Life: Monochrome Mourning Pain.

I really need to write... it’s been too long.

Bed rest is a bitch. 

Still recovering from my last treatment and it feels like forever to get through it.

A day before I went into hospital, I had a funeral of one of my dearest friends. I’m still in mourning process and getting myself together to recover quickly from my last treatment is kinda overwhelming. 

I’m physically and emotionally ripped apart. 

But life has always a lesson to give:

Life hit me hard. I realised it’s not worth it anymore to give my energy to people who don’t deserve it. Take people as they are and nothing else. 

I learned to transfer that energy on the people who I truly care about.  Life is short, be present into the life of people who you love.

I have already wrote a lot about this issue on my instagram stories.

Thankfully my soul mate  has supported me through out everything. My family from England came to support me as well (they said they came for a holiday but I know they came to support me) I’m really blessed.

My close friends (you know who you are aka my second family) all called me and sent me lovely messages, they are simply the best.