This is how it's going to be.

being attached to someone who can’t love you properly is so traumatic

working on myself because it wasn't my fault but it is my responsibility to get better and take care of me now.

not all mistakes occur to be a gentle lesson. some are supposed to be a hard slap in the face to let you know how foolish you were

stop gaslighting yourself. that shit happened. it was fucked up and you’re not crazy for feeling how you do

lover girl despite all the trauma

Once i'm detached, that's it. You will never get the same version of me, ever.

Feeling safe in someone's energy is a different type of intimacy. That peace of mind and security is very underrated and I cannot emphasize this enough.

Better to admit you walked through the wrong door than spend your life in the wrong room.

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage