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@natureswarden
There is a pleasure in the pathless woods, There is a rapture on the lonely shore, There is society, where none intrudes, By the deep sea, and music in its roar: I love not man the less, but Nature more
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[these are old but im thinkin bout halsin lots]
ใ Don't worry i completly understand, Kahga seemed to want good but it turned out worse. I had exhanged few words before going to goblin camp.. very.. hot tempered individual. ใ
He cleared his throat, with corner of the eye watched as the woman left out of their sight fully until he once again focused fully on Halsin. He thought for a longer while what he should ask the druid, about solving his mindflyer tadpole issue, after all that's what him and his team sought help for but what if the parasite is the thing which keeps him alive from further falling into the blight .แฃ
ใ I heard you could help me with the mindflyer tadpole.. Nettie said you might be my best option when it comes to that. ใ
He spoke, his hand landing on his arm rubbing the spot where underneath all that cloth would have been his blight, he is taking huge risk here but he would rather die from blight than turn into mindflyer and he wasn't even sure how much time he has left. Maybe if he would be lucky enough - Halsin could maybe help him with the blight.. maybe. Is it even possible to solve a divine curse sent on him from his goddess he had to serve in exhange for his sister's life .แฃ
ใ I got my tadpole when I ended up on Mindflyer ship... I don't remember much, i remember waking up from the pod and then... felt something move in the back of my head. I can communicate in.. mind .แฃ with other infected.. ใ
He added in some extra important info, hoping that would be enough to be cured, to have this thing removed.
Halsin listened, arms folded over his broad chest. His tale aligned with what he learned of the growing cult of the Absolute thus far, as well as the addition of the crashed nautiloid and its survivors. Unfortunately, Vax'ildan's description did not offer anything new to help him cure them in that moment, but it did not dispute his theory for potentially moving toward one.
" I do hope Nettie did not oversell my capabilities when it comes to this parasite of yours. While I am likely more knowledgeable than most about them, particularly the strain you and your companions, that the cult leaders possessed, than most, " he replied at last, arms falling back to his sides. " These particular tadpoles have been manipulated by a particularly stubborn and curious magic that pauses or halts ceremorphosis, but does serve as a mind control agent. However, you and your companions appear to be immune to the call of the Absolute. Gratefully so. "
Before he could allow for protest, for at least full blown frustration and disappointment to settle within the group, he continued, " Still, I may know where a cure may be found as, to cure a disease, one must understand it. If my time in those cells offered anything, it was the confirmation that True Souls like yourself are created at Moonrise Towers. The cultists meet there and are transformed into True Souls by, I assume, being infected with these parasites. That is where I would recommend you search. "
Even out loud, it sounded flimsy, and he could not deny his guilt over not being able to offer a more substantial fix or a cure himself. " I must warn you though: the lands surrounding Moonrise are inundated with the Shadow Curse, a deadly malady of Shar's creation and not to be taken lightly. "
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" If we are fair, I have not technically slept, " he responded, leaning his weight on his staff. As the sky shifted from void-black to the misty gray of morning, his watch was coming to a close. Like Nol, the rest of camp would rise soon. He glanced over at the other druid, amusement alight in his eyes. " I did meditate, however, as I always do. "
[remembered i queued this HC that posted while I was out today and now I'm emotional over that and real life hurts :'3]
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[After a brain blast while talking to @perditos, I think I've maybe decided on what led to Halsin finally seeing he had a problem with alcohol and what made him basically quit drinking outright.
I think I mentioned before that his issues with drinking began after his imprisonment in the Underdark, but it worsened by far after the Shadow Curse was unleashed. However, I did not know what prompted him to quit drinking basically all together, but now I think I have an idea.
We know from his dialogue in the game that he found comfort in drinking alone at this point, and the Shadow Curse, his guilt, how he felt alone after losing his mentor and people he considered friends, and the new burden of Archdruidship all accelerated the amount he was drinking. It was something, if not the, one thing he felt he had control of, even though it was clear that the opposite was true. Therefore, he did not realize it had actually become a problem for quite some time. He did not see it affecting his leadership or disrupting his powers, so he did not feel the need to curb his drinking in any capacity.
I haven't decided on the finer details, but I think what ultimately does make him face the truth of his alcoholism is that it only made his depression to the point where he essentially and drunkenly denounced Silvanus and all his teachings. He got to the point where, in his frustration and anger with with the Shadow Curse, with his lack of progress in finding Thaniel or lifting it, in how alone he felt in his position as Archdruid that disallowed him from forming or reforming close bonds with others, he felt abandoned. By those around him, from the other druids, the Harpers, and Selunites, to his own god who he devoted the last few centuries of his life to. In this moment, Silvanus does step in and he cuts Halsin off. He loses his connection to nature entirely in an instant and it actually terrifies him. He cannot feel the plants and trees growing around him, cannot hear the voices of the animals around him, cannot access his Wild Shape.
If he felt lost and alone before, he certainly did in that moment. And, drunk as he was, he raged at first. All of that fear, sadness, and anger culminated into him taking that out on nature itself, leaving a swath of wreckage and violence unlike him in his wake. When he wore himself out just before sunrise, he fell to the ground and wept until his eyes burned and his throat was so raw he could no longer utter a word to express his rage and pain.
And, while time lessened the alcohol haze on his mind, nothing sobered him more than to at last take stock of the damage he did in his drunken stupor, one he already did not remember save for flashes of tearing and maiming and cursing. It made him realize how he truly did not have as much control of himself as he thought when he drank. He was abhorred by what he saw and recalled, and he spent a few days re-grounding himself. Fixing what he broke however he could without his magic. Reminding himself of Silvanus's teachings, and how important they were to him at his very core. He prayed and meditated and took stock of what was important, about how he needed to continue working on lifting the curse and to be patient with himself, with his god, with the process. He needed to accept what he could not change and act with diligence and patience with what he could, even if he had to do it alone.
Halsin spent probably a few days to maybe even a week out on his own both working to regain access to his powers/regaining Silvanus's favor and in continuing to try and better understand the Shadow Curse. After that time, his connection to nature returned, and he deeply understood the warning Silvanus impressed upon him. It was then that he decided to stop drinking (or to only do it on very very very very special occasions). He did not like who he became that night, and he never wanted to find himself in that situation again. The damage he did was bad enough, but he would never be able to live with himself if he lost control like that again and wrought more destruction than that time or even hurt someone (unfortunately, he probably did hurt some animals, but he did use his traditional healing know how to bring them back to health). It was a very dark moment in his life, and though he did fear facing his demons without the numbing effect of alcohol, he did not want to spiral like that again.
Also little bonus: I like the idea of Nettie helping him kick drinking and keep his sights set on what matters. It would help explain why they seemed to have a slightly better relationship than he did with the other druids and why she has so much faith in him. She knows about his darkest moment and watched him fight through it and ultimately grown from it. But Halsin also respects her not just as his apprentice but as the person who had that care and patience with him during that point. He still kept her at arm's length as he did most everyone else, but he at least allowed it to bend for her.]
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[Not at all! I'm not completely mutually exclusive! I may be a little picky if we aren't mutuals when it comes to roleplay, but general asks are always accepted. But even with more RP related stuff, I'm pretty chill to give people a chance. It may lead to us becoming mutuals in the future!]
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[i love halsin. that's it. that's the post.]
[halsin got plenty of attention last night too. he's so pretty i die.]
[1. we love halsin for being an anti-capitalist in this house. i know people give him a lot of shit for it (mostly his haters, really) but I love how angry he gets in the city. i love that he shows that he actually means what he says and that his views aren't just bs he spouts for clout. anger at actual injustice, imo, is never invalid.
2. it's weird when people try to compare the habits of people to those of animals. it's not a great argument tbh.]
Wyll had to suppress another wince, this time from how easily Halsin is able to see through him. He probably should have guessed that Halsin would, the man was so perceptive- but alas, stoicism is an instinct that has dug deeper than conscious thought usually goes for him anyhow.ย He smiles sheepishly, then returns to concern that mirrorโs the elfโs
โAre you sure? It may be best to save you energy, in case there is something more urgent that needs tending to down the line.โ
He could not begrudge Wyll's suggestion to save his energy in the event he or one of the others sustains worse injury; it would be the same reply he would likely offer the same sentiment if their roles were reversed. But, in this situation, it would behoove them to keep everyone as healthy as possible until they could make camp.
" Ensuring you are healthy now might prevent injury down the line, " he insisted, holding his hands out and beckoning him over. " I still possess plenty of energy to heal your injuries and ease your pain. In all my years as a healer, I have become quite skilled at managing it, after all. "
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Halsin's words are met with a distinctive click of tongue. "Of course I did. It feels as though they are trying to bore holes in our heads with their gaze." Her golden eyes are sharp and watchful, a hand resting on her hip near her blade, ready to wield it at a moment's notice.
"I tire of shapeshifters," Lae'zel bitterly confesses, gaze ever scanning, as if afraid any one person around them might pull a weapon out at any moment. "And I feel overly exposed in this area. Too many people and too many unknowns." Lae'zel is a strong and resilient fighter, but even she needs to rest. It is hard to rest when the hairs on the back of her neck are almost constantly standing up. At the sound of laughter her gaze flickers to Astarion who is chatting with and chuckling with one of the local merchants. "At least Astarion is enjoying himself." Despite her inability to relax herself it is nice to see Astarion seem less guarded. They all have their troubled pasts but he especially has been through a lot of pain. A quiet chuckle slips past her own lips as she adds, "perhaps it is you who is the center of attention. There is a flock of women staring at you as we speak."
" I could not agree more, " he rumbled, his own eyes roving the crowd. They paused on Astarion and merchant, his fingers twitching at his side and the bear within bristling with memory. He half expected the merchant to shift before their eyes to Bhaal's chosen to taunt the vampire and the rest of his companions further. It would not be the first time it happened, after all.
Only when Lae'zel pointed specifically to a group of women paying him particular attention did he shift his attention to them. When their gazes met, half of them giggled behind their hands while the other shot him flirtatious winks. His cheeks and the tips of his ears burns as he averted his eyes back to his githyanki companion. It was not uncommon for him to garner this manner of attention wherever he went, but it did grow tiresome when he spent more time spurning the advances of the city's denizens than fighting the cult of the Absolute. With the threat of dopplegangers taking on the likeness of anyone, it required more vigilance and only made the task all the more exhausting.
" What do you imagine the odds are they maintain their distance? " Halsin hazarded another glance toward the group and regretted it instantly when they waved. Politeness dictated he at least offer a nod of acknowledgement, a tight smile on his lips. " I cannot say I am in the right headspace to deal with propositions at the moment. Not when any number of them or those around use could be Orin or one of her henchman in disguise... "
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Alot of blood had been spilled this day, thankfully it had been only goblin's blood than anyone else's. Time to claim the reward and potentially some answers what he was looking for.. maybe even answer to how to get rid off this cursed tadpole.. thought there was something what had been concerning him. If he gets rid off the tadpole will the growth of blight resume until it will fully consume him .แฃ
He approached the gate alongside his companions; wizard from the waterdeep, shar worshipper and a vampire spawn. Quite intriquing squad. While his companions were bantering between each other, he remained quiet. Tired.. exhausted.
The raven champion walked through the gate, first talking to Zevlor to receive his payment and then he decided to head where previously druid's had been doing rite of the thorns. He could hear raised voices from afar as he stepped closer. Seems the tall muscular elf man was the one whose druids told him about that maybe he could cure him from the tadpole.
He waited near by for the two individuals to end talking so that he could exhange some words with Halsin, hand moving to wipe blood off his face, most likely he will tell his teak to setup camp near by so they could rest after talk. He couldn't make up too much out of the words which spilled from this distance.. yet what he could make from them, it was something about rite of thorns and Halsin's huge dissaproval on it.
Moss-hazel eyes bore into Kahga's back as she retreated to lick her wounds after the verbal lashing he administered upon his return. The Rite of Thorns. Though he saw the evidence laid bare before him upon his return, heard the testimonies from adventurer, druid, and tiefling alike, the reality that those he led--those he taught and guided and cared for--would attempt to enact such measure. He understood it was fear that blinded them, all of them, even Kahga to some degree, but his blood boiled to find such drastic measures attempted to dispel and ultimately kill such a vulnerable group as the refugees. To hear that his former second threatened to kill one of their children.
His rage was only tempered by guilt. By understanding. This was his failing, ultimately. His leadership or lack thereof culminated in this moment. Certainly, he did not foster or teach these horrific attitudes on display in his absence outright, something in his leadership rotted the core of the Circle somewhere along the way.
Approaching footsteps drew him from his thoughts further forced him to reign in his anger, a deep breath exhaled as he re-centered his thoughts. He turned his attention to the group taking advantage of Kahga's exit to command his attention. And, as his saviors from that filthy cell and the torment he endured within it, for saving the refugees here from a harrowing fate, he was more than willing to give it.
" I am sorry you witnessed my exchange with Kahga. That you needed to entangle yourself in this mess at all. Though, I am grateful you did. " He bowed his head, solidifying his gratitude. " Please, my time is yours. Whatever you need to discuss, I will offer any and all knowledge and wisdom on the topic. "
