Do not trust to hope. It has forsaken these lands.

Your baby is kicking me in my ribs right now. I'm waiting on you to bring home food. Even though this will be the least eventful anniversary we've ever had (I really can't believe I forgot 😭) me and tiny baby can't wait for you to be home. Me and Luna are staring out the window. Emma is sleeping beside me on the couch in your office. You are very loved and I'm very grateful to feel like a part of a family. I thought for quite some time it would always just be me and little man. But we all adopted each other and my pregnancy hormones are gonna make me cry again, damnit. Anyway. Here's to 3 years. And like you said this morning, "And many more to come." 🦄💝👽 https://www.instagram.com/p/B06-WbHpTNh/?igshid=1jygi8l167r7d

#repost 🤣😭 it's me https://www.instagram.com/p/B0wVNeopLhC/?igshid=1n1g28ooe2uh

I only did my eyes. And did not match them. I should go to bed now... https://www.instagram.com/p/B0kcRdiJlPs/?igshid=1em82c1l19ivt

Finished my hair this morning. Nice cotton candy clown hair. "You could leave it all behind, Even the devil need time alone sometimes..." It's Called: Freefall - Rainbow Kitten Surprise https://www.instagram.com/p/B0eHoC9J6ad/?igshid=gz102hvjdzil

Nova 💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0HZlr9JmSF/?igshid=7mt4y32bd2y6

Me: *minding my business* Strangers: OmG aRe U having TWINS? 😑 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0CCbTCgUoe/?igshid=18rl4nke3f8sn

Everyone waiting for Josh to get up. Viktor's small birthday party is today. 😊💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz5apyRnqr7/?igshid=2q9tkawywhjr

Luna demanded to be in Josh's lap so he permitted it briefly. Everyone is always following him around when he's home. We are his needy entourage. I've put so much stress on him while I'm not working and pregnant. I feel guilty and sad about it a lot. I feel so loved by him and supported. I hope to one day go back to doing the same for him. But anyway here's our demon cat and the man who takes care of our pets, me, and the children. 💖💖💖💖💖 🦄💝👽 https://www.instagram.com/p/BztHQNnpXS2/?igshid=u3ubz98gfe5j

Luna demanded to be in Josh's lap so he permitted it briefly. Everyone is always following him around when he's home. We are his needy entourage. I've put so much stress on him while I'm not working and pregnant. I feel guilty and sad about it a lot. I feel so loved by him and supported. I hope to one day go back to doing the same for him. But anyway here's our demon cat and the man who takes care of our pets, me, and the children. 💖💖💖💖💖 🦄💝👽 https://www.instagram.com/p/BztGVukJy3a/?igshid=aecszal2yg7m

🙃 https://www.instagram.com/p/BzTT8r3Absq/?igshid=n2jtdl45dhc4

Luna 😍 She came to lay on my legs while I sit in the floor. I can't move now she's so cute 💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByiPWpwpmIO/?igshid=15mzlmp3ybq1x

😍💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByISYrWphuJ/?igshid=1bvjujb4n33mo

Viktor graduated kindergarten this morning. 💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByISPPiJFHt/?igshid=1iatjw5im1vw7

"Someone told me long ago There's a calm before the storm, I know It's been comin' for some time. When it's over So they say It'll rain a sunny day..." Have You Ever Seen the Rain - CCR Did my makeup to go to dinner with Josh, Dennis and Viktor. Hormones and sadness crushing me lately but it'll pass. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx_QruLpn6N/?igshid=edx38kktq6g8

Sad today. Made "art" https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx0DWVUptRe/?igshid=ecwamf3f082o

I miss tiny Viktor. I miss Papa. Everyone was so happy in this picture. Have a good Monday. 💖 https://www.instagram.com/p/BxaNSQRJUAs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=e4jo0h717tbm