i get more than shrimp in my stomach, you’re gonna be in a world of pain.

two people who love each other that much should be together.

i’m doing this to protect [ insert ] & i’d do it for anyone of you if i could.

i’m tired of thinking about things.

Being unable to be employed currently means that I'm also unable to get insurance for the dental care I need, and unfortunately, the only dentist in my area that will work with me due to allergies and special needs regarding my disability is rather expensive. I'm forced to pay out of pocket for medically necessary work that will drastically improve my quality of life.

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All but two of my teeth extracted on the upper half

Two wisdom teeth extracted from my right side, as well as a molar on the bottom half

3 to 4 fillings

Oral surgery to remove a tooth growing in on the roof of my mouth

Impressions for dentures

And the actual partial dentures.

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they nod, still not a hundred percent if their words won’t waiver. thumb stroking soft, damp cheek. “ i love you. “ they finally let out again, they still ache and yearn and want. for her. for her to stay. for her acceptance. but they push that all away to focus on her, lifting her up and carrying her to the couch, settling on it and keeping her closer.

“ i’ve got you. i’m here. “ they tell her softly, pulling her in closer and acting as if their own face isn’t dampened from their fallen tears. all that matters is her, all they want is her. face buries against blonde locks, breathing allie in as if she’ll disappear at any moment, as if they can’t breathe without her scent. “ i couldn’t shut you out if i tried. “

        she just keeps spilling,   desperation to be heard and listened to and believed leaking out everywhere.   she can feel them,   she knows they’re upset,   it feels like the biggest thing in all the world,   the end of one.   madi’s fire burning against them.   “ i just   …   i just have a hard time staying,   i didn’t mean it.   really,   i didn’t.   i’d never-   i’d never wanna’-   i don’t wanna’ hurt you,   like ever.   i’m so sorry.   i want to stay,   and i want to be good and i want-   i want you.   i promise. ”

they’re trying to compose themself, cheeks red from embarrassment. ashamed as they break down in front of her. they don’t know how to stop the tears, how to stop the longing. they’ve never wanted anyone the way they want her. no one has ever made them feel so strongly. no one has ever felt like anything but lust. allie feels like more, allie is more. it terrifies them. the way this one, singular girl can make them crumble. the way when allie left it felt like they became devoid of life. they don’t want to cage her, they’d never do that. not entirely. but like a dragon, they coil around her. mine, all mine. stay

they sniffle, it sounds pathetic before letting her catch their eyes, the only sign they’ve been near sobbing are red-rimmed eyes and tear tracks. they don’t cry often, but they know they’ve never looked gross doing it. blue catches blue and they can see her own sorrow. can see the way allie is clinging onto them like they are about to slip away. it hadn’t been the wandering, but how long it had lasted. they can handle a day or a night. can go out, and get lost in someone else. in hands and fingers, in mouths and alcohol. but it’s never the same. no one knows how to please them the way allie does. no one knows how to make them feel weak in the knees like the blonde.

Though the world may not know it, Port Leiry is a hotspot for supernatural activity. Unbeknownst to the humans that live there, a few species of the underground have taken up residence there and are crafting it into something of a haven behind the scenes.

City of Ruin is a mature, multi-muse supernatural city RP set in the fictional city of Port Leiry. The focus of this group is on character development and weaving plots through their stories