Oct 4, 2020
hey gang. been a hot minute.
i'm sorta just... existing at the moment. loving my family, working my new job.
oh yeah, i got a new job. sorta of government employee thing? kinda. it's hard to explain.
i'm... not good, but also not terrible? everything in my life if good right now. family's good, relationship is great, job pays well. the picture perfect scene, you know? just...
i don't... really like just existing that much. i want to actually... live, you know? if that makes sense. and i don't... really know how to do that yet.
we'll see where the road takes me. hopefully somewhere good! a man can dream, right?
