heaven's in your eyes

i’m honestly so bad at condensing things so i’m gna try my best to keep this short but uh.. knowing me.. i’m so srry if its too long n gets boring KJGDKGJDG

LUX KANG / 21 / GEMINI / THE STAR

growing up, lux was rlly naive, timid n obedient bc she came from a religious upbringing n always let her family’s ideologies just kind of define who she was for her instead of deciding that for herself. after her parents divorced when she was like 11, she stayed w her dad in new orleans and although she was born knowing she was capable of magic, she was never rlly allowed to practice it bc of her family but after her mom left her dad.. her dad was heartbroken so it’s not like she had someone that was constantly paying attention to her anymore so she just started practicing secretly (u kno since new orleans is a pretty witchy area already so it wasnt that hard to find some kind of cult to start practicing w haha xx)

she mainly went to private schools all her life until she got to high school so being the naive person she was, she was new to this whole partying culture and the sense of freedom and individuality everyone had intrigued her. the environment was fairly new to her so being the naive person she is she obviously succumbed to it bc she wanted to try new things

she was 16, driving home drunk from a party she had snuck out to, when she hit someone on an empty street. she wasn’t even supposed to be out at this time so she just .. skrt skrt ! dipped ! she felt rlly guilty so she told her dad later that night n instead of him calling 911 like she thought he would he was more worried abt their family’s reputation so her dad helped her hide the body :/ the police found it anyways so uh.. rip

the star card describes someone who’s through a big personal transformation due to the obstacles and challenges they’ve endured, so after that night, everything for her was different. lux started questioning everything she’s ever believed in: her religion, her family, her identity. after all, all she’s ever known was a family that always taught her to do the right thing and take action for their mistakes, and despite that her dad still told her to keep the death a secret and helped her plan a cover up (gotta love her catholic household haha !) plus her own mom left her dad years ago for some rich ceo so after tht sorta thing u just kind of question everything u ever thot u knew

basically, from causing a death to realizing that she didn’t even know her own family, lux went through a really dark period where she just.. stopped caring abt everything bc what was the point in doing the right thing ?? arent morals just a concept ? she was just rlly lost but she eventually got herself together when she was 18-19 and that’s when she started to find herself again

she’s still coping w everything n healing from her old self but she tries her best to inflict solace and tenderness to everyone she knows, mainly bc no one did that for her when she was going through a rough time

so personality wise: lux is just a rlly kind person, she’s a lot less naive than she used to be but she’s still just rlly soft for everyone as long as they treat her w that same respect (bc she’s not a complete pushover she’ll still stand up for herself n say what needs to be said if she needs to). if there’s a chance n she sees it, she’ll try to be there for everyone, she tries to be as optimistic abt things, n she’s just rlly got a golden heart. uh what else she’s also a really curious girl though like she still questions everything a lot like when she was in that dark period, she’ll be talking about how time n math is just a concept that humans created n how everything’s a social construct DKGJGGKD