are you? iza wondered, looking oslo over with a scrutinizing gaze. probably not, but he possessed enough grace to somewhat- slightly- believably profess as much. iza could appreciate that, they supposed. the comment about barbarism had their eyes widening-- but they fought to bury the reaction. interesting. "futile alliances that will get me killed, instead of futile escape routes that will get me killed. got it," iza said, sardonically. at least if they died like that, their fathers wouldn't have to watch it happen. their siblings. ty. they heaved a sigh and cast oslo a look, but took a seat beside him without needing any further invitation.
they fell quiet for a moment before bitterness burst forth. "i mean, really. alliances." they laughed, but it was a helpless, choked sound. "with who? potential sponsors? or other tributes? because i have a deal with satin, and that's only because we're from the same district... i don't think he'll make any alliances outside that. so by extension, it's hard for me to team up with anyone else, unless--" unless the deal was to turn traitor on satin when it got down to the wire. "but i shouldn't be talking to you about that, should i?" while oslo perhaps arguably had some sort of loyalty to the two of them, as the district he was escorting-- he didn't have a reason to be loyal to iza over satin. and if satin got the faintest idea that iza would betray him, then it was game over.
iza didn't know if they could, anyways. maybe they had it in them. maybe they didn't. the thought of it turned their stomach.
"and sponsors. i guess i could go charm the pants off of someone in there, but who's really going to give me a second look with a district- mate like satin?" they turned to look at oslo, eyes scanning his features as if to try and determine how honest his potential answer would be. "would you?"
iza was difficult for a pleathora of reasons. but oslo was struggling to match their logic, their disdain. he didn't want to think about it too much. or how honest this conversation was. it lead to feeling attached, and that was what he was trying to avoid at all costs. at the same time, it wasn't in oslo's nature to sit there pessimistically and not help. "iza..." he began, slumping forward and and resting his head in his hands.
"i truly am in no position to tell you how to play the games. i've never been in them. it's why you have a mentor. i'm merely here to get you acquainted with the capitol and our customs." oslo rolled his lips though, indicating there was a catch. "but, you don't have to ally with satin simply because he's from home. you have to talk to people and see who will really help you get to the end, if that's what you want suppose." he looked at them like he was always mourning, "i don't know, you don't know for certain they'll prefer satin either." oslo put a hand on iza's shoulder and through his haze, found their eyes. "i'm not permitted to sponsor anybody, but after this conversation i..." like your odds. "i might."




























