— Created in June 2019

— This is a nct smut blog, if you're not 18+, please do not interact with me.

— I also write fluffs and angsts.

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About me:

— 01' liner

— She/her

I stopped writing because of my studies/life problems/work. no one told me that adulting would be that tough unfortunately.

but no worries, i still feel bad leaving y'all on a  cliffhanger with all my posts accross my accounts.

I MIGHT NOT want to keep writing, nor use this account with the others, BUT I still want to deliver something spicyy to y'all before ghosting hihihi (give me some time tho)

Anyway I just wanted to let anybody that cares know <3

*PSA: after reading back my fanfics.. don't be judgemental pls.

Thank you so much, it makes me happy to know that you enjoy my writing ❤️❤️

I don't know if this link will help you!

https://www.reddit.com/r/Nowhere_eternity/

A/N: Hope you like it, it's really angst! The song is really good, thanks for making me discover it! ❤️

— My cheek brushes against his. Smooth on stubble for a moment. And then it's gone.

His expression changed from slight grief to complete depleasure. His body tensed against yours as he pushed you out of his grip, the back of his hand wiping his cheek. He suddenly remembered the main reason why he came to confront you.

Tears came to your eyes again as he looked down at you, annoyance reflecting in his irises. Seeing him like that hurted you, really bad. You tried to swallow back your tears as best as you could, not wanting to look weak in front of him.

— He walks along the platforms into the dream. Every fiber in me wants to shout and scream 'Stop!'.

Without saying another word, he turned to walk away. You wanted to hold him back, part of you wanted to yell at him to stop, to forgive you, to not leave you, but another part knew it was too late.

— To run across to him, take him into my arms. To tell him: I love you! You silly, silly man, I love you.

He wasn't going to come back, even if you were going to run across to him, hug him and apologize for all the harm you had done to him and kept telling him that you loved him and that there was only him that you loved, that wasn't going to fix things. And it was true, despite all the stupidities you had done, it was he who your heart belonged to.

— But instead I stand still, heart cracking.

It was way too easy, the damage was already done and you couldn't change the situation. You bitterly regretted your actions.

Tears streamed down your cheeks, ruining your makeup. But you didn't care, the only things on your mind was your loss and the pain you felt in your chest. You could feel your heart breaking more and more into small pieces as he moved further and further away from you. The distance between you growing with each passing second.

— These little curls on the back of his head bouncing. As he steps out of my life, forever

Your sad gaze was fixed on the back of his head, time felt long and painful as he walked out of your life, for good. There was no reverse option anymore, it was over, he was no longer part of your life and this realization definitely broke the little bit of your heart that was still in place.

You cursed yourself like never before, it was your fault, your naivety and stupidity had made you do the worst things and this was the consequence of all your nonsense. He gave you his trust and you broke it. You knew that if one day he could forgive you, that trust will not be the same as before.

— I hope that the fire we both made still burns a little in you.

Even though he had every reason to hate you, deep inside you hoped that the love he felt for you was still there. You hoped from the bottom of your heart that the passion you had managed to build all this time hadn't disappeared.

You were sorry, really, but you couldn't change what had happened and you prefectly knew it. Even with all the effort in the world, you also sadly knew that you would never succeed in reviving the flame that you both had made.

A/N: Repost

"So you like my hands? I see.." He cocked his head to the side, a smile growing on the corner of his lips.

You couldn't say anything, your mind going completely insane. You didn't know what to say, as you watched him gain confidence, already wishing you had say nothing.

"Yes.." You manage to say in a small breath. You expected him to laugh at you, like he would usually do. In fact, you expected anything but to find yourself, some time later, on his lap, half naked and your ass in a blood red color, showing of the impending pain you were feeling.

You couldn't help but squirm against him, your hands clutching even tighter against his shoulders. His gaze hardened, Renjun waiting no long before spanking you again, causing you to whisper scream in pain.

"Stop squirming, slut. You're moving to much for my liking." You moaned as he caught your hips under his hands to stabilize you. Your wetness was flowing between your legs, the excitement you were currently feeling being too much.

Renjun quickly noticed it, coming to run his fingers along your slit, pretending to fit a finger to retract it right away, enjoying seeing the torture take place on your face. "So cute. My little baby is already so wet, even though I barely touch her. Pathetic."

He then brought his fingers covered with your essence in front of your mouth, his gaze becoming persistent. "Suck." He said, his exquisite smile returning to his beautiful face as he saw you take his fingers between your soft lips, sucking them as if your life depended on it. Seeing you enjoying to suck his fingers clouded his thoughts, the image of you kneeling between his legs, taking his cock deep in your throat and expressing how much you loved having it in your mouth, becoming prominent in his head.

"On your knees." He ordered. You got off his lap as he directed, suppressing a small whine as he removed his fingers from your mouth. Looking up at him, with your eyes filled with innocence. He looked so fine, his dominance taking over your submissive being.

He suddenly leaned forward, bringing his face closer to yours, as he grabbed you by the throat, urging you to come closer too.

"Do you want my cock, baby?" He asked, his grip around your neck tightening when you just nodded. Your answer didn't seem to be enough for his liking. "Use your words."

"Yes, I-I want it." You manage to say, a few gasps escaping you due to his hold on you. He smirked at you as his other hand unfastened his belt, the sound reaching your ears making you sudder in anticipation.

I'm really craving for a vanilla sex with hyuck :(

A/N: Turned out to be VERY love-docey oops-

"Donghyuck.." You moaned his name, throwing your head back on your pillows. His pace picked up, not becoming too rough, but enough to feel your fingernails dig into the skin on his back, promising to find scratches all over it the next day.

Supporting himself on his arms to rise above you, his eyes looked every feature of your face. You were so beautiful, your face contracted with the pleasure he made you feel, he wanted to memorize every detail. Your body, the way you moaned her name, your face, everything.

He wanted to make love to you until the next day, never getting tired of your body embracing tight against his. He loved the way you clenched around him everytime he let out a deep groan against your ear or whisper words to you, both sweet and dirty. But often, times like that not a lot of few words were exchanged, the room only filled with the soft sounds of skin, your jerky breaths and moans, nothing else.

Running his hand between your two sweating bodies, his fingers came to rub your clit, enjoying how you started to squirm underneath his touch, broken moans escaping from the back of your throat.

"Do you like it, honey?" He asked delicately, smiling softly at you as you opened your eyes to make contact with his. You only managed to whisper a little 'yes' before grabbing him by the back of the neck and pulling him into a sultry kiss.

Sensual, romantic, erotic… that's how your kiss was, delicate and slow, making you express the passion that burned within you. That kind of moment was the best. Nothing mattered to you, your attention was only focused on one another, the rest of the world completely forgotten.

"I'm coming.." You moaned between his lips, losing the thread of your embrace, as your mind focused on only one thing; your approaching climax.

"Me too.." He gasped, his thrusts becoming sloppy, but a little more abrupt than before. And then you came, your two orgasms washing you away, as both of your names escaped your mouths in long moans.

Donghyuck collapsed on top of you, forcing his full weight on you. Letting out a little gasp of surprise, you chuckled.

"You're fucking heavy." You chuckled, running your hand through his hair when you felt him pout against your exposed chest. You stayed still for long minutes, without speaking, only your calm synchronized breaths audible between you two.

"I love these moments." He said suddenly, lifting his head to rest his chin on your breasts, so that he could have a clear view on your beautiful face, which he didn't help but admire.

"Me too." You smiled gently at him before leaning forward slightly to rest your lips against his.

"I love you so much." He whispered between your lips, before resting his head into the crook of your neck.

"I love you too." You whispered in his ear, quietly chuckling as you felt him grinning widely against your neck. He was far to be discreet like that, but it only made him cuter than ever.

Johnny is an open-minded person when it comes to trying new things in bed. And it wouldn't be surprising if you were the one that suggested to try cockwarming first, but I for sure imagine him being the one that will offer you to do it in front of all the members.

At first, he liked the adrealine. Having you on his lap, a blanket covering you and chatting with other members, risking to be caught at any time. But it was until he felt you constantly squirming, knowing exactly that you were trying to tease him, that he quickly lost patience.

And there, expect many threats whispered in your ear, before he actually snaps.

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"Stop moving." He grunted between his teeth only for you to hear. His hands gripped your waist, ordering you to stop squirming.

It was already hard enough for him not to directly thurst into you, but on top of that you were purposely moving on him to tease him? He was seriously considering the possibility of just dropping your initial idea and fuck you already.

You were the one who first proposed to try cockwarming, having always wanted to try it at least once. Not excepting for him to want to do it in front of all his bandmates.

"Don't you want me to just give in and fuck you in front of all of them?" His grip around your waist tightened even more. "I bet they would fucking love that, don't you think?"

You bit your lower lip, trying to stifle a moan from coming out. Feeling him deep inside you and his dirty talk really didn't help your case. You shook your head, a sudden anxiousness seizing you.

A/N: Repost as always. I didn't add Chenle, Jisung, Shotaro and Sungchan

Doms:

Yuta

Doyoung

Kun

Jaehyun

Johnny

Xiaojun

Jungwoo

Renjun

Yangyang

Switches:

Haechan

Jeno

Lucas

Mark

Taeyong

Ten

Subs:

Hendery

Jaemin

Winwin

Taeil

Hard dom: Yuta, Doyoung and Kun

They give me big hard dom vibe, especially Yuta. I swear to god, I can't explain it. Everytime I watch them act on TV shows, Vlive or on whatever else and then I watch the way the other members act, I don't sense the same shit than with the others. They're definitely kinky AF

Soft dom: Jaehyun, Johnny, Xiaojun, Jungwoo, Renjun and Yangyang

I really can't see them always being rough when it comes to sex. They're also into some kinky shits that they looove to direcg on you. They aren't the type to remind you who's the boss in bed, but rather to show you simply who's top.

Switches: Haechan, Jeno, Lucas, Mark, Taeyong and Ten

I see all of them being complete switches. Being the top or sub, they don't mind at all. It mostly depends on their mood.

Subs: Hendery, Jaemin, Winwin and Taeil

A while ago, I would've persisted in saying that Winwin was a dom. Well, I guess now my mind have changed.

A/N: Hope you like! (Ig I'll have to repost it later)

"Please.. fuck me harder.." You moaned, your hands clinging to the sheets underneath you.

"You like my big cock inside of you, huh? Stretching you like you've never been?" He groaned under his breath against your ear, his dirty words making you moan even louder.

"Answer me when I'm talking to you." He said, his hand snicking around your neck, exerting some pressure that almost made you see stars.

"Yes! Your cock makes me so full!" You manage to say in a small voice, your words coming out as broken, making him smirk.

"So fucking cute. I never thought that a girl as innocent as you at first sight would've had such a dirty mouth." He groaned, his thrusts getting harder with each passing second.

"Such a good little slut for me." His words made you tighten around him, causing him to slow down a bit due to how tight you were around him.

"Oh fuck, you're so tight." His eyes moved to your dripping pussy and he couldn't help but groan at the sight.

You couldn't take him fully. He already liked how you looked so small and so vulnerable underneath him, but on top of that, his cock was so big that even your pussy couldn't take it all? Indescribably, It turned him on even more than he could imagine.

"Looks like you're having a hard time taking all of my dick inside of your soaked cunt." You blushed as he said that so casually. Embarrassed, you tried to hide your face with your hands, but Johnny suddenly grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head.

"Don't even think one bit to hide those beautiful little expressions on your face while I'm making you feel good. Let me see you, sweetheart." He grinned at you, putting a well-placed thrust that made you let out a long moan of pleasure. "Me who thought that you were all innocent and pure. I happened to be completely wrong and honestly; I freaking love it."