Nelly Spinelli

I have been around people who drink for as long as I can remember and I have never liked the way they acted. And in the past few years I don’t like the way my sisters act, especially my oldest sister. She becomes someone that I don’t like, she’s stubborn and deviant. One word at her and she’s in your face. I have been lucky to never be on her bad side while intoxicated, expect for tonight. 

Unfortunately things got heated between us. I see now that it was my fault as it is hers as well. But I stopped as soon as I started but she got in my face and started saying things that never happened. I was never more scared of my sister than I was tonight. That event is what caused my first ever panic attack, I couldn’t breathe and I didn’t know what to do, my mom managed to calm me down and now I’m okay. Just a little shaken up.