Also, to all the pro-palestianian people: Trump would let Israel do whatever it wanted. Harris and Biden are trying to prevent WW3 from happening. Iran is backed by Russia.

Anyway, coming on here to say: remember to vote. Vote for people like me, who might have to flee the country if someone like Trump wins. I've legit thought about this. I don't want to be like the lgbt people, or the minorities in Germany, or the Jewish people who waited too late. I have read too many of those stories.

Over the past few months I have had memories resurface. Just pictures mostly. Pictures and feelings. I went a little over a year completely sober from THC and alcohol but in the past few months i'm like "please i just want to forget again" LMAO. No weed though, I hate that shit now. It makes everything worse

The nightmares have also increased. I have constant nightmares either of my mother abusing me, being terrified in my bed at night while looking at the wide open door, and more recently of being brutally raped by a figure with a blurry face. And I have always tended to have very vivid dreams and sometimes I'm lucid (not on purpose). This shit makes me want to tear off my skin and drink myself to death