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You learned this lesson on the day they announced Steve Rogers’ death.
The news came without warning. A mission in Eastern Europe. An attack no one saw coming. Explosives. Total loss. Nobody recovered in a recognizable condition, but there was enough evidence to declare the inevitable.
You remember exactly where you were when they told you. The sounds around you grew distant, as if everything were happening behind thick glass. No one dared to look you in the eye because everyone knew what he meant to you. You weren’t just his teammate.
Natasha was the one who spoke. She told you she was sorry. That was all. And you nodded because, if you tried to respond, you knew you’d break right there on the spot.
The funeral was flawless, almost unreal. The coffin draped with the flag; the eulogies filled with words that sounded right but were empty.
Honor.
Sacrifice.
Legacy.
Tony remained silent. Clint didn’t say anything either. Bucky didn’t even come too close. And you stood there, motionless, watching everything as if you were outside your body.
You didn’t cry that day. You didn’t feel anything. And that was the scariest part.
The nights, on the other hand, were different.
His jacket was still where he’d left it. His boots by the door. His favorite mug was in the kitchen, with that little crack he always said gave it character. Everything was the same—except for him.
Weeks went by. Then months. The world kept moving forward, as it always does. But you didn’t. You were stuck in that moment, in that loss that didn’t quite feel real.
Until one night, everything changed.
It was late. The kind of hour when no one should be knocking on your window. The sound was faint, almost imperceptible. You thought you’d imagined it… until it happened again.
Your heart began to pound; you got up slowly, moving as if any sudden movement might shatter whatever was happening.
You pulled back the curtain.
And the world stopped making sense.
Steve was there.
Alive.
Standing there, looking at you as if not a single day had passed.
Your hands were shaking so much you could barely open the window. The cold air rushed in, but that wasn’t what made you shiver.
It was him.
“No…” You whispered. “This isn’t real…”
But he stepped inside… everything was too real to be a dream.
“I know,” he said softly.
You didn’t let him finish. You hit him. Once. Then again. You unleashed all the strength you had been holding back for months.
“HOW DARE YOU?!” you screamed, your voice breaking. “HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME?!”
He didn’t defend himself. He didn’t raise his hands. He didn’t back away. He just took every blow as if he deserved them all.
“I SAW YOU DIE!” you sobbed. “I BURIED YOU!”
“I know…” he replied, and in his eyes there was something you’d never seen before: guilt.
When you had no strength left, when the pain overwhelmed even your anger, you collapsed. And he held you, just as he always did.
“Let me go…” You murmured, but you made no real attempt to pull away.
“I can’t…” he said, his voice low, almost broken. “Not after this.”
The silence between you was heavy, laden with everything that had gone unsaid. Finally, you looked at him with a coldness you didn’t recognize in yourself.
“Explain yourself.”
And he did.
It wasn’t an accident. It wasn’t a failed mission. It was a decision. A covert operation designed to dismantle an organization that would only emerge from the shadows if it believed Captain America was dead.
“It had to be believable. No one could know.”
“No one?” you repeated, incredulous. “Not even me?”
The doubt on his face was brief, but it was enough.
“If you’d known, you’d have been in danger.”
You let out a bitter, humorless laugh.
“And what do you think this was?” you asked, pointing at his chest. “Protection?”
He didn’t answer because no answer could make it right.
“I died to the world,” he continued. “But it was the only way to take them down.”
You stared at him intently.
“And was it worth it?” you asked. Was it worth destroying me to achieve that?
Silence was his answer.
And that hurt more than anything else.
He moved a little closer, carefully, as if afraid that any movement might make you disappear.
“It’s over,” he whispered. It’s all over. I’m here.
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Tú lo aprendiste el día que anunciaron la muerte de Steve Rogers.
La noticia llegó sin advertencia. Una misión en Europa del Este. Un ataque que nadie vio venir. Explosivos. Pérdida total. Sin cuerpo recuperado en condiciones reconocibles, pero con suficiente evidencia para declarar lo inevitable.
Recuerdas exactamente dónde estabas cuando te lo dijeron. El sonido a tu alrededor se volvió distante, como si todo ocurriera detrás de un vidrio grueso. Nadie se atrevía a mirarte directamente porque todos sabían lo que él era para ti. No eras solo su compañera de equipo.
Natasha fue quien habló. Te dijo que lo sentía. Solo eso. Y tú asentiste porque, si intentabas responder, sabías que ibas a romperte ahí mismo.
El funeral fue impecable, casi irreal. El ataúd cubierto con la bandera, los discursos llenos de palabras que sonaban correctas pero vacías.
Honor.
Sacrificio.
Legado.
Tony permaneció en silencio. Clint tampoco dijo nada. Bucky ni siquiera se acercó demasiado. Y tú te quedaste de pie, inmóvil, observando todo como si estuvieras fuera de tu propio cuerpo.
No lloraste ese día. No sentiste nada. Y eso fue lo más aterrador.
Las noches, en cambio, fueron distintas.
Su chamarra seguía donde la dejó. Sus botas junto a la puerta. Su taza favorita en la cocina, con esa pequeña grieta que siempre decía que le daba carácter. Todo seguía exactamente igual, excepto él.
Pasaron semanas. Luego meses. El mundo siguió adelante, como siempre lo hace. Pero tú no. Te quedaste atrapada en ese momento, en esa pérdida que no terminaba de sentirse real.
Hasta que una noche, todo cambió.
Era tarde. El tipo de hora en la que nadie debería estar tocando tu ventana. El sonido fue leve, casi imperceptible. Pensaste que lo imaginaste… hasta que ocurrió otra vez.
Tu corazón empezó a latir con fuerza; te levantaste lentamente, acercándote como si cualquier movimiento brusco pudiera romper lo que fuera que estuviera pasando.
Corriste la cortina.
Y el mundo dejó de tener sentido.
Steve estaba ahí.
Vivo.
De pie, mirándote como si no hubiera pasado ni un solo día.
Tus manos temblaban tanto que apenas pudiste abrir la ventana. El aire frío entró, pero no fue lo que te hizo estremecer.
Fue él.
—No… —susurraste. Esto no es real…
Pero él entró… todo era demasiado tangible para ser un sueño.
—Lo sé —dijo en voz baja.
No lo dejaste terminar. Lo golpeaste. Una vez. Luego otra. Con toda la fuerza que habías contenido durante meses.
—¡¿CÓMO TE ATREVES?! —gritaste, la voz quebrándose. ¡¿CÓMO TE ATREVES A HACERME ESTO?!
Él no se defendió. No levantó las manos. No retrocedió. Solo recibió cada golpe como si los mereciera.
—¡TE VI MORIR! —sollozaste. ¡TE ENTERRÉ!
—Lo sé… —respondió, y en sus ojos había algo que nunca habías visto antes: culpa.
Cuando ya no te quedaron fuerzas, cuando el dolor superó incluso tu enojo, te desplomaste. Y él te sostuvo, como siempre lo hacía.
—Suéltame… —murmuraste, pero no hiciste ningún intento real por alejarte.
—No puedo… —dijo, con la voz baja, casi rota—. No después de esto.
El silencio entre ustedes fue pesado, cargado de todo lo que no se había dicho. Finalmente lo miraste, con una frialdad que no te reconocías.
—Explícate.
Y él lo hizo.
No fue un accidente. No fue una misión fallida. Fue una decisión. Una operación encubierta diseñada para desmantelar una organización que solo saldría de las sombras si creía que el Capitán América estaba muerto.
—Tenía que ser creíble. Nadie podía saberlo.
—¿Nadie? —Repetiste, incrédula—. ¿Ni siquiera yo?
La duda en su rostro fue breve, pero suficiente.
—Si lo sabías, corrías peligro.
Soltaste una risa amarga, sin humor.
—¿Y qué crees que fue esto? —Preguntaste, señalando su pecho—. ¿Protección?
No respondió porque no había respuesta que arreglara eso.
—Morí para el mundo —continuó—. Pero era la única forma de terminar con ellos.
Lo miraste fijamente.
—¿Y valió la pena? —preguntaste. ¿Valió la pena destruirme para lograrlo?
El silencio fue su respuesta.
Y eso dolió más que cualquier otra cosa.
Se acercó un poco, con cuidado, como si temiera que cualquier movimiento pudiera hacerte desaparecer.
Series Summary: The Avengers have faced dangerous enemies before. This one learns. She does not fight like the others. She fights like him. And with every encounter, Steve Rogers gets closer to understanding why.
Chapter Summary: Tony turns new intel into momentum, pushing the team into another successful strike. The system holds. But the fight changes. She adapts. And outside the mission, she makes contact again—quietly shifting the board. The wins stack. The advantage grows. And Steve keeps the reason to himself.
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A/N: Oh Steve, keeping secrets. Your author lives on comments and likes. All errors are mine. :)
Warnings: Canon-typical violence. Swearing.
Series Warnings: Steve Rogers x fem!villain!Reader; canon-typical violence.
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Back at base, the debrief is quick and efficient. Status updates. Confirmations. Next steps. Then they break.
For once, even Tony steps away, letting his algorithms run through the night.
Steve does not follow the others.
He slips down the same darkened hallway, heading for the small intel room without drawing attention.
The door shuts quietly behind him.
He moves straight to the terminal, already pulling the paper from his pocket as the screen flickers to life.
No hesitation this time.
He unfolds it fully. His breath catches—just once.
This is not coordinates. This is a schematic. Complete. Intentional.
The end product of everything she has been building.
Steve’s jaw tightens as the pieces fall into place. She is not just helping him stop the trafficking. She is helping him stop her.
He turns to the terminal and begins typing. Careful. Precise.
Each keystroke exact, following her instructions without deviation.
No second-guessing. No pause.
The system gives a faint acknowledgment tone. And continues.
Steve does not wait this time.
He clears the terminal immediately, wipes the screen clean, and powers it down.
The paper is folded and back in his pocket in one smooth motion.
He is already moving. Out the door. Back into the quiet hallway.
By the time he reaches his room, the decision is no longer a question.
He showers, the heat washing away the last of the tension, and drops onto the bed without another thought.
For the first time in days, his mind does not race. Sleep takes him quickly. Clean. Dreamless.
Early the next morning, Tony is back in the lab.
Screens surround him, data streams layered and shifting as he works.
Using the intel from the trafficking operation, he starts pulling at threads—tracking movement, following patterns, watching how the system reacts to the false data still feeding through it.
“FRIDAY, keep the noise steady,” he mutters. “If she’s watching, I want her working for it.”
“Yes, Mr. Stark.”
The false stream continues—clean, controlled, just convincing enough to hold.
Tony shifts focus, pulling up footage from the previous mission. He scrubs to the moment she appears. Slows it.
Her movement. Her timing. The way she engages Steve—And then disappears.
Tony leans in slightly. “How do you do that?”
Something shifts on a screen to his left. Subtle. Easy to miss. He does not miss it.
FRIDAY chimes in, “Mr. Stark—”
“I see it.”
He is already moving, isolating the data, pulling it apart, testing how it holds under pressure. Again—it holds.
Tony exhales sharply as the pattern resolves. A schematic begins to form. Incomplete at first—then locking into place piece by piece.
The tech finally makes sense.
“FRIDAY, validate.”
“Yes, Mr. Stark. The design is viable. All components align. The information is verified clean.”
Tony studies the projection, eyes tracking every detail as the structure becomes clear.
Not just fragments. A full system.
Behind him, the door opens.
Natasha steps in, already scrolling through incoming intel on her tablet as she takes a seat.
Tony barely registers it. He is still looking at the schematic. Then something clicks.
He leans back slightly, shaking his head. “Well… that’s not subtle.”
Natasha looks up. “What is it?”
Tony turns to her, a sharp grin breaking through. “It’s not what she’s doing.”
He looks at Natasha. “It’s what she’s building.”
He turns back to the screens. “FRIDAY, get the others in here.”
“Yes, Mr. Stark.”
Tony is already moving ahead, cross-referencing the schematic with known supply chains, recent thefts, and projected needs. It lines up. Fast.
“Next component’s obvious,” he mutters, pulling up a location and pushing it to Natasha’s tablet.
Natasha leans back slightly, reading through it—cautious, but this time there is something like momentum behind it.
She shifts forward again, already working angles, entry points, timing.
The others filter in—Sam, Bucky, Thor, Steve—
Tony does not wait for them to settle.
“I’m on a roll,” he starts, already projecting the data. “We’ve got what she’s building, and we know what the next piece is. Red’s already building the op.”
Sam moves to the screens, pulling up satellite feeds. “Bigger footprint than last time,” he notes.
“Yeah,” Tony replies. “Because they’re getting close.”
Bucky steps in, scanning the layout. “Hydra won’t leave this one light.”
“Already accounted for,” Tony shoots back. “They’re moving in, not set yet. We hit before they lock it down.”
Thor studies the structure, considering angles. “We will need to control the interior. There may be civilians.”
Natasha nods once, already adjusting the plan.
Steve takes his place by the glass, leaning back, arms loose at his sides.
He watches. Says nothing. No one clocks it this time.
The room is moving too fast, the advantage too clear—finally turning in their favor.
He already knows where they are headed. She told him.
Sam and Natasha fall into rhythm, working aerial coverage and timing.
Bucky adds likely Hydra movement patterns, tightening their entry.
Thor refines the breach, ensuring minimal collateral.
Tony stands at the center of it, pulling everything together.
For the first time in a while— it feels like they are ahead.
“Alright, kids,” Tony is already midair, flying lower than usual, tight to the structure as he tracks the incoming vectors. “Hydra’s inbound, but we beat them here. Let’s get set.”
Sam sweeps the perimeter above, wings cutting wide arcs as he watches for movement beyond the tree line.
Thor holds the roof, stance solid, eyes scanning the horizon.
On the ground, Steve, Bucky, and Natasha position near the exits, covering angles. They are not here to take the tech—Just to keep Hydra from getting it.
Above them, Tony watches the feed as it updates in real time, fingers moving through commands, feeding Hydra just enough bad information to push their approach exactly where he wants it.
“Come on… take the bait…”
The comms crackle to life.
“Contact,” Sam calls. “Large force, like we expected. Heavier presence northwest—right where we want them. Smaller group southeast.”
Tony grins. “Perfect. Let’s invite them in.” He angles toward the incoming wave.
Paratroopers drop onto the roof. Thor meets them immediately, hammer swinging, taking them down before they can fully land.
On the ground, the first wave hits—
And falters.
Hydra was not expecting resistance. Not like this.
Steve and Bucky move as one, covering each other without looking, driving the line forward and breaking their momentum before it can form.
Natasha holds the entrance, precise and efficient, cutting down anyone who gets too close.
Drones descend. “I’ve got air,” Sam calls.
“Not alone you don’t,” Tony replies, splitting off to assist, repulsors flaring as he intercepts the first cluster. “FRIDAY, keep feeding them bad data. I want them confused and committed.”
“Yes, Mr. Stark.”
Tony scans the ground between passes. Looking for her.
Steve feels it before he sees anything—
A shift. A familiar pull down his spine.
At the same time, Thor’s voice cuts in over comms.
“Copycat on the roof. I repeat—she is on the roof.”
She stands at the edge, just out of reach, Thor held back by the remaining soldiers swarming him.
Tony breaks off immediately, dropping altitude.
“Got her.”
She moves first. Sprinting across the roof—Then jumping.
She collides with him midair, not enough to knock him down but enough to force an adjustment.
Tony corrects instantly, banking hard and driving toward where she lands.
“You’re getting predictable,” he calls, already firing.
She rolls through the blast, coming up smooth. “Am I?”
Tony narrows his eyes, recalibrating. “You adjust. I adjust faster.”
He fires again—closer this time. She slips it by a hair.
Below, Steve tracks the fight but does not move toward it.
He and Bucky fall into rhythm, the shield passing between them in tight arcs, clearing groups of soldiers with controlled precision.
Natasha holds the door, eliminating anything that slips through their line.
Thor clears the roof and launches back into the air, joining Sam as they dismantle the remaining drones.
Tony drops to the ground and closes on her. Hand to hand now. Faster. Tighter. He lands a hit to her hip—solid.
“Look at that,” he says, circling. “You’re sweating.”
She absorbs it, pivots, avoids the follow-up. “Must be the humidity.”
Above them, lightning cracks as Thor strikes again, Sam redirecting drones downward into the remaining Hydra forces, scattering their formation.
The pressure shifts. Hydra starts to thin.
Tony presses. “You’re slipping, Copycat.”
A sharp strike—She goes down. Rolls. Recovers. “You still using that name?”
Her eyes flick—just for a second.
Tony sees it. Registers it.
“She’s getting input,” he mutters, already closing the distance again. “Didn’t expect that, did you?”
She deflects his next move, shoving him back into a cluster of soldiers.
“Sorry, rust bucket,” she says, already disengaging. “Gotta go.”
She’s gone before he fully recovers—darting into the trees at speed.
Tony takes off after her—
Just misses. He pulls up short, frustrated. “Damn it.”
He huffs out a breath. “Spangles, you’re rubbing off on me.”
Steve does not answer.
He and Bucky finish the last wave, back to back, clearing the remaining soldiers efficiently.
“Airspace clear,” Sam reports as he and Thor descend.
Together, they mop up what is left. The fight ends as quickly as it began.
Natasha does not pause. She moves straight inside, already shifting to secure the facility and negotiate control of the tech before Hydra can regroup.
Tony lands near the others as they secure the perimeter.
“Didn’t get her,” he says, brushing it off with a shrug.
“But that’s two.”
That earns a grin from Thor.
A nod from Sam.
Bucky exhales, tension easing just slightly.
Steve looks toward the trees where she disappeared. Not tense. Not angry. Just—thinking.
That night, after the debrief, Steve heads up to the roof. He stands near the edge, posture loose for once, staring out into the dark. The quiet settles around him.
Without warning, the hair on the back of his neck rises.
A shift. Movement in his periphery—
She is already there. Close.
Steve flinches back on instinct, turning toward her. Their eyes meet—
And it clicks.
Of course she knows where the compound is. The bug had been here for weeks.
She says nothing at first. Just holds out a folded slip of paper between two fingers. “I don’t have long.”
Steve takes it. No hesitation. A small nod. That is enough.
She turns—
And is gone before he can track the movement.
The door behind him opens.
Steve turns sharply toward the sound.
Bucky steps into the doorway. “You talking to someone?”
Steve answers immediately. “Just myself.”
One brow lifting slightly, Bucky studies him for a second. He does not push it.
Instead, he steps out onto the roof and joins him, settling beside him as he looks up at the sky.
Steve stays where he is. The paper still in his hand. Unopened.
Part Twelve
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Summary: In 1943, Steve Rogers was visited by his soulmate. He fell hard. Problem is, she was from the future and didn’t stick around for long. Now, in the twenty-first century, he finally found her again, except this version of her hasn’t met him yet and won’t know he’s her soulmate for another year.
Note: So this is a combination of my other two Steve Rogers soulmate AU fics, but lengthened and fleshed out into a full fic. I was literally possessed to write this. I have no other explanation. I really like how it came out. I gave this one chapter headings (I am also going to post it to Ao3) and yes some are Taylor Swift titles. Sorry about that. It takes place roughly around the time Civil War would, but we have managed to avoid the war this time around. I also moved some other characters up the timeline because I think they’re neat and I said so. Without further ado, please enjoy my new Magnum Opus.
Also Tumblr made me split it into two parts. Part 2 linked HERE and also at the end of the post.
Warnings: Canon-typical violence/injuries, soulmate au, tons of mutual pining, kind of a slowburn but in reverse. Light angst, but a happy ending.
Word Count: 38.7k total (I am not sorry)
Reader Is: Enhanced (forcefields), 24 years old, female
The End
Time.
It was a fickle thing. In the blink of an eye, a year had passed. A mere twelve months earlier, you had been living a different life. The only life you had been responsible for was your own. And your plants, but…they never seemed to last that long under your care. Now, everything was different.
It was the day before your birthday. Your twenty-fifth birthday, which, in the world you lived in, meant that tomorrow, a name would appear on your wrist, the name of your soulmate. It had been stressing you out all day, the weight of tomorrow and everything it meant.
It was late, and you were exhausted from a day of overthinking. The longer you stayed up, the longer you delayed the inevitable reveal, and thinking about it too much made you nervous, so you just decided to get to sleep sooner than later.
It was once you were just about to climb into bed that there was a knock at your door.
“It’s open!” You called. The door opened slowly, revealing Steve, who was leaning in your doorway, arms crossed, that pensive look in his blue eyes. “Oh, hey.”
“Hi.” He chuckled. He seemed nervous, although you weren’t sure why.
“Everything alright, Steve?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. I actually came in here to check on you. Wanda said you were…quiet.”
“Yeah, you could say that.” You hugged your arms around your frame and bit your lip, looking up at the super soldier standing in front of you. “Just…I don’t know. I’ve been looking forward to tomorrow for my entire life, but…now that it’s here, I’m so scared.”
“Hey, come here.” He said, pulling you to him, strong arms wrapped around you, as if he could protect you from the future itself.
“I don’t know what to do…”
“(Y/N), whoever they are, they are incredibly, incredibly lucky. You don’t need to worry about anything. It’ll all work out. It always does.” He said it like he was certain. Like somehow he knew what would happen in the morning when suddenly your life was turned on its head and you had to venture out to find your other half.
Since you’d met him, Steve wore a leather band around his wrist, covering his soulmate’s name. You’d figured he must have met them in the forties and…maybe they hadn’t made it long enough to see him come out of the ice. But you didn’t ask about it. You never dared to put that question into words. He’d been through enough heartbreak already.
“What if they don’t like me…?”
He scoffed, holding you tighter. “That’s impossible. They’re going to love you. So much. I promise.”
“And…and we’ll still be f-friends?”
Steve pulled away, looking down at you, a hand very carefully touching your cheek. “Of course we will still be friends. Nothing is ever going to change that. I promise.”
You nodded, a tear slipping down your cheek. “Good. Thank you, Steve. For everything.”
He gently wiped the tear away, the pad of his thumb warm. Once he was sure you were okay, he let go, looking at you with that knowing sparkle in his eye once more. He took a little extra time to look at the shirt you were wearing, the Star Wars tee you’d had since high school. “See you tomorrow.”
“See you tomorrow.” You agreed.
“And happy birthday, (Y/N).”
We’ll Meet Again
“Ma’am? Are you alright? Ma’am?” The voice sounded far away. You were pretty sure you were still dreaming. You opened your eyes slowly and immediately became aware of the pounding pain in your head.
“Ow, oh my God.” You reached up and felt there, but it didn’t feel like you were bleeding or anything.
“Ma’am?”
You froze for a second, slowly looking up at the figure standing above you, confusion written all over his familiar features. It took you a long moment to put the pieces together. You were on a porch somewhere in what appeared to be New York, but it was…different. A lot different than the parts of the city you knew. Alright, it had to be a dream.
You looked up at the man standing above you and did a double-take. But no, it was him. It was a tiny, frail version of Steve. Your eyebrows furrowed and you sat up slowly, staring at him for a long moment before whispering, “Steve?”
His mouth opened and then shut again and he made a face of confusion, like he was trying to place where he knew you from, but he didn’t know you yet, and wouldn’t know you for several more years, to say the least. “Do I know you?”
“It’s complicated.” You exhaled. “Can we go inside? You’re going to need to sit down for this.”
Dumbfounded, Steve nodded and you stood up from the porch, only to find that he was at your eye level when you did. Weird. He led you into the small apartment and you looked around. It was quaint. There was an easel in the corner of the room and…Bucky Barnes sitting on the couch? You stared at him for a good, long moment, a shiver running down your spine.
“Who’s the dame?” He read your shirt. “What is Star…Wars…?”
“About to find that out myself.” He chuckled, leading you into the living room. “Buck, could you give us a minute?”
“I’ll be in the kitchen.” Bucky got up and walked to the other half of their tiny two-bedroom.
You sat down on the couch and so did he. The silence was thick. You thought for several moments. You weren’t quite sure how you had ended up in the 1940s. You looked down at your hands and it was then that your gaze finally landed on the writing on your wrist. And then everything made sense.
“What’s the date today?”
“It’s July 4th, why?”
“July 4th…” You whispered. “What, 1943?”
You could see the wheels turning behind his eyes before he replied, “Yes ma’am.”
“Well, happy birthday, first of all. And second of all…” You held up your wrist so he could read it. Steve’s eyes went wide and he stared at the three words written neatly on your skin in his own handwriting.
Steven Grant Rogers.
“You’re my…” He looked at you for a long time, his eyes wide. He hastily undid the cuff around his wrist and held it out to you, your own name written there. He ran a finger across the letters, as if to prove they were really there.
“I’m your soulmate.” You said certainly.
It hit you like a truck, then. The weird look on your Steve’s face, the way he was so certain that everything would work out. It was because he had already lived through this. And that meant that in all the time he’d known you, he’d been hiding his mark not because his soulmate had died, but instead because you were his soulmate and you didn’t know it yet.
Your entire year of friendship, of memories, of roadtrips and missions and movie marathons…he had known the whole time. And that look in his eyes wasn’t just his protective side coming out. It was love. It had been love the whole time.
Oh.
Steve exhaled a long, shaking breath, really taking you in. Once again, he had a million stars in his eyes. He let out a whispered, “Wow,” as tears began to form.
You came back down to earth. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” He chuckled, sniffling as a tear ran down his cheek. “I’ve just, I’ve got a lot of…health problems, so I wasn’t sure if I’d ever…meet you. And you’re here and you’re great and I just…I’m sorry.”
That brought tears to your eyes. “Oh, Steve…” You pulled him into your arms and he didn’t hesitate to surrender to your embrace, his arms wrapping tight around you and holding you close, head nestled into the crook of your neck. “Just breathe. It’s okay. I’m right here. I’ve got you.”
Always.
He took your advice, doing his best to avoid an asthma attack on what was shaping up to be the best day of his life. Once he finally caught his breath, he pulled away to look at your face again. “I have to ask…How did you know?”
“I don’t know if you can tell from these clothes,” you motioned down to the t-shirt and sweatpants you were wearing, “but I’m not from around here, exactly.”
“I kind of thought so, but I didn’t want to be rude.” He smiled softly. “Um, where are you from, then?”
“I’m from the future. Like…a while from now. It’s hard to explain why or how, and I’m not really sure how I got here, to be honest, but I’m glad I am.” You sighed, thumb grazing his cheek, wiping away his tears. He crooned at your touch. “I don’t know how long we have before I have to go back.”
“Am I there? Where you’re from?”
“You are. It’s complicated. We’re really good friends and…when I get back, I’m sure we’ll probably be even more than that.” You smiled, shaking your head. “I can’t believe I didn’t put the pieces together sooner.”
“(Y/N)?” Steve asked, trying out your name for the first time.
“Yeah?”
“Let me take you out today, show you a good time here before you have to go back.” He took your hand and carefully laced his fingers through your own, testing the weight of it, the feel of it.
You smiled. “I’d like that.”
“Not to eavesdrop, lovebirds — congratulations, by the way — but if you’re going to take her out, we’re going to need to find her some clothes that aren’t so…‘not from around here.’” Bucky leaned in the doorway.
“Yeah, I thought the same thing.”
“Don’t worry about it. I’ll call one of my girls and we’ll get her squared away. Sit tight.”
“Thanks, Bucky.” You said, chuckling when his eyes widened after you addressed him by name. “I know you, too. From the, uh, future.”
“Weird…” Bucky decided.
“Long story?” Steve asked, studying the look on your face.
“Very.” You agreed. After staring at him for another long moment, you pulled him back into your arms again, exhaling a long breath before whispering, “Steve, I’m so glad it’s you…”
***
“Wow.” You stared at yourself in the mirror, studying the way Bucky’s, ahem, lady friend, had curled your hair, done your makeup. You did a little twirl and relished in the way the skirt of your dress twirled. It was navy blue, short ruffled sleeves with a flared skirt and buttons down the front. “I think it suits me.”
“I agree. Blue is a good color on you.” Steve was sitting in a chair at the edge of the room, absolutely enamored as he watched you. “Although, I’m sure they’re all good colors on you, doll.”
You felt the heat rise to your cheeks. “Thanks.”
“I mean it.” He stood up and walked to you, slipping one of his hands into each of yours and staring into your eyes, looking at the way you looked standing next to him in his reflection. His soulmate. The kind of girl people write poems about. “You look great.”
“I don’t look out of place?”
“No one is gonna think you’re a time traveler. Well, unless you tell them.” Bucky said. “Maybe don’t do that anymore.”
“Yeah, I wasn’t planning on it.” You chuckled and gave Steve’s hands a squeeze. “Where to first, soulmate?”
His cheeks reddened as soon as you said the word. “Well, I was thinking we could go to my favorite little diner down the street to grab something for lunch, and then maybe we could take a walk through the park, catch a movie, and then go out for drinks tonight?”
“What, you aren’t gonna take her dancing?” Bucky teased, ruffling Steve’s hair under a large hand. “Show the girl a good time?”
“I would if I didn’t have two left feet.” Steve chuckled, a sheepish smile on his face. He looked at you, waiting for some kind of response. “How does that sound?”
“It sounds like a great time, Steve.”
He smiled. “Good.”
The two of you left the apartment not long after that, and walked side by side towards the diner. Your hands were swinging in the space between you and your hand brushed Steve’s once, twice, a third time, and then you slipped your hand into his, intertwining your fingers.
You caught him smile out of the corner of your eye. “Is this okay?”
“Yeah, of course it’s okay.” He grinned and chuckled to himself. “You can hold my hand as much as you want, doll.”
When the two of you finally got to the diner, a little bell rang over your heads and you got seated at a booth by the window. The two of you ordered drinks and you skimmed the menu while you waited.
“So, tell me about yourself.” You said, resting your chin against your fist and looking over at Steve. You studied the way his blue, blue eyes flicked up to your own and the blush that covered his cheeks shortly thereafter.
“You probably know a lot of it already.” He chuckled. “Unless we don’t talk a lot?”
“We talk quite a bit, but I still want to know about this you. Here and now.”
“I like art. Drawing and painting and stuff.” He said. “I haven’t had time to do much lately, but I’d like to get back into it.”
“See, that I didn’t know.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, I didn’t know you were into art.”
“I could, uh, show you sometime.” He offered.
“I’d like that.” You smiled. “What else?”
“I like to read. I like going to Dodgers games with Bucky. One time he took me to Coney Island. I don’t like rollercoasters, but I liked playing the games. He wasted three whole dollars trying to win a teddy bear for a redhead named Dot.”
“Three whole dollars…” You chuckled. “Well you don’t have to worry about the rollercoasters too much, I can’t go upside down without throwing up.”
“That makes two of us. Enough about me, tell me about you.” Steve nudged, his hand slowly moving towards yours. “How do we know each other? When did we meet?”
“We’re…coworkers, I guess you could say. We met about a year back and now we live in the same building? I’m sorry for being so vague, I just—”
“Don’t want to give it away, yeah, I get it.” He nodded, understandingly.
“You took me under your wing as soon as I moved in and really made me feel welcome. You’re the one that brought me onto the team, actually.” You took a sip of your drink. “We’ve been through a lot together already, and I’m sure it’s just the tip of the iceberg.”
“Mmm…” Steve nodded. “I know I just met you, but I’m really glad you and I are close. Well, will be close.” He paused before chuckling and shaking his head. “There’s still some little voice in the back of my head telling me all of this is just some amazing dream.”
“That doesn’t even begin to cover it.” You chuckled, tucking a piece of curled hair back behind your ear. “I’ve…I’ve had a crush on you forever, Steve. I can’t believe this is happening.”
He stared at you, almost dumbfounded. “O-on me?”
“Yeah.” You agreed. You’d forgotten, you supposed, that Steve had had this phase, the self-depreciation, the insecurity. Your Steve, when complimented, was shy, sure, but you knew he understood what people were talking about. This Steve didn’t see it that way. Not yet. But it would be your job to use your one day with him to change that, to make your soulmate see that he was worthy of love, even self-love. “Yeah, of course on you, Steve. I can’t believe I get to have you.”
His cheeks reddened and he finally took the leap, taking your hand across the table, thumb grazing your knuckles with care. His blue eyes sparkled. “Funny. I was gonna say the same thing about you.”
***
Once the two of you were finished up at the diner, you took a walk through the park. It was gorgeous out, a bright, sunny, warm summer afternoon. Several couples were strolling down the paths, hand in hand, and you were one of them, your hand held tight in Steve’s, his thumb gently stroking the back of yours.
You went to the theater and caught a movie together. Luckily enough, they were showing the Wizard of Oz. Your current situation had you feeling like Dorothy in more ways than one. The movie had only come out four years earlier, which was definitely strange. Not to mention the fact that the tickets were only twenty-five cents, the popcorn a mere ten cents.
And then, once the movie was over and the sun was setting, you went to a bar, where Steve ordered each of you a drink. You took a sip of yours, something sweet, and smiled at him across the table.
“So, how’s your day been, birthday boy?” You asked coyly.
“The best I’ve had so far,” he replied, his eyes sparkling. The sparkle faded, however, when his expression grew somber. He hesitated, but then asked, “Okay, I have to know…How long do I have to wait to see you again?”
You exhaled a long sigh, biting your lip. If you told him the truth, he might ask questions you couldn’t tell him the answers to. And besides, the real answer would require some math. You didn’t know the specifics.
“I’ll be honest, Steve, it’s…it’s a pretty long time.” You thought for a long moment before continuing, “I…I can’t really tell you why. It’s all really complicated, and if I tell you too much, it might not happen the way it’s supposed to.”
“Oh…” Steve nodded and took a sip of his drink. Once he set down the glass, he reached across the table and took your hand. “Well, however long it is,” he looked straight into your eyes and a chill ran down your spine, “It’ll be worth it. Every second. I promise.”
You could have cried. “I hope so.”
“There you two are! I was wondering which bar you’d wandered into!” Bucky was, apparently, already slightly intoxicated as he approached you and Steve with a date of his own. “How was your day on the town, lovebirds?”
“Spectacular.” You replied. “I wish there was more time to soak it in.”
“New York sure is something, huh?” Bucky’s date asked, giggling innocently. If only she knew the half of it.
“Yeah, you could say that.” You laughed and tucked a piece of hair behind your ear.
“You guys wanna sit with us?” Steve asked.
“If you don’t mind too much, punk.” Bucky grinned.
Steve got up and switched sides of the booth so he was sitting next to you instead of across from you. You slid your hand into his, intertwining your fingers. He smiled, chuckling softly to himself as he gave your hand a squeeze.
“Did you give the lady her dance, Rogers?” Bucky asked, smirking.
“Not yet.” Steve chuckled. “We’ll see. The asthma makes it a bit difficult sometimes.”
“Never seems to stop you from getting into fights.” Bucky muttered, causing Steve’s cheeks to flush.
“Just wait until the band plays something slow,” Bucky’s date pointed out.
“There you go!” Bucky raised his glass to his lips. “Great idea, Maggie.”
“Glad to be of service.”
And so, the four of you chatted until the band started to play something sweet and slow. Steve looked at you for approval and you nodded. He led you out onto the floor with the other couples.
Steve blushed, flustered, and he looked at you before saying, “I don’t know how to do this.”
“It’s easy.” You promised, guiding one of his hands to your waist and holding the other. “That’s it. And then we just move to the music. You can twirl me around if you feel so inclined.”
“Alright.” He chuckled, swaying in time with you. “Hey, uh, (Y/N), I need you to know…I had a really, really great time today. You’re everything I’ve ever wanted in a soulmate and I’m so excited to spend the rest of my life with you someday, however far away that someday is.”
“I’m glad I met your expectations.” You smiled, tugging him a bit closer.
“No, you exceeded them. You’re better than anything I could have imagined. I’m so lucky.” He paused, and his expression fell a little. “I know I’m a lot. I have a lot of problems and they might complicate things sometimes, but…”
“Steve, you’re perfect.” You shook your head and leaned forward, resting your forehead against his. “The universe gave you to me for a reason and I’m so, so glad it did. You’re amazing. I can’t think of anyone better to spend the rest of my life with.”
He was quiet for a moment before whispering, “Can I please kiss you, doll?”
You leaned forward, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips, the music swelling around you as you guided his hands to your waist, cupping his cheeks to hold him close to you. When the moment had passed, you rested your nose against his, meeting his eyes and inhaling his scent, committing this version of him to memory before he was reduced to just that, a memory.
“Steve Rogers, I am so sorry you will not hear me say these words until after I go back tomorrow, but I love you. I have loved you for a very long time. And I know I will love you for the rest of my life.”
You spent the rest of the night together. Twirling across the dancefloor, talking, soaking each other in. But when you reached the front porch of the townhouse, Steve looked back down the steps to find you’d disappeared, leaving him with nothing but the memory of your lips, your laugh, your smile.
“You gonna be alright?” Bucky asked, a hand on his shoulder.
“I don’t know.” He replied, words swallowed up by the sounds of the night. “Just give me a minute, pal.”
Bucky nodded, solemn. “Take all the time you need.”
The Beginning
Steve remembered the day you’d met—for the second time, though he didn’t realize it right away—like it was tattooed on his brain. It was a few years after he’d come out of the ice and he had taken Tony’s advice to get out more, which had led him to the local mall.
It had been an uneventful day. He strolled around the perimeter, taking in the storefronts, studying the fashion, browsing the menu of a pretzel place, reading the posters on the exterior of the movie theater, the things that were coming out in the coming months. Nothing interested him in particular. He didn’t really care for war movies.
After a few quiet hours, his peaceful walk was interrupted by screams, people running away at top speed, which, of course, caused him to spring into action, assessing the situation. He ran towards the source of the chaos, scanning, scanning, until his eyes landed on the attacker, a guy with a flamethrower, aimed at a teenage theater employee. Steve hurdled over a trash can, moving people out of the way, directing them to safety and trying to put himself between himself and the mallgoers, but before he could, you did, hands out in front of you and what seemed to be an invisible shield poised there, redirecting the flames and protecting the movie theater employee that had nearly been caught in the crossfire.
A quick flick of your wrist knocked the attacker’s gun out of his hands and it slid across the floor to Steve’s feet. He chucked it into the fountain without a second thought, where it fizzled pathetically. The guy lunged at you with heavy metal gauntlets, and you dodged the first swing but caught the second in the face, falling backwards. When you landed, however ungracefully, you sent a blast of energy at the guy, knocking him over a plant and sprawling onto the tile floor.
While the guy was on the ground, Steve tackled him, wrenching the gauntlets off of his hands and chucking them away, too. Soon, the police arrived, apprehending the guy while mall security comforted the distressed mall patrons, ushering them to safety and medical attention.
You sat on a bench after, breathing heavy, a cut on your forehead. Steve walked over, interested in this superpowered rescuer, someone who wasn’t yet on the Avengers’ radar, but would most definitely be on the news the next day if the sheer amount of phone footage recorded was any indication.
“Are you alright, ma’am?” He asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m just glad everyone is okay.” You told him, meeting his eyes.
He finally got a good look at you and froze, looking bewildered. A deer in headlights. “You’re…”
There you are, doll. I’ve been looking everywhere for you.
It was you. Of course it was you. Since the moment he’d been unfrozen, he’d been looking for you. His soulmate. The girl from the future that popped in on his twenty-fifth birthday, turned his whole life on its head, and then left without warning, hours after their first kiss. Back when he was five-foot-nothing with asthma and more medical conditions than he could even remember.
Back before he was anything.
And you’d loved him anyway. You’d given him the day of a lifetime and hope for not only a future, but for love. That someone could love him for him despite it all.
“I know.” You knew? “I…I don’t know what it is or…why I can do it. I’ve been like this since college.”
Your powers, you meant. You thought he was talking about your powers and not your name, which was burning a hole into his wrist beneath the thick leather band keeping it hidden.
“Right. Well, it’s…” He sighed, gathering his words, hiding the elation and pain behind a warm smile. “It’s a good thing you were here. I don’t have my shield on me.”
“Mine is built in.” You chuckled.
“You, uh…have a cut. On your forehead.”
“Oh, do I?” You reached up and found it with your fingers and they came away a bit bloody. “Shit.”
“Come on.” He offered you his hand and you took it, letting him lead you over to the counter of the theater. “Hi, do you have a first aid kit we could borrow?”
“Yeah, of course.” The girl at the counter said, rushing to grab it.
Steve patched you up with gentle hands, off in a corner on your own, in the room the theater used for birthday parties. Staring up at him, you finally realized the obvious. This was Captain America. And he was using a careful finger to spread a triple antibiotic ointment on your cut.
Play it cool, (Y/N).
“Do you do this often? The hero thing?” Steve asked, trying to sound somewhat indifferent. He couldn’t be, though. Not entirely. Not when it came to you.
“No.” You shrugged. “Haven’t had much opportunity, thankfully. I mean…I’d like to, I just didn’t know how to…get into it, I guess. Any email I sent to Stark or S.H.I.E.L.D. or whatever would end up on a slush pile.”
“Well, I’ve got some connections. If you’re seriously considering it. I can’t say I recommend it, but…Obviously you’ve got that protective instinct and you seem to work well under pressure.”
“I don’t know about that. My heart is about to leap out of my chest.” You admitted, laughing as he carefully laid a Bandaid over the cut, closing the kit.
“That makes two of us.”
“Well, if you think I’m really cut out for it…I’d love to help.”
***
It was three days later that Nick Fury got in touch with you. You thought it was a scam call at first, but no one else would possibly have the info about you that he did. That was S.H.I.E.L.D. for you, you supposed.
You packed up your apartment, your boxes of books, your old journals, your clothes and makeup, your life, and hopped in the jet that was waiting for you at the meeting place. Inside was a pilot with flaming red hair, Natasha Romanoff. The Black Widow. It was hard not to get a little starstruck.
She helped you load your things into the jet, let you settle into the copilot seat, and then you took off, soaring away from your old life and towards your new one, the mysterious, magnificent facility tucked into upstate New York, that iconic A emblazoned on the front of the building.
“Steve said you’re telekinetic. That’s cool.” She complimented with a smirk.
“Yeah, I’ve got force-field stuff. I don’t know what else, exactly.”
“Oh, we’ll figure all that out. Banner already has a list of tests he wants to run. Nothing too intense. I made him promise not to give you the lab rat treatment too soon.”
“Reassuring.” You chuckled.
“Wanda’s been decorating your room all day. It’s not often we get new blood.”
“I appreciate it. I can’t wait to meet everyone.”
“They can’t wait to meet you.”
The jet landed a little under an hour later and Natasha helped you haul boxes towards the front door, where Steve was waiting. It was like time slowed, that look in his eyes, glistening little stars.
“Come on, Rogers, these boxes aren’t going to move themselves.” Nat waved him over, snapping both of you out of your trance.
“Right, right.” He jogged over. “Is there anything heavy?”
“That one.” You pointed. “It’s got my candles in it.”
“On it.”
You grabbed a few tote bags, slinging your computer bag over your shoulder. A few others came out to help, Clint and Wanda namely, the latter of whom used her shimmering red powers to speed the process along. Were you any more confident in your own powers, you would do the same, but you hadn’t had much opportunity to use them yet, and you didn’t want to drop anything fragile on your first day.
You started unpacking the essentials, your smart speaker, your laptop, some books and your favorite candle. You put some clothes in the dresser, hung some up in the large sliding closet in the wall. Upon further examination, you had your own bathroom, too, which was nice. There was a wall tapestry with sunflowers on it, and several little knickknacks. Wanda’s loving touch.
Someone cleared their throat and you turned to find Steve there, arms crossed, leaning in the doorway.
“Hi there, um, just checking in. Figured you might want a tour when you got settled in. No rush, of course.”
“I would love a tour. I can already tell I’m gonna get lost in this place.”
He grinned. “Not on my watch. Come on. I’ll show you around.”
Steve walked with you through the office spaces, the computer labs, Bruce’s lab, Tony’s. Tony was in the city, but Bruce was home and introduced himself with a dad joke about the Hulk and a warm handshake. You saw the training facility, a giant room with floor to ceiling windows, a wall of mirrors, practice dummies, landing mats, and plenty of sparring weapons. There was, separately, a fully furnished gym, and then the basics, a large, modern kitchen, living areas and lounges, study spaces, a library, a party room with a bar, and a very fancy coffee machine.
You could see yourself making a home here.
Steve walked you back to the hallway where all the bedrooms were. “If you need anything or have any questions, my room is just down the hall on the left. Wanda is next door. Dinner is at six.”
“Six o’clock it is. Thank you, Cap.”
“You can call me Steve.”
“Steve.” You nodded, slowly accepting the fact that you were now on a first name basis with Captain America. “And you can call me (Y/N).”
“Nice to meet you, (Y/N).” He said, some twinge of nostalgia at the end of his words. You turned back into your room to get some more unpacking done and Steve walked back down the hall, taking a deep breath and looking up at the ceiling, doing his best to hold in his tears.
…Ready For It?
You spent the first few days in your room for the most part, unpacking but also hiding, if you were honest. You met Vision. He seemed nice. He also had the ability to phase through walls, apparently. Still no sign of Thor, but you weren’t holding your breath. You were sure he was a busy guy.
Sam Wilson introduced himself with the same offer everyone else had so far, to let them know if you needed anything. You appreciated it.
And then, finally, there was Tony, whose dry humor came across immediately. He sized you up, drilling questions about where you went to college, what you majored in, what your top three movies from the 1980s were. You were pretty sure he liked you, but you didn’t think he trusted you. And that was okay. You knew that was something you’d have to earn around there.
“No soulmark yet, kid?” He asked, eyeing up your bare wrist.
“Not yet.” You confirmed.
“That makes you what, twenty-three? Twenty-four?”
“Twenty-four. As of last month, actually.”
“Okay.” He nodded. “Well that’s exciting. I’m sure you’re counting down the days.”
“More or less.” You chuckled, catching Steve watching you out of the corner of your eye. He did that a lot, you noticed.
Before Tony could come up with some witty comeback, the lights flashed red, accompanied by a loud siren.
“Vis? What’s going on?” Tony asked as Vision walked into the room, his sophisticated sweater melting into the uniform you’d seen on the news, red and green with a golden cape.
“There seems to be a stir at the local fairgrounds. Tremors and gunshots. Hostages.”
“Alright, let’s go pay them a visit then.” Tony pressed a button on his watch and transformed into Iron Man in front of your very eyes. “You can stay here or come with us. Up to you. But suit up fast. We’re out in five.”
You stood there for a moment, waiting for the shock to wear off, but the sirens definitely weren’t helping.
“Stick with me.” Steve instructed, voice calm, confident.
“Okay.” You nodded, following after him, towards the hangar where they kept the jets.
Natasha was standing at a locker, pulling her catsuit on with impressive speed, Clint beside her, loading a quiver with arrows, checking his bow.
“Nat, can you get her ready?”
“Baby’s first mission?” She asked, impressed.
You nodded, waiting for orders.
“Well, it should be an easy one, from the sound of it. Here, put this on. We’ll get you your own gear in the next few weeks.”
She chucked you an extra suit and you did your best to shimmy into it. Surprisingly, you could actually move in it. There were holsters, but you weren’t gun trained, so you figured it was best to leave that to the professionals. Instead, you followed the others onto the jet, hoping your forcefields and blossoming battle instincts would be enough to protect you out there.
***
The fair had devolved quickly into madness. There was fire, screaming, running, and gunshots. You flinched at the onslaught of it, but followed the others out anyway, listening to the voice in your earpiece, Steve’s voice, as he issued orders. You were put on civilian evacuation with Sam while the others engaged with the attackers. Six of them.
You did your job diligently, ushering people to a safe distance while law enforcement arrived. Until one of the attackers engaged with you, however, mistaking you for a civilian. Something snapped. In an instant your flight instinct vanished, replaced with the need to fight. He punched at you and you countered, sweeping a leg under him and then using a forcefield to knock him into the cornfield.
One of them launched a bazooka at Tony while he wasn’t looking, and without a thought, you trapped the explosive in a bubble, forcing it into the air where it exploded harmlessly, away from everyone.
And when the dust settled, the rest of the team turned to look at you, sharing looks with each other.
“Thanks for the save, kid. I owe you one.” Tony complimented, clapping you on the back on his way into the jet. “Let’s get something to eat. I’m starving.”
Your heart raced with the adrenaline of battle, the feeling of a job well done. Steve gave you a thumbs-up, a proud grin. His risk had paid off. You weren’t a total failure.
“You doin’ okay?” He asked, slinging his shield onto his back.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” You replied, letting the energy fizzle back into your palms.
He watched with interest at the faint crackles of blue that made up your powers. “You did good out there.”
You felt your cheeks flush. “Thanks, I—"
“Alright new girl, were are we stopping for food?” Natasha asked, slinging an arm around your shoulders.
“I get to pick?” You asked with a laugh.
“And don’t be afraid to pick something fancy. It’s Tony’s treat.” Clint added, walking with the rest of you onto the jet. You strapped in while the others tried their darndest to influence your pick, bickering like siblings. Like your family.
Yeah, you could get used to this.
Waypoint
Your training started shortly after that first mission. Bruce took all your vitals, measured them before, during, and after use of your powers. He recorded said powers with every device known to man until he had your ability down to a science. He had a hunch they were of cosmic origin, but you had no idea when you could have possible come in contact with something like that.
Next came a uniform. At the moment, it was a dark indigo color, something similar to navy blue, but leaning a bit more purple. The chest area was left blank, Tony claiming he’d add a symbol once his graphic design team came up with something. He did add some accents up the arms and down the legs, thin, light blue lines that matched the color of your powers.
Natasha and Clint gave you a few crash courses on weapons and your aim left a bit to be desired, but your hand-eye coordination wasn’t bad. Sam put you on a modified military workout regimen to get in shape, get your stamina up with the rest of the team.
You practiced making forcefields, seeing how big you could make them, how small, how much force they could endure before they broke. Natasha shot some bullets at them, and your fields caught them, allowing you to kill their momentum and drop them harmlessly to the ground. They could withstand some electricity, but not Wanda’s powers. And they held against Steve’s superstrength, but not for long. Still, a few hits from a supersoldier was more than most could endure, so it would buy you some time in the field.
Eventually, you moved on from just forcefields and started learning to move objects. It turned out, you were not limited to bubbles. You could create platforms underneath things. This evolved into creating platforms underneath people, that they could jump on, or ride on top of while you moved them.
You practiced using them for transport too, but it was harder standing on them while controlling them, especially if you tried to jump from platform to platform. It was a bit like patting your head and rubbing your tummy, and it would take a lot of practice.
There weren’t many missions, and the ones that popped up, you didn’t get sent on. They were high level things, and while your powers were improving, and very quickly, Bruce was always quick to reassure you, you weren’t ready for covert ops yet, especially ones that had been months in the making.
Every time Steve got sent off, he left with that sad little half-smile of his, the one where he pressed his lips together, eyes glittering like a lake under moonlight. He’d give you some words of comfort, usually dealing with how short the mission was supposed to be. It didn’t often make you feel better.
Bruce stayed behind with you, most times. More like all of the times. Code Greens, as they were called, were seldom necessary, and besides, as they had learned with Wanda back during the Ultron days, Bruce could be a liability if someone else got in his head. But it was nice not being completely alone in the big empty facility.
“He always looks so sad when he leaves.” You noted, sipping from a mug of warm tea. Steve had left only moments before, the last member of the team that was shipping out.
Bruce thought about it for a moment. “Does he?”
“Oh. I don’t know. Maybe I don’t know him that well.” You shrugged, the sounds of Animal Crossing resonating from the TV.
“You know, he has, lately. He didn’t used to.” Bruce noted.
“Weird.”
“Uh-huh.” He replied absentmindedly. “So explain to me this game?”
“Okay, so you move to this island and have to spend all your money paying off debt to this raccoon…”
It was in another training session that there was a malfunction. A shock grenade went off dangerously close to Sam. Before you could even process what you were doing, your hand shot out, a bright, pulsating star crackling in front of him, another, second star on the other side of the room. Steve assessed the situation and used the shield to knock Sam into the star, neutralizing the grenade right after. There was a bright flash and Sam appeared on the other side of the room, tumbling out of the second star.
You froze, curling your fingers and closing both of them. There was a slight pinch in your shoulder, near the base of your neck. The others all stared.
“Wait, what was that?” Bruce asked over the intercom.
“You did that?” Steve asked, motioning to Sam as he walked over.
“I think so.”
“What was that?”
Natasha asked, looking you up and down. Sam stared at you like you’d sprouted a third eye.
“I don’t know.”
“Do it again.” Bruce insisted. “Hang on, I’m coming in there.”
The door from the observation room opened and Bruce joined the rest of you in the circle that was steadily forming, all of them watching you, waiting.
“I don’t know, it was just like…” You focused on that feeling again, the desperation to get Sam the hell away from that grenade, and as though you were punching a hole through reality, it opened in the center of the circle, an eight-pointed star, bobbing and ebbing and flowing, made of the light blue energy you were so familiar with.
Carefully, you opened another one, ten feet in the air above the first. Clint shrugged and chucked a tennis ball into it. Sure enough, it popped up to the second one, before falling down through the first one again. This continued until eventually you closed the bottom one, letting the tennis ball bounce harmlessly across the floor.
“Well shit.”
“Waypoints.” Bruce said, deep in thought. “Teleportation. This…this opens up a lot of doors.”
“Yeah, no kidding.” Steve murmured.
“Hey, that’s kind of cool. Waypoint.” Clint said, drawing attention to it. “What do you think?”
“What, like as a codename?” You asked, weighing it as an option.
“I like it.” Sam grinned. “Waypoint.”
“Waypoint.” You repeated, trying it out. Hi, I’m Waypoint. I’m an Avenger.
It sounded silly, but it was getting more official by the day. There was, of course, only one way to make it official official, and that was with one of Tony Stark’s famed parties…
Wonderstruck
You let out a sigh, staring at your reflection in the mirror. It was the night of the big party. Your first, as an Avenger, and the official induction of what Tony was deeming the second class of Earth’s Mightiest Heroes, Sam: the Falcon, Wanda: the Scarlet Witch, Vision, and You: Waypoint.
He’d gotten you a dress to wear, one that matched your uniform. It was long, sleek, that navy blue/indigo color. It glittered like stars and moved like a dream. And in the middle of it, poised at the base of the sweetheart neckline, was the eight-pointed star that Tony had turned into your symbol.
Your hair and makeup were done, and all that was left was the zipper.
Someone knocked on the door.
“It’s open!” You called, expecting Natasha or Wanda. Instead, it was Steve, who, when he saw you were unzipped, pulled the door almost all the way closed and shielded his eyes with his hand.
“Sorry! I’ll leave—”
“Wait, actually, could you help me zip this up? I can’t reach.”
Steve nodded, slowly lowering his hand and entering the room. He closed the door behind him to give you some privacy. He was dressed in a sharp black suit with a blue tie. His lapel pin looked like a tiny version of his shield.
“Wow…” He murmured, taking you in. “You look great, (Y/N).”
“You think so? I’m not sure blue is really my color…”
He scoffed. “It most certainly is.” He swept the hair off of your shoulder, meeting your eyes in the reflection in the mirror as he gently pulled the zipper higher until it was secure in place. “In more ways than one.”
“Yeah, guess so.” You agreed, nervous energy crackling around your fingers, blue as ever. You dispelled it, snapping out of it.
Steve looked at the two of you in the mirror for a long time before turning towards the door again. Halfway there, though, he turned back around, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a flat velvet box. “This is, um…for you.”
“Oh! Thank you.” You reached for it, heart racing. Inside was a necklace, its pendant a silver star with eight points. In the center, an aquamarine gem. You gasped, looking at it. It was beautiful, delicate. “Steve, this is beautiful. Thank you so much.”
“It’s the least I could do.” He said, offering his hand. “May I?”
“Please.” You said, handing him the necklace and moving your hair out of the way. He did the clasp behind your neck. It settled between your collarbones.
“There. Now it’s official.” He whispered.
“Almost.”
“Almost.” Steve agreed, offering you his elbow. “Right this way.”
You looped your arm through his, letting him lead you out into the initial murmurs of the party. What Natasha dubbed the “extended family” had shown up. Rhodey, Maria Hill, Nick Fury, Happy Hogan, Pepper Potts, and, of course, Thor.
He was a sight, that was for sure. He towered over everyone else at 6’5”, arms the size of tree trunks. It was a bit intimidating to say the very least.
“Rogers!” Thor bellowed.
“Thor! I didn’t think you were coming.”
He grinned. “I never miss a feast.” His eyes fell on you. “And you must be this new team member Banner spoke of.”
“I’m (Y/N). It’s nice to finally meet you.”
“The honor is mine.”
“Here.” Natasha handed you a champagne flute. She eyed up your necklace. “That’s cute.”
“Steve gave it to me.”
She quirked an eyebrow and looked up at the supersoldier, who still had your arm. “Steve has good taste.”
“Steve had help.” He admitted, smiling sheepishly.
“I’d get you one too, Rogers, but Thor has the strong stuff.” Natasha said, patting his other arm while you took a sip of the champagne. It was sweet, tangy. “God’s favorite boy scout has trouble getting drunk.”
“My tolerance is too good.”
“I think we just need to get you a Four Loko. Or two.”
“A what?” Steve asked.
“It’s like four drinks in one can. They’re insane. I tried in college, but tapped out halfway through.”
He considered it for a moment, letting out a laugh. “See, that just might work.”
Tony wandered around the lounge, greeting everyone. He looked you up and down. “You look beautiful, Portal Girl.”
You internally chuckled. The others had advised you not to feed his ego when he used his nicknames. “Thank you, Tony.”
“And you’re also here, Rogers.”
“Tony.” Steve nodded.
“You her date tonight?” He asked, motioning to your joint arms.
“Oh. Yeah, I suppose I am.” Steve agreed, not budging. Neither were you.
“Well, I hope you’ve taken some dance lessons since last time, Rogers. I’m sure (Y/N) wouldn’t want to have her feet walked all over.”
Steve chuckled and rolled his eyes as Tony moved onto his next targets. Sam emerged, looking very sharp in a red suit. Even Vision had dressed up for the occasion, Wanda beside him wearing an elegant red dress. The two of them talked and laughed on the other side of the room and you smiled. You could tell when you moved in that he cared about her.
You wondered if robots could have soulmates, too. If any android had a soul, surely it was Vision. Maybe you’d ask him about it sometime.
Once all of the expected guests were accounted for, Tony did the briefest ceremony in the history of ceremonies, introducing you all to the few members of the press he had allowed to come. You spent the beginning of the evening shaking hands, networking, and then once the strangers left, the real party started.
Nat switched you to something a lot stronger to champagne, and she was running the bar, so it was easy to get refills. Clint and Thor were arm wrestling on one of the tables which was…hilarious, admittedly.
Steve found you after a few hours apart. “Hey, will you be my partner?”
“Sure, for what?”
He laughed, loosening up quite a bit with Thor’s Asgardian mead in his system. “Sam and Bruce are trying to teach me how to play Beer Ball or something.”
“Beer Pong?”
“That one, yeah.” He nodded. “Winners play Clint and Nat.”
“That checks out.” You chuckled. “Yeah, I’m game. I haven’t played since college, though.”
“I haven’t played ever so I’m sure you’re a step ahead of me anyway.”
“We’ll see about that. Your physics skills are pretty good, what with the shield and all.” You complimented, earning that charming smile of his. “We might just give them a run for their money.”
“Enough flirting, kids, get over here.” Bruce grinned as he finished lining up the cups.
“You know how to play Beer Pong?” You asked, plucking a ping pong ball off of the table and fiddling with it.
“Kid, I have seven PhDs. I have played my share of Beer Pong.” Bruce admitted.
You couldn’t help but smile at that. It was nice to see the Avengers loosen up like this, have a good time together, really truly bond.
You gave Steve the basic rundown of the rules: no elbows past the edge of the table, balls back, stoplight, island, and that if you let Sam and Bruce get too many cups, you and Steve would get “schwaisted” as the kids said, or, at the very least, you would. Steve would probably be fine.
“Ladies first.” Sam said, giving you the second ping pong ball, one of which, you handed to Steve.
“You’re gonna regret that.” You said, rubbing the ball between your hands before perfectly bouncing it into the cup at the front of the pyramid. “Your turn, Steve.”
“Don’t mind if I do.” He said, sinking the ball into the same cup. “I believe that’s three cups, gentlemen.”
Sam’s jaw dropped. He shared a look with Bruce. “Maybe this was a bad idea.”
“You’re telling me.” Bruce chuckled, retrieving the ping pong ball and rolling it back. He started drinking the contents of the first cup, leaving the other two to Sam. “Alright, do your worst.”
Needless to say, you wiped the floor with the other two. Barely even gave them a chance. Which is why it was only fair that Clint and Natasha kicked the absolute shit out of the two of you.
You struggled to down your third cup, which is why when you reached for the fourth, Steve shook his head and took it from you, only offering a wink when you opened your mouth to protest.
“Hey! Steve, it’s supposed to be five each.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, she already finished hers.” Steve shrugged, chugging another like it was water. “Right, (Y/N)?”
“Yeah absolutely. What he said.” You shrugged.
You helped clean up the mess a bit after the game was over, rounding up empty cups, wiping down the table, and then washing your hands as Tony switched the music to something upbeat, dancing music.
“Come on, let’s dance.” Steve urged, clearly toeing the line between tipsy and drunk. He reached out for your hand and you couldn’t resist. You didn’t even try.
You let him lead you out to the middle of the room, where Wanda and Vision were already dancing together and looking adorable doing it.
“I thought you couldn’t dance.” You laughed as he spun you around to the music.
“I’m a quick learner.” He whispered, mouth against your ear.
You swore your entire body flushed red, but you let your feet lead you through the dance. Steve took both of your hands, swinging you out and then back in, spinning you around. You blamed the alcohol on what happened next. Your heel caught on the fabric of your dress and you fell over the back of one of the couches, tugging Steve down with you.
He laughed, using an arm to push himself off of you, hovering, eyes soft. “Sorry.”
“It’s my fault. You’ve got me falling for you, Rogers.” You murmured, gazing up at him through your eyelashes.
You said it as a joke, a quip, but there was some truth in it. More than some. It had been a magical, magical night. And if it weren’t for the leather cuff on his wrist, you could see yourself spending the rest of your life with him.
Steve closed his eyes, smiling and sitting up, helping you upright again. “I’ll go get us some water.”
You sighed and sat back against the couch, heart hammering in your chest.
Natasha perched on the armrest, looking down at you. “What was that?”
“Not sure. I think I fumbled the bag. If…if there even was a bag I guess.” You chuckled, shrugging.
“No, there is something there. I can see it.” Natasha said, thinking as she nursed a glass of wine. “Hmmm…”
Steve stood in the kitchen, getting two glasses of filtered water from the fridge. He exhaled a deep sigh, leaning against it. He replayed the moment in his head over and over. The look in your eyes, the way your necklace glimmered in the light, the sound of your voice, the flush of your cheeks. You were catching feelings for him, that much was clear. He wasn’t sure if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
Steve Rogers, I am so sorry you will not hear me say these words until after I go back tomorrow, but I love you. I have loved you for a very long time. And I know I will love you for the rest of my life.
Maybe it was a good thing, he reasoned, thinking back on his first night with you all those years ago. But you still couldn’t know why. Not yet.
It was going to kill him to keep it a secret for ten more months.
Timeless
Sherbert rays of the sunrise lit the training room, filling it with a warm orange glow. You were sitting on the floor, stretching your legs while you listened to music. That was another thing on the growing list of skills that had improved during your stint as an Avenger: your flexibility.
Suddenly, Steve was standing over you, saying something you couldn’t hear due to the noise cancelling headphones over your ears.
You slid one off, looking up at him. “Good morning.”
“Morning. You’re here early.”
“Couldn’t sleep.” You shrugged, reaching for your other leg.
“Sorry to hear that. Wanna talk about it?”
“Oh, it’s nothing. I think I drank too much caffeine before bed last night. Learned my lesson. No caffeine after six.”
“That’s a good rule. Mind if I stretch with you?” He asked.
“I don’t mind.” You tossed your headphones onto your workout bag and connected your phone to the Bluetooth speakers, putting on some music you could both listen to.
“I recognize her. This girl’s voice.”
“Taylor Swift.”
“Ah. Yes, her. I keep hearing about her.”
“That doesn’t surprise me.” You laughed. “Have you liked any of her songs so far?”
“I don’t know if I could name one for you, to be honest.” He listened to the song that was playing. “This one’s not bad, though.”
“I’ll send you some recommendations. There are some I think you’d really vibe with.”
He smiled. “I’d really like that.”
The others came in not long after, did their warm-ups, and then Steve briefed everyone on the plan for their training session, one in which everyone would swap weapons, practice using each other’s things in case they ever had to in battle if one of their teammates got disarmed.
You started with Clint. He showed you the absolute basics of archery, how to pull back the bow, how to notch an arrow, how to aim, taking into account distance. You fired a few arrows into a target and did okay, you supposed, but you would need some practice if you wanted to actually get good at it. Years of it, realistically.
Natasha showed you how to use her electric batons, which were fun, but did intimidate you a little. You definitely did not want to end up on the wrong end of those things.
And then, inevitably, you were standing in front of Steve. He offered you his shield, which on its own seemed daunting. You held it for a second, assessing the weight of it. It was noticeably lighter than you thought it would be.
“Woah.”
“Yeah. People always expect it to be heavier.” He said, a hand resting on his hip as he watched you hold it. It looked so right in your hands, he decided. “It’s good for a lot of things, but first…” Carefully, he helped you put your arm through the straps on the back of it, holding it in front of your body in its primary and most famous purpose.
You let out a sigh, shaking your head. “This is so crazy.”
“Is it?”
“Yeah, you have no idea.” You chuckled, waving it around a bit.
“You keep looking at it like it’s Thor’s hammer or something.” He teased.
“Feels like it.”
“Well the good news is, this thing is not password protected by some Asgardian magic words. The bad news is, that means the bad guys can pick it up, too.” Steve said, gently positioning your body in an offensive stance, nudging a foot with his own, switching your arms around. “You can use it to bash somebody head on, or you can angle it a bit to get a more direct blow. It will take the force of most things. I…I actually kind of don’t know the limits. Hasn’t failed me yet. The paint does come off from time to time, though, so don’t worry about that.”
“Okay, wow.” You nodded. “Good to know.”
“I trust you with it.” He said, eyes meeting yours.
You smiled, heart racing. “I’m honored.”
He showed you a few other tricks, and then training wrapped up for the day, everyone grabbing some water, taking a shower, or making plans for lunch. Once you walked off with Wanda, Nat cornered Steve.
“What was that?” She asked, that catlike grin on her face.
“What was what?”
“I saw it, you know, the way you looked at her. I think you’ve got a soft spot.”
“Yeah, well, I did rope her into all this. Can’t say I don’t feel responsible for her.” He dodged expertly, weaving through Natasha’s mental gymnastics with skill and precision, or so he thought.
“Uh-huh sure. Well, she, Wanda, and I are going antiquing this afternoon. You should come. After all, you know quite a bit about vintage valuables.”
He laughed. “Hey!”
She walked off, smiling to herself. Steve thought about it for all of four seconds before he decided he would tag along. He hadn’t been to an antique shop in this century, so he couldn’t imagine the kinds of things they had there now. He might even learn a thing or two.
***
After a quick lunch, Steve did decide to tag along. It wound up being him, Vision, and the girls, which he certainly didn’t mind.
You and Wanda were buzzing with excitement, Natasha looking on and following behind with Steve. Vision lingered, studying everything, picking things up to get a closer look. He had projected a human disguise over himself, something Steve didn’t know he could even do, but it seemed to work. No one had batted an eye at him since they stepped foot in the shop.
“This place is…huge.” Steve said, glancing down the hall of the seemingly endless store.
“Biggest one in the state.” You chimed. “It’s the whole city block.”
“There’s a basement, too. And a second floor.” Natasha informed him, patting his arm. “This is gonna be an all day kinda thing.”
“Oh undoubtedly.” He said, setting down the teacup in his hands, a petite, floral thing.
You sifted through a box of records, picking up the soundtrack of the Muppets Movie.
“Is that a frog?”
“This is Kermit thee Frog, show some respect.” You laughed, putting the record in your basket.
“Kermit?” Steve asked again, seeming genuine.
“Oh I forgot you missed the Muppets, oh my god.”
“Yeah, that doesn’t sound familiar.”
“We need to fix that as soon as possible.” You told him. “Can’t have you missing out on cultural icons like Gonzo and Miss Piggy.”
“Okay now you’re making things up.” He chuckled, shuffling through the records as well. You showed him a few good ones and he added them to his basket, saying something about how he’s been meaning to use his new record player.
Wanda browsed some vintage rings, picking out a few, and Natasha rifled through a rack of vintage dresses, most of them from the forties and fifties from the look of it. Nat held up a navy blue one, silky, with short ruffled sleeves and buttons down the front. Steve froze, looking at it. For a moment, it looked just a little too familiar. Like the dress you had worn that night.
Eventually Nat put the dress back. You hadn’t seen it. You were distracted by a shelf of VHS tapes, looking for the old Barbie movies, whatever those were. Wanda was with you, on the next shelf over, calling out movie names when she found something cool.
Steve wandered off on his own, looking around at the different trinkets and toys, old letterman jackets and jewelry, dishes that may or may not contain lead. Finally, he came upon a little room full of art, paintings and photographs, handmade pottery.
Time stood still.
He stared at the large painting on the wall, oil on canvas. Two star-crossed lovers dancing in a bar in Brooklyn, a little guy with a dream, dancing with the most beautiful girl in the world, twirling in her dark blue dress. His heart raced. He never thought he’d see this painting again.
It had been his last painting before leaving for Camp Lehigh, the last painting he did before his life and body changed forever. He’d used the last of his paints to make it, every color mixed with care to get the exact color of your hair, your eyes, your lips, all from memory.
And it was here in front of him. When he had been presumed dead, it must have been sold off. He didn’t really have anyone left it could go to.
In that moment, he wasn’t Captain America. Standing in his shoes was that little guy from Brooklyn.
“Woah.” You murmured, suddenly right next to him. “It’s beautiful.”
“Yeah, it…it is.” He agreed, looking away from it. He didn’t want you to get too close of a look at it. However, that didn’t stop you from walking forward to inspect it closer.
“‘Soulmates.’ Artist unknown.” You read from the plaque. “Oh, it’s from the 40s. 1943. Does it look familiar?”
“Yeah, actually. Bucky liked that bar.” Steve said, pointing to the details of the interior. “It’s a little place in Brooklyn, called Val’s. Well, it was I guess. I don’t know if it’s still open anymore.”
Your eyes lingered on the woman’s face, on the man’s. You didn’t say anything about how they looked, about the uncanny resemblance to yourself and Steve. Instead, you sighed. “Someday, I want to be that in love with someone.”
He just about cried. But instead, he gathered his words, put a hand on your shoulder, and told you with confidence, “You will be.”
***
Hours later, when you were all shopped out and you’d checked out with your things, Steve stayed at the counter while the rest of you went to the car.
“Hey, um, that painting in the art room. The soulmates in the bar. I’m interested in buying it. Would it be possible to have it held here for a while, though?”
“Oh I’m sure we could arrange something,” said the old man at the counter with a smile and a nod. He started writing out the purchase form.
Steve glanced back towards where it was, that fragment of his soul he didn’t think he’d ever see again. He knew the fact that he’d stumbled upon it was nothing short of fate.
Wildest Dreams
It had been Tony’s idea. Of course it had. It always was, wasn’t it? He’d insisted that all the members of the team who hadn’t yet been exposed to Wanda’s mind manipulation should be, just in case there was a misfire during combat and one of you got caught in the crossfire. It would be important to see how each of you reacted, the kinds of things you saw so you’d be able to snap out of it.
Theoretically, of course.
This left Natasha, Steve, Thor, Bruce, and Tony out, as they’d already had their fun with Wanda’s magic. The rest of you, however, were waiting for your turn.
Wanda felt conflicted about it. She didn’t want to hurt her friends on accident, let alone on purpose, but Tony was insistent, and he had some of the others on his side. Namely, Rhodey, who had been hanging out more and more, and Clint, who’d had his experience with a different kind of mind control shortly before the Battle of New York.
It was part of why he’d volunteered to go first. Once he came to, he gave you a thumbs-up, shaking it off and walking over to Natasha.
“You sure you’re good?” She checked.
“Yeah, I’m fine. No big deal. Who’s next?”
Sam looked at you and the despondent look on your face before volunteering himself to go next. Rhodey went in solidarity, despite being too busy with his government responsibilities to be a full-time member of the team. And then it was your turn. You stood next to Wanda. She offered an apologetic smile before red crackled around her fingertips and it hit you.
For the first few seconds, you were fine. You felt tingly. You blinked a few times and your eyes felt weird. No doubt, your eyes were red, like the others’ turned when they were under the influence of Wanda’s powers.
“Hey, (Y/N), you okay?” Steve asked, voice urgent.
“Think so.” You replied, mouth full of cotton. It felt like that time in college someone had given you an edible that was too strong. The first and last time you’d ever gotten high. Like you were sinking and melting. Your legs buckled and Steve surged forward, catching you before you hit the floor, gently lowering you into a comfortable position. “Hey, you’re pretty strong…” You murmured, head lolling onto his shoulder.
The others all looked at each other. Clint dragged over a bean bag and Steve gently lowered you onto it, adjusting it so you’d be comfortable.
“She’ll be okay, Steve.” Natasha reassured him, the guilt in his eyes palpable, yet still not explained. Not entirely. She had a sneaking suspicion whatever it was had something to do with the name written on his wrist, the name he wouldn’t show anyone. Not her, not Nick Fury, not even Sam.
“Yeah, I know.” He nodded, slowly taking a step back. His eyes didn’t leave you. He had to force himself to look away. “I, um…I have to go…There’s a…” Steve motioned towards the door before leaving the room, while you sat there, catatonic, off in your own little world.
***
“Hey, (Y/N), you okay?” Steve asked, his voice close. “That was a long nap. Forget to set your alarm?”
You opened your eyes and you were laying down on the couch. Steve was standing at the island in the kitchen, cooking something. It smelled good. Really good. He was wearing a button-up, sleeves rolled to his elbows, still wearing his slacks from work. He had music playing from the record player, your vast collection of hits from decades of music, and he was still hooked on 40s jazz. You supposed you couldn’t blame him.
“You cooking?”
“Mmhmm.” He nodded. “Come over here and get a taste.”
You followed, out to the kitchen. He set down his wooden spoon and swiftly intercepted you, pulling you up onto the countertop, kissing you deeply, a hand running through your hair. Your hand came up to frame his cheek. He was growing a bit of a beard these days. You liked it, thought it suited him.
You sighed against his lips and then pulled away to look at him. He grabbed your wrist, pressing a long kiss to your soulmark. Three simple words. Steven Grant Rogers.
“I love you, doll.” His words cut through you, eyes tender and sincere. “Always have.”
But this wasn’t your Steve. And it wasn’t your reality, given away by the slightest tinge of red in his irises.
It wasn’t real. And neither was the glimmering wedding ring around your finger.
***
You blinked awake, the power dispersing from your head, leaving you shockingly sober. And hungry. That familiar sting was back, right between your neck and shoulder. You wondered how long it’d been.
Clint was in the room with you. So was Sam. Natasha was gone. Wanda too, surprisingly. As was Steve.
You got chills even thinking about him, the phantom of the wedding ring still clinging to your finger.
“You alright?” Sam asked, making eye contact with you first.
“Yeah, I’m good. How long…?”
“Three minutes. New record.” Clint said with a grin.
“Oh.” No wonder it had felt so short. Part of you wanted it to last longer.
“We’re sending Rhodey to get some food, if you’re hungry.” Sam said.
“Where from?”
“The golden arches.”
“I could go for some nuggies.” You admitted. “A McFlurry, perchance.”
Clint laughed. “How did I know you would say that?”
In the kitchen, Steve stood, hands on the counter, mug of coffee steaming in front of him, untouched. He stared at the cupboard door.
“That must be one interesting cupboard. You’ve been standing there for like five whole minutes.”
“It’s only been three.” Steve said, glancing at the clock.
“And the fact that you know down to the exact minute is why I’m so intrigued.” Natasha chimed, tilting her head. “What is going on with her? I have never seen you look at anyone like that in the entire time I’ve known you. Is she…what, the kid of an old friend? Grandkid?”
“It’s nothing, Natasha. She’s the newest member of the team, I’m just worried—”
“Steve.” She said, cutting him off, that look in her eye. “If you want to get all defensive about it, fine. Keep your secrets.” She sighed. “But if you need someone, I’m here. Whatever it is, you don’t have to carry it alone.”
Steve let out a long sigh, weighing his options. It was something to the tune of eight months until your birthday. That was still a long time. A lot of time for that secret to slip through the cracks and, potentially, break the timeline. The Butterfly Effect was something he had researched extensively. Your future together was something he wasn’t willing to risk.
No, it was too important that you stay in the dark, even if that meant keeping his friends in the dark, too.
“Thanks. I appreciate it. But I’m fine, really. It’s nothing.”
“Uh-huh.” She nodded unconvinced. “Well, she’s out of it. Clint just texted. She wants twenty chicken nuggets and an Oreo McFlurry.”
The relief was immediate. You were okay. He could only wonder what you had seen in there, and why it had been so quick. The others had been under for upwards of ten minutes. You’d only been down three. “Well good. I’ll let Rhodey know.”
Invisible String
It was late. A few weeks after your tussle with the Scarlet Witch, if you could even call it that. You could tell Wanda felt guilty about the whole thing, but it wasn’t her fault. If anything it was Tony’s. Sure, the exercise had prepared you for a worst case scenario, but it had also dug a very awkward gap between you and Steve. You could barely even look at him without wanting to burst into tears.
He had his soulmate, whoever they were. You really needed to let it go.
You walked down to the kitchen to get a cold drink, but there was already someone sitting at the table. Steve, sitting there, hand resting on his chin, papers spread out in front of him. There was a picture you recognized as Bucky Barnes.
You’d heard whispers of him around the Compound from time to time. Steve’s best friend turned Hydra assassin, brainwashed for decades and now, rogue, out there somewhere. Sam always seemed to be looking for the guy. Natasha and Clint, too. And there had never been any sign of him. Well, until now, it seemed.
On the TV, Star Wars was playing. Empire Strikes Back. Steve looked up at it every so often.
“Star Wars?” You asked.
He chuckled and nodded. “Yeah.”
“Your first time?”
“No. They were the first things I watched when I was out of the ice. I like them a lot. The hope, the Force, the Jedi stuff, the music.” He shrugged. “They’re good.”
“Who’s your favorite?”
Steve smiled, sheepish. “Han Solo.”
“And here I thought you’d say Luke Skywalker.”
“He’s great, too. You like Star Wars?”
“Yeah, I used to be obsessed with them in high school. Haven’t seen them in a while, though. I’m something of a Leia girl myself.”
“That makes a lot of sense.”
“Does it?”
“Oh yeah.” He nodded. “You’ve got that spark.”
“What order did you watch them in?”
“Nat made me watch the originals first.” He confessed. “I like the prequels, though. Well, two of the prequels. Phantom Menace is…”
“Oh yeah. You’re not alone in that.” You laughed softly. “You know, I never really pegged you as a sci-fi nerd.”
“Yeah, well, someone I really care about seemed to like them a whole lot, so I knew I had to check them out.” He shrugged. “What are you doing up so late?”
“Getting a drink. What are you doing up so late?”
He looked down at the papers and then back up at you. “Oh. Yeah, this is just…Trying to get some stuff figured out.”
“Do you want to talk about it?” You offered.
He thought about it for a long moment, letting out a little sigh before nodding. That was the only reassurance you needed before grabbing a can of soda from the fridge and plopping down into the seat next to him.
“They found him. Clint and Natasha. They think he’s hiding out in Kentucky somewhere.” Steve said. He shook his head. “He saved my life a few years ago. After all the brainwashing, he still pulled me out of the water. I don’t know how much of him is still him, but…”
“But it’s worth a try.” You reasoned. “Obviously he’s been through a lot, but he must be pretty strong to have made it through everything.”
“I don’t know when I’m going. They haven’t narrowed it down all the way. And Tony doesn’t want me to even go at all.”
“Tony is full of shit.”
He laughed. “Yeah…”
“If you want to go, you should go. And if you need me, I’m there. You shouldn’t have to do it alone.”
He met your eyes with a sobering gaze. “You mean it?”
“Yeah, of course.” You agreed. “When, uh, when I was in the eighth grade, my class took a trip down to DC. There’s a Captain America exhibit in the Air and Space Museum, it had just opened. We learned about you and Bucky. How close you were, what happened. There are videos of me just crying uncontrollably there, learning about it. They had to take me outside, get me some water. I couldn’t go back in. I don’t even know why. Something about it…”
“About me?” Steve whispered.
“That’s embarrassing. I shouldn’t have told you that.” You chuckled, shaking your head.
“It’s not embarrassing. It’s sweet.” Steve said, reaching for your hand on the table. You let him take it, fingers curling.
“So when you found me that day, I guess I always knew it would lead to something like this. A stroke of fate, or something.” You admitted. “Some part of me knew that you would mean something to me someday. I guess I never thought we would be friends.”
“How old were you?”
“God, this would have been like ten years ago at this point. I was like fourteen or something. I was twenty-one when they found you in the ice. It was all over the news my sophomore year of college, kind of right when I was figuring my powers out, actually. And then everything was all over the news and I…went into hiding more or less, hoping it wouldn’t be me on the TV next.”
“Until the mall?”
“Yeah. But I couldn’t just…let it happen, you know? It was like some part of me knew that I had these powers for a reason, and that if I didn’t stop it, who would? I didn’t know you were there, obviously, but, I think even if I had, I still would have jumped in.”
He smiled softly, eyes earnest. He gave your hand a squeeze. “Well I’m really glad you did, for the record. I think we’re all a little better off because of it.”
There was a moment of quiet. “Steve?”
“Yeah?”
“How old are you?”
“Oh, um…I’m ninety-eight.”
You chuckled. “No, like how old are you really?”
Steve took a breath. No one ever asked him that. No one really cared about that. No one except you, it seemed. “I’m not sure. I’d have to do some math. I think I’m twenty-eight maybe. Twenty-nine.”
“Thought so.” You smiled. “Well, Steve, whenever you get it figured out, say the word and I’ll suit up. We’ll bring him home.”
Out of the Woods
The next mission you were sent on wasn’t to bring back Bucky. Not yet. Instead, you were on the team that got deployed into a rainforest to break up a rogue Hydra base. It was warm, almost too warm for your uniform, but you were grateful for the coverage, especially when they started shooting.
You ran down the makeshift path, evading enemies and throwing up forcefields to stop them in their tracks. Thor was in town, so he was zipping around through the trees with his hammer, the force of it bringing some down every once in a while.
“On your six.” Steve reported through the comms. You dodged out of the way and sure enough, a Hydra agent tumbled ahead, tripped by a small field you cast at his feet. A few of Natasha’s bullets took care of that.
“Thanks.” You replied.
“Don’t mention it. I could actually use some backup. I’m in the building. There’s more of them than I thought there would be.”
“I’m on my way.” You reported, changing directions and sprinting towards the building housing the Hydra base. What they were doing here, you had no clue, but Bruce theorized it had something to do with a meteor that had landed out that way a few months prior. They were probably harvesting whatever materials had been inside it.
You kicked down the door. Steve had six guys on him, two of which he disposed of quickly. You made a portal beneath one guy, sending him falling down a flight of stairs with the second portal you opened.
The other three guys went down quickly enough, only for a guy in a giant mech armor to come crashing through the interior wall. He shot and Steve jumped in front of you, taking a hit to the neck. A tiny syringe filled with shimmering purple liquid.
“Fuck! Steve!” You ran to him, but that didn’t take care of the large problem looming behind you. Seeing red, you made another portal at the feet of the robot, opened it in the ceiling, and cut it off as it was halfway through, destroying it in a flash of sparks and shredded metal. It shut down, giving you time to get to Steve.
He was sitting against the wall, head slumped to the side. You took the syringe out of his neck, tucking it into a pouch on your belt for testing. If this thing was poison, you’d need Bruce to start whipping up an antidote as soon as possible.
“Steve, hey, stay with me.” You touched his face, trying to wake him.
At your touch, he blinked a few times, drowsy. He gave you a crooked smile. “Heyyy, there you are.”
“Come on, we’ve gotta get you back to the jet.” You told him, pulling him to his feet, but he slumped in your arms like dead weight. You had been working out since you’d been recruited, but he was still heavy. “You’ve gotta work with me, big guy.”
“They used to call me little guy.” He murmured, sounding drunk. “Back in Brooklyn.”
“I’m sure they did.” You slung his arm around your shoulders and started hauling ass out of the building. A few agents shot at you, trying to hit you while you were distracted with carrying Steve to safety, but they forgot you were the one Avenger whose specialty was defense.
You lit a forcefield in your left hand, using its faint blue light to guide the two of you through the dim hallways. It slowed all the bullets to a stop, causing them to drop to the floor harmlessly. There was something kind of poetic about it, you supposed. Steve was so famous for that shield of his, but now you were the shield, protecting him.
“Did you guys find anything in there?” Clint asked.
“The good news is, we cleared most of it out. Bad news is, Steve got shot with something. I’m bringing him back to the ship now. I don’t know what it was but he’s acting really drunk.”
“Tranq darts seem to have that effect on him, yeah.” Bruce explained. “Bring him back here and I’ll make sure it wasn’t laced with something else.”
“On it.”
You lugged Steve along, stopping to rest and readjust against a wall for a second.
“Thank you for takin’ care of me even when I don’t feel so good.” He said, leaning his full weight against you.
“Of course, Steve. I’ve got ya.” You pulled his arm around your shoulders again. “You would do the same for any of us.”
He smiled, face impossibly close to yours. “Oh, I’d do anything for you, (Y/N).”
You knew it was probably just the drugs talking but you’d be lying if you said it didn’t do something to you when he said it anyway.
Once you were outside, you opened a waypoint in front of the two of you, the second portal in front of the jet, and then stepped through, closing it behind you. Bruce opened the door and helped you haul Steve inside, onto the cot of the makeshift mobile infirmary.
You handed Bruce the empty vial.
“Thank you for remembering. Thor always breaks these and then I have to do bloodwork to figure out what was in them.” He chuckled.
“He’s very smash first, ask questions later.”
“No wonder he and Hulk get along so well.” Bruce joked. “Alright, get back out there. I’ll make sure he’s alright.”
“Thank you.”
“Be careful out there.” Steve advised, eyes half-lidded. “They have guns.”
“I’ll be extra careful, alright? I promise.” You met his eyes and he smiled immediately. Once you were sure he was okay, you stepped out of the jet again, getting back to help the others.
***
When you got back, you were nursing a bullet wound. They’d gotten you in the arm. It wasn’t too bad, though, the bleeding had almost stopped. Natasha went straight for the med kit when you two stepped foot on the jet, motioning you over to the stool.
Steve was there, still on the cot. He stared as Nat started cleaning your wound. “Wait, you got hurt?”
“I’m okay. It’s not that bad.”
He nodded and reached for your hand. “I’m really glad you’re alright, doll. Had me worried sick.”
Doll. You replayed the word in your mind. Steve had called you a lot of things in the past few months, but never once had he used that somewhat outdated term of endearment. You liked it, though.
You met Natasha’s eyes and she smirked while the supersoldier held your hand.
Sam walked in next, eyeing up the scene unfolding in front of him. “Woah, what’d I miss? Feels like I missed several chapters.”
“Steve is drunk.” Clint explained, counting his remaining arrows.
“Tranq dart. He’s fine. Just needs to ride it out for a few hours. He should be back to normal by the time we get home.” Bruce explained as he put away his tablet.
“You feeling alright, buddy?” Sam walked over and put a hand on Steve’s other arm. “You’re holding (Y/N)’s hand kinda tight there.”
“Huh?” Steve asked, directing his eyes to your joint hands. He let go. “Oh. Sorry.”
“It’s okay, Steve.” You reassured him.
The others trickled in slowly until everyone was accounted for, the base destroyed, the Hydra operatives in SHIELD custody for questioning. Fury and his team would handle it from there. You couldn’t help but play the mission over and over in your head.
Never had you used a waypoint to split something in half. But something had clicked in you when Steve was hurt. You’d never felt like that before, like part of your soul itself was being ripped out. He meant more to you than you cared to admit, especially when your fate was tied elsewhere.
Still, your new ability needed training. It was a dangerous skill to have, and if you didn’t hone it properly, you could end up doing some serious damage on accident.
Come Find Me in the Future
It was the night before you and a select group of the team were heading out to find and recover Bucky. Clint had finally gotten a hit on him. But if he had, that meant others could be after him, too. People that wanted him back. Badly.
You were nervous about it for that reason. You weren’t sure why the rest of you hadn’t already left, to be honest. You didn’t want to race with Hydra. It wasn’t one you were sure you’d win.
To stave off the feeling of dread, you had commandeered the living room TV and popped in Howl’s Moving Castle. You were nursing a mug of chamomile tea in your hands, playing games on your Switch.
You were near the end of the movie, at the part where Sophie was whisked to the past, when Steve walked into the room, in his pajamas, a tank top and a pair of plaid pants.
“Hey, Steve.”
“Hey. You’re up late. Big mission tomorrow.”
“Yeah, it’s almost over.” You told him. “Drinking my sleepy tea as we speak.”
“Sleepy tea?”
“Chamomile mint. It’s good. There’s some over by the Keurig if you want any.”
“Thanks.” He smiled, walking over. “What’s this?”
“Howl’s Moving Castle. One of my favorites.” You told him.
“What’s it about?”
“That is a complicated question.” You laughed. “I’d have to start it over, I think.”
“Another time, maybe.” He chuckled, crossing his arms.
Steve watched as Sophie got sucked back through the wormhole to the present.
She called out “I know how to help you now! Find me in the future!”
He perked up. “Wait, she…there’s time travel?”
“Yeah, she gets pulled into the past for a bit and tells him to find her and then years later, the first words he says to her are ‘There you are, sweetheart. I’ve been looking everywhere for you.’ It’s really sweet.”
“They’re soulmates?”
“They are.” You nodded.
“Does that happen? Often?” Steve asked, hung up on it. “In real life?”
“I don’t think so. I’ve never heard of that happening before.” You shook your head. “I don’t think anyone would believe it, even if it did. Happens a lot in fiction, though.”
“Oh. Cool.” Steve nodded. He met your eyes and then looked down at his lap, tongue flitting across his pink lips. “I, uh, wanted to apologize.”
You furrowed your eyebrows. “For what?”
“The mission last week. I, uh…I said some things and, uh…I just, I’d hate to make you uncomfortable. I’m sorry if I did.”
“You didn’t.” You assured him. “No apology necessary. You were drugged. I probably would have said worse, to be honest.”
He smiled. “Okay. Cool. Thanks. And thank you for agreeing to come tomorrow. We could really use the help.”
“Of course. I’ve got your back, always.” You told him, earning another one of those earnest, lovesick smiles. “Anywho, I finished that playlist for you. The Taylor Swift one. I can make you a more general one with different songs, but…figured that was a decent starting place.”
“Great, yeah, thank you.” He nodded, looking at his phone as it pinged with the notification you had sent it to him. “I’ll give it a listen.”
“Let me know what you think.”
“Oh I will.” He chuckled to himself. “Really, thank you. I appreciate it. And um, have a good night. See you tomorrow.”
“Bright and early.” You saluted.
He nodded before repeating, “Bright and early.”
Bygones
Bright and early was an understatement. The sun was barely peeking over the horizon when your alarm went off. You groaned, rolled over and silenced your screaming phone, forcing yourself to sit up so you didn’t drift back off.
Today was too important for that.
Instead, you got up, brushed your hair, and went out to the kitchen, where Vision had whipped up a full breakfast for everyone going out. It was you, Steve, Nat, Wanda, and Sam. A small team, but enough firepower to bring him back without overwhelming and/or scaring him off.
“Morning.” Steve said, eyes landing on you the moment you walked into the room.
“Morning.”
“Coffee?” He offered, pushing a cup of your favorite iced coffee over to you. You couldn’t lie, you were impressed.
“Thanks.” You grinned, taking a long sip to kickstart your morning. You loaded a plate up with eggs, sausage, bacon, and toast, plus a little side of hashbrowns, thanking Vision thoroughly.
“It is my pleasure, (Y/N). As someone who does not require sleep, it would be rude of me to let you all starve so early in the day.”
“(Y/N), you got him listening to Taylor Swift?” Sam asked, eyes drilling into you.
You laughed. “Uh, yeah. What about it? She’s a cultural icon, do you want him left out of the loop?”
“Hey, I’m not complaining.” Steve shrugged, sipping on his coffee.
“Of course you’re not.” Natasha chuckled, words warbled by her own cup. You noticed the way her lips pursed. If you weren’t mistaken, you’d say she was nervous. About what, you couldn’t tell. She seldom got nervous. Or at least, she seldom let it show. But it was definitely there.
Wanda was the last into the kitchen, already fully put together. She gave the chef her thanks with a warm smile and sparkling eyes. You couldn’t help but smile. Those two, beyond a shadow of a doubt, were absolutely made for each other. You wondered what her wrist would have to say about it when the time came.
Once everyone had eaten, those who weren’t suited up got ready, locked and loaded for a tense mission. You’d have Clint on the coms here, doing recon from a drone. The rest of you loaded up onto the jet, strapping in.
Nat and Sam hopped into the cockpit. Wanda sat next to you, Steve across the aisle, his eyes meeting yours every so often.
“It’ll be alright.” You said, trying to dispel his nerves.
He nodded, but didn’t reply, just giving a short nod and staring at the holographic map on the wall as you approached closer and closer. You could see that little guy from Brooklyn peeking through the eyes of the supersoldier sitting across from you, nervous about his best friend.
You unbuckled just before you landed, walking across the jet to strap on your weapons. The others did the same, arming themselves. Nat was going to keep the jet warm for a speedy exit, the look in her eyes still unreadable. The rest of you got ready for war.
It was an abandoned warehouse, large garage door, broken windows, slanted roof with a hole in it. Definitely not the most secure of places. According to Clint’s drone, Bucky was in the back room.
“Waypoint, I need you out here ready to get us a quick escape.”
“Got it.” You nodded, positioning yourself within eyeshot of the warehouse and the jet so you could make a portal either way.
“Wanda, Sam, you’re with me.” Steve instructed, taking a minute to breathe, to think. “He’s gonna be ready to run. We have to talk him out of it.”
“Uh, Cap. Might wanna work a little faster. There’s another plane incoming. About three minutes out.”
“Alright.” Steve nodded, taking off his helmet and slinging his shield onto his back. He led the other two into the building.
For a heartwrenching two minutes, you didn’t hear anything. And then you heard a plane. And then gunshots.
“(Y/N), now!” Steve instructed.
You did as you were told, opening the waypoint in the warehouse, another just outside. Nat had picked the jet up off of the ground, firing at the one Hydra had brought. She took another shot, damaging the wing and causing it to go down.
“Shit, wait—!”
There was a flash of light and you expected it to be Steve that came through first. Maybe Bucky, even. Instead, it was a grenade. And a split second later, it exploded, knocking you unconscious.
***
Steve stood over you, horrified. Thanks to your suit, the damage didn’t seem too bad. But you had blood and soot caked on your face, the ends of your hair singed.
It was his fault. He had told you to open the Waypoint, only for a Hydra agent to toss a grenade right through it.
He all but collapsed to his knees, collecting you in his arms. Bucky was on the jet already, Sam, too. Only he and Wanda were outside with you.
“(Y/N), come on. Open those eyes for me.” He pleaded, voice soft, eyes aching with tears. “Hey, come on. Please…”
“We should get her back to the jet.” Wanda goaded softly, a hand on Steve’s arm.
“Yeah.” Steve nodded, a tear slipping down his cheek. He scooped you off of the ground, an arm beneath your legs, the other around your back. Your arms hung down, limp. Your head rested heavily against his shoulder, eyes closed.
By the time Steve walked up the ramp, Nat already had the infirmary cot down, ready to go. Bucky watched, eyes intense. He looked up when Steve approached, eyes falling on you. They widened when he got a look at you.
“Woah, is that…?”
“Yeah.” Steve nodded. “It is.”
Natasha helped him get you situated in the cot, wrapping the cuff around your arm that would measure your vitals. With everyone accounted for, Sam closed the door, lifting the jet into the air.
“I’ve got Banner on the line.” Natasha told him.
“Good.” Steve’s eyes didn’t leave you for a second, watching as the breaths entered and left your lungs. “Tell him to get the infirmary ready for her.”
“Already on it, Cap. She’ll be okay. Her vitals look…well they look good, all things considered.” Bruce relayed. “Just get back here as fast as you can.”
***
As soon as the jet landed, Steve unhooked you from the vitals monitor and collected you in his arms, carrying you to the gurney Bruce had ready, walking with him as he wheeled you towards the infirmary. Bruce insisted he needed some time and sent Steve away, taking a piece of his heart with him.
Vision checked over Bucky, giving him the okay almost immediately before going to help Bruce in the infirmary.
Steve sat at the table, Bucky sitting down to join him. The others gave them a minute alone.
“Hey, pal.” Steve exhaled, trying to force a smile. “Glad you’re here.”
“Me too.” He agreed. “Thanks for coming to get me.”
“Of course.” Steve nodded. “I’m with you—”
“Til the end of the line.” Bucky smiled, eyes soft. His irises flicked towards the infirmary and back. “You wanna talk about it?”
Steve let out a sigh, the wall finally coming down and more tears slipping down his cheeks. “It’s my fault, it’s all my fault. She’s—”
“She’s gonna be fine. I promise you.” Bucky’s hand grabbed onto Steve’s wrist, the covered one. The one with her name etched onto it. “She has to be. Has she…does she know yet?”
“No one does. Just me. And you.” Steve confessed. He wiped his thumb under his eye. “So you’re right. She has to pull through.”
Steve held onto that spark of hope for the coming hours. He showed Bucky to the room that had been prepared for him, but Sam offered to give him a tour of the place, knowing their friend was in a fragile mental state.
Eventually, Vision found him and told him he could enter the infirmary. Bruce had finished treating you. When Steve walked in and saw you, still unconscious, laying on that bed, he choked on more sobs. The bruising on your face was pretty severe. You were hooked up to several monitors, an IV. Supposedly, your injuries were not too extreme, but you had a cracked rib and would need time to heal before you could do any missions or training.
Hours later, Nat found Steve in there, wringing his hands, tears in his eyes. He fiddled with the cuff around his wrist. The playlist you’d made for him played softly from a speaker in the corner of the room. Timeless. As if he wasn’t already crying enough.
“She’s gonna be okay, Steve. Bruce thinks she might wake up soon.” Nat comforted, sitting in the chair next to him. She put a hand on his shoulder, confused by her friend’s sudden mood. Members of the team had been injured before and sure, he checked on them, but he never reacted like this.
“I know, I just…” He shook his head. “I’m worried about her is all. It’s…kinda my fault this happened.”
Nat pressed her lips together, tilting her head. “This seems like a little more than that. You wanna tell me what’s really going on?”
He wanted to hold onto his secret. He did. But he was feeling fragile, vulnerable. It couldn’t hurt to have just one more person on his side. “I can, just…not here.” Steve nodded, leading her out of the room, out of your earshot, if you could even hear him while you were out, but still in sight thanks to the soundproof windows.
Nat’s hands settled on her hips, waiting for an answer. Instead, Steve took the cuff off of his wrist and held it out to her, letting her read the letters that had been etched there for the better part of a century.
Her jaw dropped. She stammered, arms crossing. She met his eyes and when she saw the sadness there, the guilt and longing, her expression softened.
“I should have told her. A long time ago, I should have told her but I can’t. In six months, on her twenty-fifth, she’s going back in time to 1943 to meet me on mine. And it…didn’t seem like she knew until she was already there.”
“So you’ve just been holding it in this whole time?” Natasha asked. “You’ve been in love with her…”
“Since the forties, yeah.” Steve nodded. “My great lost love, as Tony likes to call her when he rags on the band I wear.”
“Does he know?”
“No. Just you. And Bucky.” Steve amended. “He was there when she…”
“Right. Weird.” Natasha let out a long sigh, looking through the window. Her fingers reached for her own cuff. She hesitated, but pulled it off, holding her soulmark out to him. “Fair is fair.”
Steve stared at the letters for a long time, realization slowly filling his eyes. The name on her wrist was none other than James Buchannan Barnes. “Oh my God.”
“I didn’t know how to tell you until all the dust settled, but it just settled, so…” She shrugged, putting the cuff back on. “I’ll figure out how to tell him, too, if he doesn’t know already.”
“Buck’s mark was grayed out back then. We thought…well, we didn’t know what it meant.” Steve said, shaking his head. It was the reason Bucky had dated around so much back then. He’d figured if he just found someone else, his mark would change and he wouldn’t have to be alone. Never could he have guessed what it actually meant, that his soulmate wouldn’t be born for another forty or so years. “And then he lost his arm…”
“Yeah, that part I did know.” She smirked. “Well, I’ll keep an eye on her. Let you know if she says anything you need to hear.”
“She probably thinks my soulmate is dead, too. Everyone else does.”
“Ironic.”
“No kidding.” Steve sighed, gazing longingly through the window.
“We’ll get you through it, Steve. You’ve waited seventy years. Six months is nothing.”
“Yeah. I’m gonna sit with her for a while. I don’t want her to wake up alone.”
He slinked back into the infirmary and sat in the chair beside your bed, watching your steady breaths and listening to the beeping of the heart monitor. Natasha watched him through the window, feeling lighter and heavier at the same time. Nevertheless, she was glad they had talked. At least now, they could be there for each other.
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Summary: Being Captain America is a lot harder than anyone realizes. Steve thinks you might be able to help.
Warnings: Dark elements, kidnapping, face slapping, no smut but heavily implied future noncon, general meaness, explicit language, governmental malfeasance. It's dark, you've been warned. All of my work is 18+ - Minors DNI
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You wake up slowly. There's no sound or light, so it takes you a moment to fully realize that you’re even awake. You can't see anything, but you can feel that you're slumped in a corner and that the surface beneath you is hard. You’re definitely not in your room. Where the fuck are you? You try to move into a more comfortable position, and that's when you hear the soft jingle of metal clinking against itself and feel a slight tug on your leg. Your hands immediately go to your ankle, and you find a leather cuff around it, with a chain connected to the wall. You're fully awake now, breaths coming out in short, uneven bursts. Don't panic don’t panic, you try to tell yourself, but that mantra seems to only be making things worse. There's so much to panic about. You reassure yourself that you're still dressed. Things could be worse. The thought strikes you as unbelievably bleak.
You take a deep breath and try to focus. What's the last thing you remember? You were leaving work. The sun was setting, but it wasn’t completely dark yet. A car came up behind you? Or maybe a van? Everything's fuzzy and disjointed when you try to remember anything beyond walking out the door of the coffee shop.
A door suddenly opens into the room, closer than you expected. The space is smaller than you thought. Light floods in from the hallway, blinding you painfully and obscuring the figure stood in the doorway. They flick on a light in the room and the pain in your eyes becomes worse. You cover your face with your hands, trying to lessen the glare and help your eyes adjust. You hear a chuckle from the doorway and slowly look up at the man you can now clearly see.
It takes a moment to recognize him out of context. But only a moment. It's Captain America. Steve Rogers. You know him. Sort of. He comes into the coffee shop sometimes, since it's right by Avengers Tower. Tall whole milk latte with a sprinkle of nutmeg. He's usually with one of the others. He's nice, tips well, friendly. As friendly as he is with anyone he comes across. It's kind of his whole thing. Of course he's nice to everyone, he's Captain America. Big smile, patriotism, and apple pie. All that jazz. What is going on?
At first, your desperate heart thinks that he must be there to rescue you. But then you actually take him in. He's not in his uniform, but dressed casually, in a white t-shirt and jeans, barefoot, his arms crossed over his massive chest, leaning on the door frame.
And he's smirking at you.
"Good, you're awake," Steve says, voice calm and even, but there's a hardness in the way he looks at you that has you trying to cower further into the corner as he approaches. There's nowhere to go and it only takes a few strides for him to get to you. Now that you can see your surroundings, you seem to be in some sort of cleared out walk-in closet. There are bare shelves on the walls and two empty hanging rods line the longer sides of the room. He crouches down in front of you. "I wasn't sure how long you'd be out."
You want to scream at him to let you go, ask what the fuck is going on, something but instead what comes out is a pathetic "Please don’t hurt me!"
His face completely softens and he coos "Oh sweetheart," as he brushes away a tear you hadn’t realized you'd shed. Maybe you got this wrong. Maybe he is here to help you. Maybe it's going to be al– "What else do you think you're for?"
And then, before you've even had time to process what he's said, he slaps you across the face. Hard enough to make you slump back into the wall, uselessly cradling your cheek, tears streaming down your face freely now. You've seen enough clips on TV to know he didn't put his full strength into it and that, more than anything else that's happened so far, has you so terrified you can barely breathe.
Steve tips his head back and briefly closes his eyes, growling out an elongated "Fuuck." He touches the hot spot where he hit you and gives a satisfied smile when you flinch and whimper. "I was right," he mutters to himself. "This is exactly what I needed."
You’ve never really felt like an especially small person, but even crouched like this, he dwarfs you. Up close you’re able to really appreciate how gigantic he is and it makes any fight left in you completely disappear. What are you supposed to do, up against a super soldier?
But you also can’t just completely give in yet, so when his hand starts to wander from your cheek down your neck and to your chest, you do your best to bat it away and put as much strength as you can into your “Don’t touch me!”
When that same hand comes up to roughly grab your chin, you try to avoid him, but you’re shown once more that there’s really nothing you can do. Steve squeezes cruelly as he says “You are going to figure out very quickly that ‘don’t’ is a word you're not allowed to use with me. Along with no, stop, and wait. You’re mine now and I can do whatever I want with you.”
He lets go of you with a slight push and the back of your head hits the wall. You let out a whimper and he chuckles again. You finally give into your confusion and let out a quiet “I don’t understand.”
“Oh, I know, sweetheart,” he says, and this time you recognize how that word drips with condescension. “This must be so hard for a stupid little thing like you.” He brushes your hair off your forehead with an exaggerated pout, and you don’t get how this could be the same man that always made a point to ask how your day was going whenever he ordered from you.
He stands up so that he’s truly towering over you now. “You have no idea how hard it is to be Captain America,” he says, “to always be expected to do the right thing, to be good and kind and wholesome,” he snarls the last word. “It’s impossible to keep up without losing your goddamn mind. I can’t just be a symbol of all things patriotic and virtuous all the time. I’m a real person, not a fucking bald eagle. It's becoming a problem.” He looks down at you and smiles the most terrifying smile you’ve ever seen. “That’s where you come in. There are some days when I just need to hurt something. So now, every bad mood, impure thought or filthy desire I have, I’ll just take it out on you. And then I’ll be able to go back into the world and be the Captain America they need me to be.”
You just stare at him, wondering how you’ve never noticed it before. This man is insane. An actual sociopath. What kind of plan is this? This isn’t– no! “You can’t just do that!” You argue. “I’m a person, too! I have a family, a job, a life! People will notice I’m gone. They’ll come looking for me.”
Steve laughs outright this time, and it’s startling in how cruel it is. There’s really nothing of the man you thought you knew in the one standing in front of you. He crouches down again and gets so close to you that you can feel his breath. “Oh baby, you really are a dumb bitch, aren’t you?” He turns his head slightly to whisper right in your ear, “Everyone already knows what’s happened to you.” He leans back so that he can see the horror on your face. How is that possible? It can’t be.
“You really think I just grabbed you off the street, all by myself? Oh no honey. I went through official channels for this. I requisitioned you. I meant it when I said it was becoming a problem. I’ve been… slipping, lately. And when I slip, it doesn’t just affect me or my team, but the entire country. It affects the fate of the entire free world. So when the president himself came to me and asked what I needed to get my head on straight, I told him what I’ve told you. A pretty little thing to hurt and I gave him your name. And so you were delivered to me today by a fleet of government vehicles. Your family’s been well compensated. They’ll never have to pay taxes again, for a start. And you, I’ve given you an incredible purpose. A chance to serve your country, a chance to help all of humanity. Everytime I’m able to go out and save the world, it’ll be because you’re here, serving me. You should take pride in that.”
You can’t help starting to cry again. This can’t be true. It just can’t be. Your family can’t have– No. Steve’s lying or they didn’t have a choice or– “Why me?” is all you’re able to eke out from the jumble in your head.
“Because every time I went into that coffee shop and you looked up at me with those big eyes and that sweet smile, all I could think about was how badly you needed to be ruined. Broken. And how I wanted to be the one to do it.”
You let out a sob at that. You always thought that when it came down to it, fight was your fear response. But now you understand, you’d never been truly afraid before. In the face of real, hopeless terror, all you can do is freeze. There’s nothing else to do. You can’t fight him. You can’t run. No one is looking for you. You’ve never felt so powerless in your life. You’re pathetic and weak. That’s what Steve saw in you, isn’t it? That’s why you’re here.
“Those tears are so pretty, baby. Got me so fucking hard.” He stands up with a slap to his thighs. “Alright, enough talk. I’ve waited too fucking long for this.” He walks to the opposite wall and gestures to you. “Get up, take off your clothes. I’ve been dreaming about what’s under that uniform.” You cry out and huddle further into the wall, but he clucks his tongue at you. “Trust me when I say that you don’t want me to have to tell you twice.”
You nod needlessly and get up, your legs shaking underneath you. You throw off your shirt just to get it over with and push down your pants until they get stuck on the chain. You pause at your underwear, but a growled out, “Keep going,” has you robotically removing them as well.
You try to cover yourself, but know that it’s useless. He paces in front of you and groans. “Fuck, you’re so soft. You’re gonna break so good, baby.” He takes off his shirt and throws it on top of your own, his muscles rippling with the movement. You can’t help the whimper that comes out and Steve grins at you as he approaches, hands beginning to unbuckle his belt. “Don’t worry, honey, I’ll teach you exactly how to be the perfect little toy for me.”
Summary: Bucky randomly brings home flowers for you. You absolutely melt. [WC 643] [Ao3]
[Angst Version]
Warnings: absolutely nothing but fluff <3
Request: @saiyanprincessswanie Can I request a fluffy Bucky for your prompt: I brought you home flowers just for the hell of it, no it doesn’t matter that we’ve been together for three years and i’ve never done this before, they are pretty (and so are you i love you)
A/N: i am no longer writing for Bucky atm. Please do not send any more bucky requests!
Bucky doesn’t usually do spontaneous. Not with feelings, not with gestures—definitely not with flowers.
So when you hear the front door open and close, boots thudding softly against the floor, you don’t think anything of it. You’re halfway buried in the couch, blanket over your legs, something mindless playing on TV.
“Hey,” you call out lazily. “You’re back early.”
There’s a pause. Not long—just enough to make you glance over your shoulder. Bucky’s standing there in the entryway, looking…weirdly unsure of himself. Which, for a man who has stared down literal warzones without blinking, is deeply suspicious.
And then you notice the flowers. They’re not wrapped fancy or anything—just a slightly crinkled paper sleeve, a little uneven like he picked them up last minute. But they’re beautiful. Soft colors. Fresh. Real.
“Buck?” you blink. “What—”
He shrugs immediately, like he regrets it already. “I brought you home flowers.”
“…You did.”
“Yeah.”
Silence stretches for half a second too long. He shifts his weight. Rubs the back of his neck. Avoids your eyes. “For the hell of it,” he adds quickly. “No reason.”
You sit up a little straighter, a smile already creeping in. “No reason?”
“Nope.”
“None at all?”
He walks over, a little stiff, and holds them out to you like they might explode if he doesn’t get rid of them fast enough. “Does it matter?” he mutters. “They were there. You like…pretty things. And I figured these would be pretty for you.”
You take them carefully, like they’re something fragile. “I do like pretty things.”
“Yeah, well—” he exhales sharply, clearly wanting to abort the mission, “we’ve been together three years, figured I could—y’know—do something normal for once.”
Your heart does a soft, quiet flip. “Bucky,” you say gently, looking up at him, “this is really sweet.”
He huffs, but there’s no bite to it. “Don’t make it a big deal.”
You eyes become wide in mischief. “I’m absolutely making it a big deal.”
“You better not—”
“I’m framing the receipt. I’m telling everyone. I’m—” you start giggling.
He groans, dragging a hand down his face, but there’s a hint of a smile tugging at his mouth now. “You’re impossible.”
“And you brought me flowers,” you counter softly.
That stops him. Just for a second. His eyes flick back to you, something warmer settling there—something quieter, deeper than the awkward deflection from before. “Yeah,” he says, a little rougher now. “Well.”
You tilt your head. “Well?”
He hesitates again. Then, quieter— “They’re pretty.”
You grin. “They are.”
Another beat.
“And so are you,” he adds, almost under his breath, like it slipped out before he could stop it.
Your expression softens instantly. “…Buck.”
He looks like he might combust. “Don’t,” he warns, pointing a finger at you, already backing up a step. “Don’t make a thing outta that either.”
“I’m absolutely making a thing out of that.”
You set the flowers aside on the coffee table and stand, crossing the small space between you before he can retreat any further. Your hands find his jacket, tugging him closer.
“You brought me flowers,” you murmur. “And called me pretty. And tried to pretend it didn’t mean anything.”
“It didn’t—”
“It did.”
He exhales, shoulders dropping just a little, like he’s giving up the fight. “…Maybe,” he admits.
You lean up, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. “I love you too,” you whisper.
He freezes for half a second—then melts, just slightly, leaning into you in that quiet way he does when he forgets to guard himself. “Yeah,” he murmurs, voice low. “I know.”
But his arm wraps around you anyway, pulling you in closer. And when you pull back, you notice him glancing at the flowers again—just briefly, like he’s checking they’re still there. Like he’s a little proud of himself.
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Series Summary: The Avengers have faced dangerous enemies before. This one learns. She does not fight like the others. She fights like him. And with every encounter, Steve Rogers gets closer to understanding why.
Chapter Summary: She begins to act against Hydra from within, while suspicion builds elsewhere. Inside the team, the pressure rises. The pattern holds—until it doesn’t. In a full-scale assault, she breaks from it completely. The mission succeeds. The truth does not stay hidden.
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Warnings: Canon-typical violence. Swearing. Minor character death.
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Mirror Protocol Masterlist | Part One | Part Eleven
You duck into the dimly lit corridor of the Hydra transport hub, pace steady, eyes flicking once to confirm no patrol is coming your way before slipping into a communications room.
The door closes behind you without a sound. You take the terminal, pulling up truck routing and internal comms in one smooth motion. Your fingers move quickly, efficiently—
Redirecting the trucks. Not randomly. Precisely. Straight into a waiting military presence.
Then you shift to the comms feed, inserting a delay. Small. Controlled. Just enough to disrupt timing. Not enough to be obvious.
You wipe the access clean and stand, already moving. Back into the hallway. Posture relaxed. Measured. Like you belong.
By the time you reach the main room, the noise has already started. Inside the command center, voices overlap—sharp, rising, uncertain.
A tech pushes to his feet. “We have military engagement.”
Your commander turns toward him, expectant, saying nothing—waiting for the system to correct itself.
It does not.
Over the comms, two voices collide—contradicting orders, stepping over each other until the structure breaks completely.
The room shifts from controlled to chaotic in seconds.
Your commander studies the screens, tension pulling tight across his shoulders. “Status deviation detected.”
He turns to you. “Explain.”
You do not look at him. Your eyes stay on the data as it unravels exactly the way you designed it to. “External interference.”
He turns back to the screens, jaw tightening. “We had control of this operation.”
Under your breath—quiet, but not hidden—“You lost it.”
His posture stiffens. He watches the collapse a moment longer before speaking again. “There seems to be a leak.”
He turns to you again. “Find it.”
You nod once. No hesitation. Then turn and walk out of the command room as the comms fall silent—
Every Hydra agent either down or in custody.
Natasha finds Steve in the main living area, stretched out on the couch with a book from his list, one arm draped along the back, posture easy in a way it has not been in weeks.
He does not look up when she enters.
She takes the seat opposite him, settling in without a word. For a moment, she just watches him. “…You’re different.”
Steve’s eyes lift from the page, meeting hers directly. No hesitation. “Sam talked some sense into me.”
Then his attention drops right back to the book. Too smooth.
Natasha tilts her head slightly, studying him. “That all it is?”
He turns a page. Shrugs. “It’s working.”
Like that answers anything.
She leans back into the chair, one arm resting along the side, gaze still fixed on him—watching for a tell, a shift, something out of place.
There is nothing obvious. That, more than anything, is the problem.
Her tablet buzzes softly in her hand. She glances down at it, scanning the notification, then looks back at him one more time.
Long enough to make it clear she is not convinced. Then she stands. “Don’t get too comfortable.”
She turns and heads out to follow the lead. A beat passes after she is gone.
Then Steve’s eyes lift from the page, tracking the doorway she disappeared through.
He watches it for a moment. Then lowers his gaze again. Turns the page.
The team circles outside a Hydra research facility, spread across positions as Tony feeds them updates in real time.
“Alright, this is your stop,” Tony says over comms, already juggling drones and security feeds. “Next component’s inside. Let’s not let them plug it in.”
“Wings, go right—more drones incoming,” he adds mid-flight, veering off to intercept a cluster while simultaneously killing the alarm system.
“On it,” Sam replies, banking hard as Thor shifts above him, hammer already in motion.
Thor holds the roof again, clearing the initial guards before turning outward, joining Tony and Sam in the air. Lightning cracks across the sky as another wave of drones drops.
On the ground, Bucky, Steve, and Natasha move. The door goes down clean.
They are inside before Hydra realizes they are there. Corridors. Corners. Controlled, efficient. Agents drop before they can react.
Tony’s voice stays constant in their ears. “Two ahead—no, three—left side—Nat, you’re good—keep moving.”
They do. The server room comes up fast.
Natasha is already at the terminal, plugging in. “I’m in.”
“About time,” Tony mutters, diving through another drone. “Pulling everything—stand by—”
Data floods across his screens.
“Got it. And… deleting their homework.”
Inside, Steve and Bucky peel off without needing to say it, moving into the adjacent room.
They find the physical component quickly. No hesitation. Destroyed in seconds.
“Piece is gone,” Bucky confirms.
“Copy that,” Tony replies. “Then let’s wrap this up before—”
“Too late,” Sam cuts in. “Backup inbound. A lot of it.”
Hydra floods the perimeter.
Thor drops from above, hitting the ground hard and scattering the first wave.
The trio exits into the chaos, splitting instinctively—angles covered, lines held.
Steve and Bucky take the front. Natasha controls the side corridor, keeping pressure off the exit.
Tony tracks everything at once. Then—“There you are.”
His tone sharpens. “Cap—Copycat incoming.”
Steve is already moving. He feels her before he sees her.
The shield leaves his hand, passing cleanly to Bucky as he steps forward to meet her. They collide. Fast. Tight. A few exchanged blows—real enough to sell it.
Then she shifts—
Pulls him around the corner. Out of sight.
Tony’s voice spikes. “Cap, you just dropped off my—hold on—”
The feed stutters. In the narrow space, the fight stops. Clean. Immediate.
She hands him the folded paper. “Next piece.”
Steve takes it without question. A small nod.
She turns and disappears before the moment can stretch.
Tony’s voice crashes back in, already irritated. “—and she’s gone. Again. I swear she’s—”
Steve exhales once. Centers. Then steps back into the fight. Like nothing happened.
Bucky sees it. Every second of it. The timing. The lack of urgency. The way Steve just… returns.
Irritation sparks sharp in his chest. But there is no time to push it. The fight presses on.
Hydra gets pushed back. Lines break.
The team regroups and moves for extraction.
No one follows them out.
By the time they reach the quinjet, the fight is already behind them. Inside, the noise dies down quickly.
Sam and Thor trade a quick look—another clean op.
Natasha checks her tablet, already reviewing what they pulled.
Tony is still muttering about her vanishing act.
Bucky does not sit. His eyes stay on Steve.
Steve stands near the cockpit, one hand braced lightly against the frame, gaze fixed out into the distance.
Like none of it touched him. Like nothing happened at all.
The team moves through the debrief quickly—status, confirmation, next steps.
No one lingers on it. It was a clean mission. Another win.
Bucky says nothing. He does not sit back. Does not relax. His focus stays locked on Steve. And when Steve repeats it—
“She slipped.”
That does it. Bucky is on his feet before the words finish settling. His chair scrapes sharply against the floor as he steps forward and drives a finger into Steve’s chest. “You’re not missing her.”
The room goes still.
Tony stops mid-motion over the screens.
Sam freezes halfway through sitting back.
Natasha’s eyes snap between them.
Thor straightens where he stands.
Bucky’s voice drops, tighter now. “You’re letting her go.”
Steve’s jaw clenches. “Really?”
Bucky shakes his head once. "You don’t hesitate like that.”
Steve looks away, the movement small but deliberate. “We’ve already established she compromised me.”
Then his eyes cut back to Bucky. “Drop it.”
Bucky sets his jaw. Does not move. “She’s not just getting away anymore.”
The words hang there.
Heavy.
Steve turns, putting his back to him, gaze fixed out the window again.
Every wall up. Nothing getting through.
Behind him, Bucky narrows his eyes—
Not backing down. Just waiting.
Two days later, the quinjet hovers low over a sprawling compound carved into the ground, most of it buried beneath reinforced concrete and steel.
From above, it looks contained. It is not.
Heat signatures crawl across Tony’s display—perimeter patrols, interior movement, layered defenses stacked on top of each other.
Hydra is ready for a fight.
“Yeah… that’s not discreet at all,” Tony mutters, already dropping altitude. “We found the nest.”
He launches from the quinjet before it fully settles, Sam and Thor peeling off behind him to take the sky.
“Listen up,” Tony cuts in over comms, tone sharper now. “This is it. Main base of operations. She’s in there, along with everything she’s been building.”
He angles higher, scanning the perimeter as new signatures light up.
“Search and destroy. We are not leaving anything standing.”
“Copy that,” Sam replies, already circling wide.
Thor grips his hammer tighter, eyes fixed on the structure below.
Inside the quinjet, the ramp begins to lower with a hydraulic hiss.
Natasha stands near the edge, watching the compound—but her eyes flick, just once, to Steve.
He stands still. Too still. Calm in a way that does not match the target in front of them. She files it away.
Bucky does not look at him at all. His focus stays forward, jaw tight, tension sitting just under the surface.
The ramp hits the ground.
“Ground team, stand by,” Tony’s voice comes through. “Let me thin this out first.”
Natasha steps forward without waiting. Bucky follows. Steve moves with them.
Together, they step off the quinjet—and into it.
The battle is already in motion when it breaks wide open.
Thor has punched a hole straight through the structure, tearing into the facility and driving Hydra forces out into the open.
They pour out like ants. Too many.
Above, Sam and Tony control the airspace, diving in bursts—clearing drones, breaking formations, pulling pressure off the ground team.
Tony’s voice cuts constantly through comms, rapid and precise.
“Watch yourselves—some of those ground units are carrying energy weapons. I don’t like those.”
“Yeah, no kidding,” Sam mutters as he banks hard, forcing a drone into a cluster of soldiers below.
On the ground, Natasha, Steve, and Bucky are spread across the field, each holding their own front, cutting through waves as they come.
Not together—But in control. For now.
Then something shifts.
Sam sees it first. “Copycat on the field—Cap, six o’clock.”
Steve turns—
Too late. She is already there. The first punch comes fast.
He meets it. They fall into it instantly—tight, controlled, no wasted movement.
They know each other now. Every adjustment. Every angle.
The fight narrows around them even as chaos rages everywhere else. Then—
Over Steve’s shoulder—
She sees it. A Hydra agent. Energy weapon raised. Locked on Steve’s back. No time.
She grabs his shoulder—
And flips them. The shot fires. It hits her.
Steve’s eyes widen—just for a fraction of a second—Then he moves.
His arm hooks through hers, using the momentum she created, spinning through the motion—And driving straight into the shooter. The man goes down hard.
She resets immediately. No hesitation.
Now they are back to back. And the rhythm changes. They move together like it was always meant to be that way—
Shield passing between them without thought, strikes overlapping, space shared without collision.
Natasha sees it. Does not even break stride as she drops another soldier. “Of course.”
Across the field, Bucky’s jaw tightens. He does not look at them again. Just hits harder. Faster. Funneling everything into the fight.
Beside Steve, she snaps the neck of the next agent without pause. The shield arcs back into Steve’s hand.
“Try not to kill them,” he calls over his shoulder as he drops another.
“Habit,” she shoots back, already moving.
Behind them, the building erupts—
A chain of explosions tearing through what remains of the structure.
“Alright, that’s our cue!” Tony cuts in. “Fall back—now. Quinjet’s hot.”
He is already moving, pulling the jet into position.
The team breaks clean, fighting their way toward extraction.
Natasha clears a path.
Thor drives the remaining forces back.
Sam sweeps low, forcing Hydra to scatter.
Steve and her hold the rear. Together.
They move backward through the chaos, covering the team’s exit without needing to call it.
The quinjet lifts as they close the distance.
“Move, move—” Tony snaps.
They jump—
Catch the ramp—
Roll inside as it seals behind them. The noise cuts off.
Silence—Except for the engines.
Steve pushes up first, turning back toward her. He offers a hand. “Shoulder?”
She takes it, pulling herself up without strain. “Healed.”
That is when the room stills. Everyone finally looks.
Tony turns fully, staring between them—then at Steve.
“Spangles…you sneaky little shit.”
She smirks, glancing toward him. “What?”
A tilt of her head. “You thought you had the upper hand on your own?”
No one answers.
The team shares a look—
Quiet. Loaded.
Steve moves to the back without a word.
She follows.
They sit. Close enough to matter. Far enough not to explain it.
No one says anything.
Yet.
Part Thirteen
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Character: Lloyd Hansen, Steve Rogers
Summary: Your new neighbour has no shame, but you find more than you can handle.
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"Where do I start with you?" Lloyd purrs as he drags his wet fingertips up to your knuckles. "I thought you'd be nice and blissful after I ate you all up but I guess we both know better."
You smirk and try to sit up. He shoves you back down; so easily it makes your heart somersault. The things he could do to you and what could you do to stop him?
"Hmm." He lifts a brow as he runs his tongue over his lower lip. "I'm an ideas man..." He slips his fingers under yours and swipes around your clit. "And I got a sweet tooth." He winks as he snickers. "So how about you give me another taste."
You nod and press down on his fingers. He tuts and shakes you off. You recoil, legs splayed unabashedly, and he smacks your pussy. You gasp, not just at the gesture but the tingle it sets off.
"You gotta ease me in," he pinches your thigh as he stands. "I just woke up so you gotta help me back to earth, sweetheart."
He grabs your wrist and tugs you up. You let him, standing on wobbly legs as you fight the urge to leap at him. You step up and brush your other hand up his stomach. He clenches and growls. He catches that hand too.
"You can't fucking help yourself, baby face. If every woman was like you... I'd be done for, huh?" He angles you around so his back is facing the chair. "Don't worry, I got a good seat for ya."
He sits and releases your wrists, his hands grazing yours. He shifts up onto the lounger, lifting his legs onto the end as he spreads his height out. His arousal flops onto his stomach and drags his hands across his chest and slaps it.
"Climb aboard, sweetheart." He drops one arm to lower the back of the chair until it's flat. "The SS Sex Stache is now taking passengers."
You make a face and giggle. He grins as his eyes scour you. You squirm and shimmy as the situation smacks you in the face. You're really here. You're really doing this. Again.
"Don't get cold cheeks on me, baby. You play with a man like that..." He lets the statement hang.
You shake off the nerves and hum. You step up and touch his shoulder. You feel his skin prickle and his muscle flex. You feel along his bicep, watching your fingers and the vein around his muscle.
"Pretty damn hot, huh?" He taunts.
You nod and knead his muscle, bringing your other hand to his chest. You lean on him and he taps your thigh. "Turn around, sweetheart."
Your lashes flutter and your smile blooms. You tickle his arm as you draw away and turn. You angle yourself over him as he guides you with a hand on your hip. He helps you straddle above his head as he adjusts himself on the lounger.
"I'm a nice guy. I'll share my breakfast," he kisses your thigh and his nose traces up your skin. "You can get a taste too."
He pulls you down until your lips are against his. You squeak at how cool his tongue is along your folds. Your clench then release, settling onto him as his mustache tickles further back.
You brace his stomach, feeling the thicker muscle there and the subtle softness woven in. He drags his tongue up and down then pauses. He feels along your side and dips his hand behind your shoulder. He pushes until you fold over him.
His dick twitches as you hover over it. You see him shiver as your breath glosses over him. You bring your hand along his firm thigh and wrap your fingers around his length. You squeeze and he groans into you cunt. You wriggle and press down onto him, smothering him as he hums in delight.
His hand moves to your lower back and spreads across it. His other reaches to stroke behind your neck as he urges you on. You brush your lips along his tip and feel him tense.
You're slow, more methodic than the day before. You think of the videos you watched on your phone and drag poke out your tongue. You run the tip down his length and stop right at his balls. He groans louder than before.
It's strange. The thought is a bit icky and yet the act has you rolling your hips over him. His hand slips further down to grope your ass as his tongue toys with you.
You swipe your tongue around his balls, one at a time. He pushes his heels down, jerking at each swirl. You giggle at how he reacts. To you.
You continue to tease him, flicking your tongue back and forth, then scaling up to his tip. He grips your neck as you press your lips around him and he urges you down.
You slide him into your mouth, just until he touches your throat. You pull back and he squeezes your neck. He tilts his lips from below you.
You clasp onto his thigh as you bob up and down slowly. His voice drones into your cunt as he laps at you. You quiver and rub against his mouth. He taps your ass in warning and pushes his face up into you. He's still in charge.
You delve back down and as he meets your throat, you don't relents. You take a breath through your nose and stretch out your neck. You ease him past your reflex though it hurts just a little. He growls and curls his fingers into your soft cheek.
You raise your self, little by little, and hold his tip between your lips. You descend once more, just as deliberately, and he shakes. You pull back again and he pushes you down impatiently.
He parts from your cunt for a second and murmurs, "faster."
You smile and plunge down again. The deep roll of his voice enlivens you. You pick up your motion, rocking your body in time with your head as you ride him as much as you play with him.
You grip him with your hand, pumping him in time with your mouth. He gulps and licks hungrily at you as your guts twist up. You feel it. That hot, vibrant pulse.
Almost there. Almost...
You whine around him as you cum, spasming against his face as you smear your delight all over his mouth and chin. He chuckles as he guides you through your orgasm. You quake and nearly collapse onto him completely.
He taps your hip.
"Stop." He rasps. "Stop, baby. You're gonna have a mouthful if you don't."
You slowly drag your lips off him, popping them off his tip. He growls and slaps your ass again. You sit up, resting lightly on his chest as you look over your shoulder at him. His hair is a mess, his lips are shiny, and his cheeks are flushed.
He kneads your ass with both hands and bounces it. He snarls.
"You want-- no, you need me inside you." He grins. "So go on and put me in that tight little snatch."
Your lips part as you stare at him. Your skin burns and your blood courses. You shakily mop the sweat off your forehead.
"Don't look at me all innocent. Just like this. You get on my dick." He pinches your ass. "I don't take kindly to being left hanging. Or throbbing in this case."
You turn back and look at his dick. It lifts slight and falls back down. Your body ripples in excitement and something else. A feeling you can barely understand let alone describe. This is a moment that can never be undone. A first that will, for better or worse, be etched into your mind and body.
You lift your knees over his shoulders and move down his body. You straddle above his pelvis as he runs his fingers up and down your back. You grab him and rub his tip along your cunt.
The sun glares in your eyes and sweat slakes down your back and chest. You glance up at the sky as everything comes clearer. As you put his tip against your entrance, you can hear every bird, every blade of grass, and smell every flower.
You exhale and look down as you push his tip inside you. You squeak as he grips your hips and grunts. You stop and squeeze him. He growls.
"Shit. You are so damn tight." He digs his nails into your hips. You try to lift off of him as your walls strain. He clucks and pushes you down. You whine again. "I hope you don't think that means I'm gonna take it easy on you." He urges you further onto him as you writhe and whimper. "You remember, you started this, sweetheart."
Series Summary: You wake up and cannot remember anything except a blonde angel talking to you as sunlight streams down. This man named Bucky tells you he is your fiancé, but you do not remember him or even yourself.
Chapter Summary: As pieces of your past begin to emerge, nothing feels quite right. A quiet morning with Steve offers comfort, but an unexpected visit from Bucky forces you to confront just how much has changed—and how little you understand.
Words: 3,566
A/N: Here we are again. Sorry for the wait. This one gets awkward, just a heads up. As always, your author lives for comments and likes, and all errors are mine.
Chapter warnings: Amnesia. Swearing. Nudity.
Series warnings: Steve Rogers x fem!Reader; Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader; Steve Rogers x Peggy Carter; Eventual SMUT
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Sunbeams Masterlist | Part One | Part Four
July 5, 20XX
Yesterday was Steve’s birthday, and we all went out by the lake. It was a lot of fun just being around everyone again. I feel like I haven’t done that enough lately.
There was another group there—some kids we go to college with—and they sort of joined us. Well, Bucky was talking to one of the girls and invited them over. I was a little annoyed at that since it was supposed to be about Steve, but whatever.
The girl kept hanging around Bucky, too. Not that I can blame him for wanting someone to talk to when I was focused on making sure Steve had a good night.
You sit back, your mind trying to make sense of the entry. It falls right between the ones you read yesterday, but something about it still does not sit right.
Under your breath, you find yourself questioning it—why you just let it go. Why Bucky openly flirting with someone else did not seem to matter more.
The feelings are starting to feel familiar now, like something just out of reach, but you still cannot say you loved him then.
That realization sits heavier than you expect.
This is officially frustrating.
A soft knock on your door pulls you out of your thoughts as Steve peeks in. “Hey, tiger, you ready to eat or need a few?”
His smile is normal and easygoing, none of the tension from the day before in it. You relax slightly and smile back. “I can read more later. Breakfast sounds good.”
You set the journal aside as Steve walks in and moves to pick you up again. After setting you down near the bathroom so you can use the counter for support, he steps back, giving you space instead of hovering. Once you are done, he lifts you again and carries you to the kitchen, settling you on a stool at the counter.
After last night, letting him carry you feels different. You just cannot quite put a finger on how.
“So, find out anything new today?” Steve asks, pulling out cereal and fruit and starting to cut it up.
Leaning forward, you shake your head. “Not really. Just more of the same.”
He sets a bowl in front of you and takes a seat beside you, already digging into his own. His eyes linger on you for a moment before he nods.
Still frustrated, you exhale sharply and stab your spoon into the cereal.
Next to you, Steve chuckles. “Doesn’t seem like more of the same, tiger.”
You take a bite, avoiding the question for a second before deciding to just say it. “I just cannot figure it out. I mean, they are my memories, but I don’t understand the choices she made. It really feels like a different person.”
You slump a little, more annoyed than anything now.
Steve takes a bite of fruit as he studies you. “Wish I could help you there. I know you gave me whiplash a lot the past few years. Some days it was like you wanted to ring Buck’s neck, and other days you were over the moon.”
You frown slightly. “And I wasn’t like that before? I mean, swinging from one extreme to the other over everything?”
You need something to hold onto. Even a little.
He shakes his head. “No, not really. You had other relationships, sure, but… it was different with Bucky.” He shrugs. “I always figured it was because you cared more. Nothing else really made sense.”
You take another bite just to have something to do, your thoughts tangling tighter instead of loosening.
And underneath it all is something else you are trying not to look at too closely—how easy it is to just… reset with Steve. Like nothing happened.
Like something did.
The two of you sit in that quiet for a moment, until Steve clears his throat and stands, taking the bowls to the sink.
Then, a little more hesitant, “So… the others are coming over tonight. I figured you might want to shower before then.”
That makes everything in you pause.
This moment—this exact thing—is why Peggy and Bucky did not want him taking care of you.
You push that thought away, along with the nerves creeping in behind it, and nod. “Yeah… that would probably be a good idea.”
Looking at him instead of the floor takes more effort than it should, but you manage. “Um… we could just do it now. So my hair can dry.”
You do not say that you would rather get it over with.
But it lingers there anyway.
Steve nods and moves around the island to pick you up again, talking as he walks this time. “You okay with me choosing your clothes, or do you want to get them yourself?”
That should not be as loaded a question as it is. Because just the day before, Steve put all your clothes away—even the underwear. Somehow, him picking it out and knowing you were wearing it feels… different. Not bad. Just enough to leave you off balance. But pushing his help away feels wrong too.
With a small, dismissive gesture, you answer, “You pick. I’m sure it will be fine.”
He bypasses your room and carries you into his instead, setting you down on the wide counter of his ensuite bathroom. “I’ll be right back.”
You sit there for a moment, staring at the shower, trying to picture how this is going to work.
When he comes back and sets your clothes down beside a few of his own, he notices your expression immediately and rests a gentle hand on your knee. “Hey, I can call one of the girls if you’d feel more comfortable.”
You shake your head right away, the response coming out before you can think about it. “No. I would crush Wanda, Natasha would leave bruises, and Pepper would mother-hen me to death before it was over.”
He huffs out a laugh, clearly agreeing.
You blow out a breath. “I think we just need to treat it like a bandage and just… rip it off.”
Steve rolls his shoulders a little, both of you wading through the awkwardness of it all.
Oddly, even knowing you have scars now, you are more worried about your own reaction than his. You are not afraid of being naked in front of him. That part does not bother you.
It is just… unfamiliar.
Meeting his eyes and seeing nothing but concern there, you grab the bottom of your shirt and pull it over your head.
Your gaze drops immediately.
The long scar running from your shoulder down across your abdomen catches your eye first. Then the others—smaller, scattered, already fading into pale lines.
For a second, you just… stare.
You are faintly aware of Steve pulling his own shirt off, stepping closer, his hand returning to your knee, but your focus stays locked on your skin.
It does not look like yours.
Even without remembering what you looked like before, something in your stomach turns.
Steve sees it happen. The way you go still. The way your breathing changes.
He does the only thing he can think of.
Hooking his fingers gently under your chin, he lifts your gaze to his. “Hey. Talk to me.”
You let out a shaky breath. “It feels like… even my body isn’t mine. Not just my mind.” You swallow, your vision starting to tilt. “I—I think I’m gonna pass out.”
Before you can tip backward, Steve steps in, bracing himself between your knees and pulling you flush against him.
You fold into him without thinking.
His arms come around you, solid and steady, and the warmth of his skin is immediate—grounding in a way you did not realize you needed. You cling to him, breathing shallow at first, then deeper as the dizziness ebbs.
He does not rush you. Does not try to fix it.
He just holds you.
And lets the quiet settle around you both.
After a few minutes, you take a deep breath, squeezing him tightly. “Help me stand so I can get the rest off.”
Instead of answering, he pulls back, helping you slide off the edge so your feet touch the floor. With a hand braced on his shoulder to steady yourself, you step out of your pajama pants and underwear. Once he is sure you are steady against the counter, he does the same, then moves to turn on the water, letting the temperature adjust.
The lines of muscle along his back should distract you, but your gaze drops instead—to your legs, where more faint scars mark your skin. Another long one runs down your right hip. You reach out and touch it, feeling the raised flesh, trying to reconcile the emotions rolling through you.
Steve pulls you out of your head again, this time with a hand settling gently on your shoulder. “Ready?”
When you nod, he wraps an arm around your waist to keep you steady, and together you step into the shower. He pulls the door closed behind you, sealing you both into the small space.
You close your eyes as the warm water hits your skin, letting it wash over you, trying to let it take some of the tension with it—the not knowing, the disconnect. Steve’s arm stays around your waist, loose enough to give you space but firm enough that you know he is there if you need him.
Your eyes open again to find his already on you, a small, gentle smile on his face.
You return it faintly and glance toward the shelf, spotting the toiletries you picked up the night before. “Let’s start with my hair. That should be easy.”
He hums in agreement and reaches for your shampoo, placing it in your hand. He lets you handle it, does not take over, just stays close—steady, patient—as you figure it out again.
You swap the shampoo for the conditioner, and as you rinse your hair, you wobble slightly. Steve’s hand comes to your hip immediately, steadying you. “Thanks.”
He nods, glancing toward the shelf. “What next?”
Normally, you would shave next, but you have a feeling that is going to be the trickiest part, so you opt for body wash instead. You point over your shoulder, and he hands it to you again.
This time, though, it takes a little maneuvering.
You lean toward him, your hand bracing on his shoulder so you can reach your back, and you feel him still slightly when you get close. Out of the corner of your eye, you catch the way he swallows before he quickly looks away.
He shakes his head like he is resetting, then offers you his hand again when you shift to wash your legs.
You take it, but as you lift one foot, your balance goes.
You tip backward, and even though his arm is there, the sudden weightless feeling makes you grab onto him, pulling him off balance with you. The two of you stumble, and he barely catches you both, one hand braced against the wet tile just behind your head.
Steve exhales sharply. “Careful, tiger.”
“Sorry.”
Your arms had wrapped around his neck when you fell, and for a second neither of you moves, both of you breathing through the spike of adrenaline.
Then, slowly, carefully, he rights you both.
You are closer than necessary now, and it takes a conscious effort to take a small step back.
Steve waits until you are steady before letting go completely, offering his hand again.
This time, you take it tighter. One foot. Then the other.
You manage it without incident, and when you hand him the loofah to rinse, you flick your fingers at him, sending a splash of water into his face.
He gives you an unimpressed look. It lasts all of two seconds before he ruins it by laughing.
You smile back, scrunching your nose. “Now to shave. This should be an adventure.”
Steve gives you a half grin, muttering a mock, “Women,” under his breath as he hands you the soap and razor.
“Hey, at least I don’t clog the sink once a week, mister,” you shoot back.
He rolls his eyes. “Yeah, yeah. Now get to it. I don’t have endless hot water, and I still need to shower.”
When you quirk a brow at that, Steve just shrugs. “Two birds.”
Now you roll your eyes, but you lean back into the arm around your waist anyway and start to shave. When you get to your legs again, you pause.
Steve catches the hesitation immediately. “Maybe lean back on the wall, and I can help steady you—just hold your foot.”
You try to picture it, then nod. “Okay, but if I fall and take you with me, I’m tickling you again. No mercy this time.”
He snorts at that and helps you shift, guiding you back against the tile. Once you feel steady, you lift your leg, bent at the knee, and he catches your foot while keeping a careful eye on the one planted on the shower floor.
The position sends heat creeping up your neck, but he keeps his focus where it should be—on keeping you balanced.
You work through it, trying to be methodical, just getting it done.
When you finish one leg, you press lightly against his hand to shift, then lift the other. Again, his attention flicks between your face and your footing, more concerned with you slipping than anything else. Which is exactly why you knew you could trust him.
When you finish, you stay leaned back against the tile for a second, catching your breath. “Your turn.”
Steve is quicker than you—for obvious reasons—and as you watch him, you cannot help the thought that slips in. This moment right here is exactly why they did not want this.
You were right—he is different from the sixteen-year-old version of himself. Bigger, steadier. But the way he moves… that is the same. And somehow, that makes it easier to relax, to just watch him without overthinking it.
He gets you back for earlier, shaking his head after rinsing his hair and sending water droplets everywhere.
You laugh, the sound echoing softly off the tile.
Once Steve is finished, he turns off the water and, with his arm around your waist again, helps you step out of the shower.
A fluffy towel is already in his hands, and he stays close, steadying you as you dry off, still careful with your balance. You are both a little less stiff now, the worst of it behind you, and it shows in the easier way you move around each other.
Your back proves the hardest, and after a moment, you just hand him the towel. He does not comment, just helps—quick, efficient, nothing lingering. After you finish drying your hair, you lean against the counter while he dries off as well.
Then comes the trick of getting dressed.
Thankfully, he simply hands you the pile of clothes and lets you handle it yourself, only keeping a hand within reach in case you need the extra support. Once you get your underwear and pants on, the bra and shirt are easier.
As you pull on the last pieces, Steve starts dressing himself.
You let yourself watch him for a moment, trying to find your center again. Your thoughts drift—to that dream. The one that keeps coming back. Steve standing over you, bathed in sunlight, saying something you can never quite hear.
His eyes meet yours, and you snap out of it, heat creeping into your face.
Steve does not comment. He just steps closer and picks you up again. “Couch or bed?”
“Huh?” Your brain lags behind, still half in that dream, but then it clicks. “Oh—couch. And can you bring me my journals? I want to read some more.”
“Sure, tiger.” He adjusts his grip easily. “I’ve got some work to do from home today, but I’ll be in the study if you need anything.”
He sets you down on the couch, brings the crate of journals over, and hands you a bottle of water before heading off to the study.
The quiet settles back in once he is gone.
With a small shake of your head, you pull out the oldest journal again. Even through the immature ramblings, it starts to feel… familiar. Not clear. Not whole.
But closer than anything else has.
After working for a few hours, Steve comes out to join you on the couch, but you barely notice him, absorbed in your middle school self’s ramblings. He just picks up a book from the side table you had not noticed and begins to read.
You pass a few hours like that until a knock at the door makes you both look up. “Expecting someone?”
Steve shakes his head. “No, but with you here, someone might have decided to drop by.” He stands, leaving his book on the end table. “Don’t worry.”
You nod as he heads to the door, but when he opens it, you catch the quick flicker of surprise on his face—followed immediately by something more guarded.
Your curiosity spikes. Then you hear it. A throat clears. “Can I see her?”
Bucky.
He sounds… unsure. More unsure than he had even been when you broke things off.
Steve nods and steps back. “Of course.”
Bucky steps inside, his eyes scanning the room until they land on you. You catch the way he winces slightly at the sight of you curled up on Steve’s couch.
Behind him, Steve closes the door. “I’m going to finish up in the study.” He glances at you. You nod.
Bucky notices the exchange and looks away as Steve leaves.
You drop the journal into the crate beside you and wait. This is awkward as hell, but you will be damned if you let him make you feel bad right now.
He shifts his weight, clearly uncomfortable, then exhales and rolls his eyes at himself before taking the chair closest to you.
“Hey, b—” He cuts himself off, jaw tightening slightly before finishing with just your name.
“Hi.” You let the silence stretch just a little.
He chose to come here.
Bucky licks his lips before finally meeting your eyes. “I just wanted…” He gestures vaguely. “…to make sure you were okay. Not that Steve can’t take care of you, but… well. You know.”
You bite your lip and nod faintly. “You okay?”
He swallows and looks away, and that is when you really see it—the dark circles under his eyes. “I’ve been better.”
“Bucky—” You start, instinctively, but he lifts a hand.
“Not your fault.” He runs a hand through his hair. “Just… dealing with the change.”
Everything you have learned, everything you are starting to piece together, sits right on the edge of your tongue—but without the full picture, you cannot bring yourself to say any of it.
So you take the safer route. “The others are coming over tonight. Kind of a ‘released from the hospital’ thing. As much of a party as I can handle.”
He gives a small smile at that. “That’s good. You should celebrate.”
You fidget slightly. He looks like a kicked puppy, and you do not know if you caused that—or if it was always there. It pulls at something in you, but with everything shifting the way it is, you are not sure stepping in would actually help.
Bucky leans forward, unable to relax enough to sit back. “Uh… how is Steve doing? I mean, helping you and all.”
Your thoughts flick—unhelpfully—to this morning. To last night. You force them away.
“He’s been good. Letting me do as much as I can myself. I think we’re going to start working on my at-home therapy later.”
“Right…” His gaze drifts again.
Then, abruptly, he stands. “I should go. Um… just text me if you want. Or call.”
You watch him, wishing—just a little—that you could stand, walk him out, offer something more than this distance. But you know how that would end. “Okay. You too.”
Bucky looks at you one last time, hands shoved into his pockets, then turns and heads for the door. It closes with a quiet click.
A moment later, Steve walks back in. “You okay?”
You let your head fall back against the couch, staring at the ceiling. “No. That was the most awkward thing that has ever happened… that I can remember.”
Steve huffs a quiet laugh and sits beside you, draping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you gently into his side.
You go easily, still tangled up in it.
“I feel bad,” you admit. “For hurting him. But at the same time… I’m so confused. Everything I think I know keeps changing.” You close your eyes, frustrated.
Steve squeezes your shoulder. “I know, tiger. I wish I could promise you that you’ll get your memories back and everything will make sense, but… life’s messy.”
He hesitates. There is more he could say. That you will find your way back to Bucky. That things will settle.
But the words catch. Because of what you said last night. Because of what it stirred up in him. And because he still has Peggy—even if they have not spoken since she walked out.
So instead, he just holds you a little tighter.
Part Six
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will you still love me when I’m not longer young and beautiful?
The music was too loud.
That was the first thing you thought whenever you watched one of Steve’s USO shows.
Too bright, too polished, too full of cheering strangers who only knew the version of him printed on posters. The broad shoulders. The perfect smile. The shining uniform. Captain America as an idea.
Not the boy who used to cough into his sleeve in the cold, the boy who sketched in the margins of newspapers, or the boy who once offered you the last half of his sandwich when he barely had enough for himself.
Not your Steve.
You stood near the side of the stage, hands clasped in front of your dress, watching him bow dramatically to another screaming crowd.
He caught your eye for half a second.
And smiled differently.
Softer, real and loving.
Your heart did the same foolish thing it had done for years.
-
By the time the audience was gone and the dancers had disappeared backstage, the hall felt like another world entirely.
The lights had been dimmed to a golden hush. Somewhere in the distance, a record crackled softly. Glitter still shimmered across the stage floor, forgotten remnants of costumes already packed away.
And in the middle of it all, Steve held you close.
You swayed together in the empty space, moving slowly to music meant for no one else.
His hand rested at your waist with such careful reverence it made your chest ache, as though some part of him still couldn’t believe he was allowed to touch you there.
Your arms circled his neck.
He was larger now… stronger.
Everything they had wanted him to become.
But when he looked at you, he was still Stevie.
Still the boy who blushed if your fingers brushed his.
Still the boy who got flustered when you stood too near.
Still yours.
“You were wonderful tonight,” you murmured, unable to resist.
He blushed instantly. “Don’t start.”
“Oh, I’m starting. I counted at least twenty girls screaming your name.”
“Yeah,” he said, drawing you a little closer. “But only one of them matters.”
Your breath caught.
Even now, after he’d changed, after the serum and the fame and the spotlight, he could still surprise you.
You lowered your gaze for a moment, suddenly shy.
The song drifted around you like a secret.
Then, quietly, before you could stop yourself, you asked the question that has been on your mind, “Stevie… would you still love me when I’m no longer young and beautiful?”
He stopped moving just enough to tilt your chin up.
There was no hesitation in him.
No confusion. Only certainty.
“Yes,” he said softly. “Of course I would.”
Your eyes stung unexpectedly.
He smiled and pressed his forehead to yours.
“I’d love you when we’re old and grey and arguing over the radio on the porch.”
You laughed through the tears threatening to rise.
“And if I’m grumpy?”
“You already are.”
You gasped, smacking his chest playfully, “Steven Grant Rogers.”
He grinned.
Then he kissed you for the first time under dim stage lights and fading music, with the whole world waiting outside and neither of you caring.
-
The world changed anyway.
War took what it wanted.
Time took the rest.
And Steve Rogers fell into the ice, while you…. you had lived your life, alone.
-
When he woke, nothing felt right.
New York City was louder, brighter, and busier.
People rushed past with glowing boxes in their hands and empty urgency in their eyes. Streets he had once memorized had vanished beneath towers of steel and glass.
Everyone he had loved belonged to history.
Until they didn’t.
The file had been thin. Inside contained a name, a picture, and history and the address that stuck out like a sore thumb.
Current residence: assisted living.
Steve had stared at the paper so long Natasha eventually plucked it from his hands, pressed it back into his chest, and told him to go.
So he did.
-
The retirement home smelled like honey and polished wood.
His heartbeat hadn’t steadied since the ride over.
What if it wasn’t really you?
What if it was?
What if you hated him for disappearing?
What if you’d forgotten him entirely?
A nurse guided him down the hall and stopped outside a half-open door.
“She’s been expecting you,” she said gently.
Steve froze.
Then stepped inside.
You were sitting by the window with a blanket over your knees, a book in your lap and the glowing sun covering your skin.
You were older, your hair silver at the temples. Fine lines at the corners of your eyes. Hands softer with age.
But you, were still you.
You looked up.
And smiled like he’d only been gone a week.
“There you are, Stevie.”
His heart shuttered and his breath staggered.
He crossed white and black tiles in three desperate strides and immediately dropped to his knees beside your chair.
Your trembling hands reached up to move his hair, “My handsome boy,” you whispered.
Steve laughed once, choked and wet, and gently grasped you hands guiding them to his lips as he presses a soft kiss to them.
“I’m late.” He managed to choke out.
“Terribly late,” you replied. “Same as always.”
He bowed his head into your hand.
“I thought you’d have… more. A family. A husband. Children and grandchildren.
You were quiet for a moment.
Then you gave him a small smile, the same smile that made his 20 year old scrawny self melt.
“I had a good life.”
His eyes met yours.
“But no,” you said gently. “None of those things.”
Pain and hope tangled painfully in his chest.
“Why not?”
Your smile turned wistful.
“I suppose I was waiting for someone to finish our dance.”
The room fell silent.
Steve looked away towards the window, overcome by every lost year standing between you.
You saved him from drowning in it, just as you always had.
“Stevie.”
He turned back immediately.
Your gaze was soft and certain.
“Do you still love me even though I’m no longer young and beautiful?”
His throat tightened.
He took your hand and kissed your knuckles with reverence.
“You are still beautiful,” he whispered hoarsely. “And i will always love you, always..”
Tears shimmered in your eyes.
Good,” you said. “I wanted to hear it again.
-
Unfortunately Steve had lost you once more, but this time it was peaceful for you.
Only a quiet hospital room, your hand in his, and a final breath so gentle it somehow hurt more.
Steve stayed beside you long after the room went still and the line on the monitor stayed straight.
And for the first time in nearly a hundred years, he didn’t know who he was meant to be next.
-
Then came the stones. The mission.
The chance to put everything back where it belonged.
One last job.
He returned each stone.
Each weapon that took away family from each other.
Each borrowed piece of time.
And then, standing in a world that was no longer asking anything of him, Steve made one selfish choice.
He went back to you.
Not the older version in the quiet room, or the one who’s breathing had stoped.
The younger version, the girl in the dance hall, the one who still had years ahead of her, the one who hadn’t had to wait alone, and the one who he had loved the most.
-
When the platform glowed to life, Sam stepped forward first.
But there was no old man waiting.
It was Steve. Still young. Still dressed like Captain America. Smiling with a peace none of them had ever seen on his face.
The only new thing about Steve, was the woman standing next to him who had her hand intertwined with his.
Young, radiant, and laughing softly.
Bruce blinked. “…How…who?”
Steve scratched the back of his neck.
“It’s complicated.”
Sam stared, then broke into a grin.
“You rewrote history for a woman?”
Steve squeezed your hand.
“For my woman, Sam.”
Warmth climbed your cheeks.
Then Steve looked past them.
“Buck.”
Bucky stopped dead.
His eyes moved from Steve, to you, then back again.
“You vanish for five minutes,” Bucky muttered, “and somehow come back married?”
“We never married,” you said quickly.
Steve glanced sideways at you, entirely smug.
“Not yet.” He snuck in.
You hit his arm.
Sam doubled over laughing.
Bucky just shook his head.
“Yeah,” he said. “That’s definitely him.”
-
A few weeks later, sunlight filled your now shared apartment. Your dog, Isla, lay curled at your feet as you finished washing the dishes, the warm water running over your hands in a steady rhythm that almost made everything feel normal.
The sound of the front door opening and closing made both you and Isla perk up instantly. A second later, the two-year-old German Shepherd was already on her feet, tail thumping wildly as she rushed to greet the man who had saved her.
Steve.
You smiled before you even saw him.
“Hey,” you called softly.
He appeared a moment later, rolling his shoulders like he was trying to shake the weight of the world off with it. “Hey,” he said, voice lighter the second his eyes found you.
Isla nearly tackled him. He laughed under his breath, crouching down to scratch behind her ears like she was the best part of his day—and honestly, she probably was.
You leaned against the counter, watching him for a moment. “Long day?”
“Avengers meeting,” he answered, standing back up slowly. “Tony tried to turn it into a debate about shawarma again.”
That earned a soft laugh from you. “Sounds serious.”
“World-ending, apparently.” His eyes softened as they came back to you. “How was your day?”
“Quiet,” you said. “Just Isla being dramatic and me pretending I have my life together.”
He hummed like that was acceptable information, then crossed the room toward you.
You opened your arms without thinking.
He stepped into you immediately.
Warm. Solid. Safe.
But after a second, he gently pulled back just enough to rest his hands over your stomach.
Your breath caught softly.
His thumbs moved in a slow, careful circle over the small curve there, like he was still getting used to the idea that this was real—that you were real, that this little future between you was real.
“How are my girls doing?” he asked quietly.
You smiled down at him. “We’re good,.”
His eyes flicked up to yours, softer than anything the world ever saw from Captain America.
The room felt warm in a way that had nothing to do with the sunlight.
For a moment, neither of you moved—just stayed there, like the world outside didn’t exist, like time wasn’t something trying to steal you both away anymore.
Then Steve leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead.
“I love you,” he murmured.
Your heart softened instantly.
“I love you too, Stevie.”
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Mirror Protocol Masterlist | Part One | Part Twelve
The quinjet touches down inside the compound hangar, engines winding down as the ramp lowers.
No one moves right away. Not because they are unsure—
Because no one quite knows what this is yet.
So you move first.
Onto the ramp. Into the compound. Your gaze tracks immediately—structure, spacing, materials, exits. Confirming. Adjusting. Noting. “More metal than I thought.”
It is quiet. Offhand. But it lands.
Sam’s head tilts, just enough to catch it.
Tony’s eyes flick toward you for half a second before snapping back to his systems.
Natasha stills.
Bucky’s attention sharpens instantly.
“Thought?” Sam asks, casual—but not really.
You shrug. “I’ve only seen the schematics.”
Then, almost as an afterthought—“And the roof.”
That lands harder.
The air shifts. Something small. Something wrong.
Steve exhales through his nose, gaze dropping as he shakes his head once—subtle, almost to himself.
No one calls it out.
Not yet.
But the silence changes.
Loaded. Waiting.
They move into the briefing room, taking their usual positions.
You do not.
You take the window. At Steve’s side.
Half-turned toward the room, half toward the outside—positioned to leave if necessary.
Tony pulls up the screens, jaw tight as data flickers to life.
Then he stops. Shifts. “No, you know what—”
He turns, locking onto Steve. “You want to tell me how she knew the layout of my compound?”
Steve shrugs. “You told us after finding the bug. She’s had access before.”
Tony’s glare sharpens. “Not like that.” He steps forward. “You didn’t tell me.”
Steve’s mouth twists. “It didn’t change the mission.”
Tony fires back without hesitation. “It changes everything.”
The air thickens. No one moves.
Natasha does not look up from the data. “How long?”
Steve exhales. Looks at her. Says nothing.
The air leaves the room.
Natasha lifts her head now, eyes sharp. “How many times has she made contact?”
Tony throws his hands up, pacing once.
Steve answers, quiet. “Enough.”
Natasha stands, hands on her hips. “And you didn’t tell us.”
Not a question. A conclusion.
Bucky breaks. “I called it.”
No one responds.
He is already moving. “I told all of you something was off.”
He steps into Steve’s space, voice low, controlled. “And you lied.”
Steve starts—
“I didn’t—”
“Don’t.” Bucky cuts him off clean.
His eyes flick to you, then back to Steve. “You don’t get to play both sides.”
That lands. Hard.
Sam finally speaks, not looking at Steve. “So… what, she’s helping us?”
No answer.
He looks at you. “Or are we helping her?”
Thor exhales slowly. “She reminds me of someone.”
No one asks who. They already know.
“Someone who walks between sides until it suits them.”
You stay where you are. Relaxed. Unbothered. “If I wanted you dead, you would be.”
Steve’s eyes cut to you—just for a moment. He says nothing.
Tony drags a hand through his hair and turns again. “You trusted her over us.”
Steve meets his gaze. “I trusted the outcome.”
Bucky lets out a short, disbelieving breath. “That’s not the same thing.”
Steve’s attention shifts to him, something sharper underneath now. “It is when it works.”
That settles it. For now.
You push off the glass and hold out a folded slip of paper toward Tony. “Guess I should give this to you now.”
Tony eyes it like it might bite him. “A little analog for my tastes.”
You smile slightly. “It’s worked so far.”
He snatches it, still glaring at Steve. “What is it?”
You lean back against the window again. “Their next move. They’ll adjust, but it’s time-sensitive.”
Tony turns back to the screens immediately, already inputting the data, reasserting control—checking feeds, confirming his system is still intact.
Natasha watches both of you now. Not the data. The connection.
Bucky turns and stalks out without another word, anger rolling off him in waves.
Sam lingers, watching Tony, then you—still trying to find his footing.
Thor remains still, eyes fixed on you, measuring. Weighing.
You say nothing. Let them adjust.
Then glance sideways up at Steve.
He meets your eyes. Steady. Quiet.
Understanding passes between you.
No one else sees it.
The control room is dark, lit only by the glow of the screens.
Footage plays on a loop. The fight outside the compound—
Then the moment. You grab Captain America, flip the angle—
Take the hit. Fight at his side.
The video resets. Plays again.
“Run that again,” one of the analysts says, leaning forward.
The clip loops.
Another analyst watches closely, frowning. “She broke formation.”
At the back of the room, your handler does not move. “No.”
His voice is flat. Certain. “She made a choice.”
The footage zooms—tight on the impact.
The energy blast tears across your suit, light flaring against the dark.
Your handler’s eyes narrow. “That confirms it.”
The second analyst glances over. “Compromised?”
A beat.
“No.” The word is sharper now. Final.
“Defective.”
The loop continues.
You and Steve—back to back. Moving in sync.
The handler watches it once more.
Then:
“Adjust protocol.” A pause. “Terminate her on sight.”
The screen freezes. On the two of you.
Steve walks down the hallway a few steps ahead of you.
You follow at an even pace, taking in everything—panels, doorways, sightlines—without breaking distance.
He stops at a nondescript door. It slides open. “It’s not much.”
You step inside. Small. Contained.
A bed. A desk. A dresser. Spartan. Functional.
“It’s enough.”
You turn back to him. “Thank you.”
Steve nods, shifting his weight slightly, like he is not entirely sure what to do with his hands.
“I’m that way if—”
You cut him off. “I know.”
A small pause.
He exhales, giving a half-gesture—something between a wave and a dismissal. “Yeah.”
He steps back. The door slides shut. Leaving you alone.
Steve walks the short distance to his own room, pushes the door open, and steps inside.
It closes behind him with a soft click.
He leans back against it, head tipping against the surface as he lets out another slow breath.
The next morning, you are all back in the briefing room.
You take the same place as before—leaning against the glass beside Steve.
Tony is already moving through a wall of screens—maps, satellite feeds, the intel you gave him—hands flying, motions sharp, irritated.
“Alright, new rule—”
He does not slow down. “She comes with us.”
Sam leans forward, brows drawing together. “That feels like a terrible idea.”
Tony does not turn, just keeps working, flicking through data. “Yeah, well, so is leaving her here.”
No one argues that.
He finishes, tone flat: “No way I’m letting her wander around my compound unsupervised.”
Natasha’s eyes shift to you, but she addresses Tony. “You trust her enough to bring her?”
Tony pauses—just for a second. “I trust her where I can see her.”
You smirk.
Bucky’s jaw tightens, his glare snapping to you.
Steve says nothing. Does not move.
Thor watches you carefully, like he might catch something in the space between breaths.
An hour later, you are in the air again.
This time seated near the front—next to Steve.
No one quite knows where to look. So they do not.
Sam shifts in his seat, glancing once toward you before looking away again.
“This is weird,” he mutters.
Tony does not even look up from the data scrolling across his display. “Not helpful.”
Natasha watches the two of you openly now—eyes sharp, tracking every small interaction, still trying to map the line between you.
Bucky does not bother hiding it.
His gaze stays locked on you, hard and unyielding, like your presence alone is enough to set him off.
Thor watches too—
But differently. Quieter. Curious. Measuring.
Steve says nothing.
He reaches over, offering you an earpiece.
You take it, slotting it in without hesitation. Calm. Unfazed.
The tension in the cabin does not shift.
If anything—
It settles in deeper.
Thirty minutes in, the fight has gone wide. Chaos.
Hydra is everywhere—pouring across the field, regrouping faster than they should.
Tony’s voice cuts constantly through the comms, sharp and rapid.
“Left flank—Nat, two behind you—no, three—Bucky, watch your—”
A blast cuts him off.
“—okay, that’s new.”
Above, Sam is pinned in the air, weaving through heavy fire as drones lock and relock onto him. “Little busy up here—”
Thor is on the far side of the field, holding an entire line alone—lightning cracking down in bursts as he keeps the pressure from collapsing inward.
On the ground, Natasha and Bucky cut through the center—tight, efficient, brutal.
They don not slow. They do not need to.
You stay with Steve. Right at his shoulder.
Moving fast—faster than the rest of the field can track.
The shield moves between you like it belongs to both of you—
Passed, caught, redirected—
No wasted motion. No hesitation.
You do not follow Tony’s calls. You follow Steve.
Mirroring him—angle for angle, step for step—
Like you are not separate at all.
Tony hears it. Sees it. Does not like it. “Stay in formation—both of you.”
You ignore him.
Steve does not correct it. That is answer enough.
Then something shifts. You see it first.
A flicker in the airspace. A trajectory that does not line up.
You peel off. Fast. Breaking from Steve without warning.
Tony catches it immediately. “—and there she goes.” A pause. “Cap, your girl’s running.”
Bucky turns just enough to track you.
Natasha notices—files it—but keeps moving.
Sam does not have the bandwidth.
Thor is too far out to see it.
You cut into open space and stop. Turn. “Steve.”
He reacts instantly. No question.
Drops low—
Shield up. Locked.
You are already moving. Sprinting straight at him.
Tony’s voice spikes. “Oh, this is new—what is she—”
You hit the shield. Feet planted.
Steve drives upward—strong, controlled—
You push off at the same moment—
The force launches you skyward.
Above—
A drone locks onto Sam. “Uh—guys—little help—”
He does not finish. You are already there.
Midair—
You twist, driving your foot straight through the drone before it fires.
It shatters on impact. Debris scatters into the open sky.
Sam blinks—still dodging the rest. “…uh—thanks?”
You are already dropping. Landing clean. The shield snaps back toward you—
You catch it without looking, turning into the motion to block an incoming strike.
“Okay… not running,” Tony mutters, irritation bleeding through. He still cannot read you.
Natasha rolls her eyes as she absorbs a hit, then drops the man in one clean motion. “Seriously.”
Across the field, Bucky’s jaw tightens. He does not look at you again. Just hits harder. Faster. Taking it out on everything in reach.
You hand the shield back without looking. Steve catches it mid-motion.
No break. No acknowledgment.
The two of you fall back into rhythm like nothing happened.
The fight keeps moving. And so do you.
You make it out clean—with the data and the tech Hydra needed.
The quinjet lifts, carrying all of you away from the field.
Inside, the only sound is the steady hum of the engines.
No one speaks.
Sam sits forward, breathing heavy, slowly coming back down.
To your left, Thor is still, composed—but watchful.
Natasha stands a few feet away, eyes distant, already turning the moment over in her head—what it meant, what it changes.
In the back, Bucky paces, restless, agitation rolling off him in waves.
Steve sits to your right.
His gaze drops—just briefly—to the blood on your arm.
A question, unspoken.
You shake your head once.
Nothing.
He accepts it. Looks forward again.
Tony does not.
He is already deep in the data, screens flickering across his face as he pulls everything apart and puts it back together again.
Then he stops. Turns. Locks onto you. Then Steve.
“Okay—new rule—no improvising mid-air combat maneuvers without telling me first.”
Sam lets out a half-laugh, still catching his breath. “I mean… it worked.”
Tony snaps back immediately. “That’s not the metric.”
He turns back to the screens, already moving again. “The metric is I know what’s happening before it happens.”
Natasha’s voice cuts in—cool, even. “You didn’t.”
No accusation. Just fact.
Tony’s hand tightens briefly. “I will.”
From the back, Bucky does not stop pacing. “Or we stop letting her run wild.”
You tilt your head slightly, almost amused—but say nothing.
Steve’s voice cuts through the space, quiet but firm.
“She didn’t run wild.”
Bucky turns on him. “She broke formation.”
Steve does not look at him. He looks at you. “She saved Sam.”
Sam exhales, finally steady enough to speak. “…also true.”
That hangs there.
The engine hum fills the space again.
No one pushes further. No one agrees.
But something has shifted—even if nothing has changed.
In the briefing room, everyone takes up their now-familiar positions.
No one sits.
Tony has the mission playback running, footage looping across multiple screens as he continues tearing through the data they pulled. “We got what we needed. That part worked.”
Natasha does not look at him. Her focus stays on the footage—tracking you as you move with Steve across the field. “She’s not random.”
Tony tilts his head, irritation creeping in. “She’s unpredictable.”
Natasha shakes her head once. “No.” She takes a deliberate breath. “She’s deliberate.”
Across the room, Bucky turns toward Steve, taking a step closer. “You’re still not answering the question.”
Steve lifts a brow. “Which one?”
Bucky does not miss a beat. “Why you trust her.”
Steve does not hesitate. “Because she hasn’t been wrong.”
Bucky’s jaw tightens. “That’s not trust.” His eyes narrow. “That’s gambling.”
Sam steps in, a hand landing on Bucky’s shoulder—pulling him back just enough to keep things from tipping.
When Bucky looks at him, Sam speaks, slower, more careful. “She didn’t have to save me.”
Bucky looks away almost immediately. “Doesn’t mean anything.”
Sam’s gaze shifts to you—measured, uncertain. Then back to Bucky. “Means something to me.”
From the corner, Thor finally speaks, arms still crossed as he watches you.
“She chooses her actions carefully.” A pause. “That is not chaos.”
Natasha turns to you now, her expression changed—less accusation, more calculation. “The question is why.”
You shrug, like the answer should already be obvious. “You already know why.”
Tony cuts across the room, voice sharp again. “Doesn’t matter why.”
He turns just enough to look at you over his shoulder. “What matters is I can’t predict her.”
Steve shifts—subtle, but enough—angling himself slightly between you and Tony’s line of sight. “You don’t have to.”
Tony turns back to the screens. “Yeah, I do.”
No one answers it.
The room falls quiet again—
Everyone watching you. And each other.
Part Fourteen
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Steve walked in, his presence commanding the instant attention of everyone present. You could feel the subtle buzz of anticipation; it was damn near intoxicating. Before he could say a word, Tony bounced to his feet with the manic energy you'd come to familiarise yourself with. The type of energy that usually preceded either brilliance or chaos, sometimes both... mostly both. You'd learned to read his expressions by now. The slight twitch at the corner of his mouth that meant he was particularly proud of something, the way his hands couldn't quite stay still when he was about to unveil his pièce de résistance.
"Welcome, welcome, to Operation Think Tank! For those of you who decided to grace us with your presence today, you'll get front-row seats to history in the making." He paused with a familiar glint of sass sparking in his eyes. "Romanoff's clearly too cool for this, and Barnes is... playing the all-supportive boyfriend, I'm guessing?"
You caught the slight tightening around Steve's lips at the mention of Natasha and Bucky's absence. There was a story there, one you were gradually becoming part of, whether you'd meant to or not.
Tony turned toward you with a wide grin. "And let's not forget the star of the show, our very own wunderkind, analyst-strategist extraordinaire!"
The adrenaline from the Bus incident still coursed through you, and for the first time since this whole Times Square ordeal began, you felt like you had earned your place in the world.
Steve gave you a nod of encouragement before glancing at Tony. "Alright, Tony. Show us what you've got."
With a dramatic flourish, Tony pulled back a cover to reveal a sleek piece of equipment resembling an advanced arcade simulator. All gleaming curves and pulsing lights. "Ladies and gentlemen, I give you... OmniSight."
Clint whistled. "Looks fancy. What's it do?"
Tony wagged a finger. "Patience, Legolas. OmniSight is the ultimate tactical support system. It's designed to process mission data, threats, terrain, tactical opportunities, and feed you all real-time intel."
Bruce, who had transformed into his not-so-mean, green alter ego for the simulation, offered you a small, encouraging smile. "Alright, Y/N, quick rundown... The simulation will generate random threats. Your job is to process the incoming data and guide the team through without anyone 'dying'."
You nodded.
"You don't need to micromanage every move. Just focus on the big picture. Spot threats, call out openings, and keep them on track. Trust your instincts."
You nodded again.
"The simulation adjusts based on your decisions. If you take too long to act, the threats escalate. No pressure."
Yeah. No pressure at all. Just processing mission-critical data for a team of superheroes while sitting in what looked like the world's most expensive gaming setup. You were sure you had performance anxiety dreams that started better than this. If you could remember them, that is.
Sam smirked, sensing your trepidation. "You alright?"
You chuckled awkwardly, trying to hold on to the memory of what had pushed you to fix the breach in the hull. Muscle memory, instinct, whatever it was. "Oh, yeah. I'll... do my best."
Tony pressed a button on the console, and the building's systems went into lockdown mode. A safety measure to contain any potential energy surges or dangers resulting from the simulation and experimental tech.
Sliding into the OmniSight chair, you slipped on your headset and took a deep breath as the holographic interface flared to life. This wasn't just a simulation, it was your moment to prove that the trust they'd placed in you wasn't misplaced.
Within seconds, the room transformed into a dense, holographic jungle, complete with the sounds of rustling leaves and distant water. You could almost taste the dampness in the air. Your fingers hovered over the controls, each monitor a window into a different aspect of the mission. Terrain analysis, heat signatures, tactical projections.
"Here's the deal, folks. Hydra operatives stole a piece of S.H.I.E.L.D. tech and are attempting to smuggle it across the border. Our job is to intercept them before they flee. Y/N will guide us through every step... Y/N, whenever you're ready..."
It took you a minute to process the data running across three monitors. In theory, this was an amazing idea. Practically? Daunting AF. Perspiration prickled along your hairline as you felt the weight of seven pairs of eyes on you, all waiting for you to say something. Give an order, an alert, a heads-up. Anything. You'd felt it before. In the library with Natasha, on the Bus during that heart-stopping crisis. But this was so much worse.
Someone shifted their weight. Clint, probably, always restless before a mission. A sigh followed. Sam, you'd bet money on it. Then a throat clearing that could only be Bruce, trying to be supportive in his awkward, endearing way.
Steve's footsteps approached the console. "Y/N... Just start with what you see."
The monitors flickered with data, patterns emerging like constellations. "Two enemy squads ahead." Your voice surprised you with its stability, as if some other, more confident version of yourself had temporarily taken control.
"Good. Where should we go? Give us a path to take."
The tactical display painted a story in heat signatures and elevation contours. "The northern trail's a trap. Go west. It's tougher terrain, but you'll bypass the ambush and cut them off before they reach the extraction point."
Sam's exhale of relief was audible. "You heard the girl. Let's move."
