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i hate having an internal monologue like shut the fuck up for five minutes.

To love me is to suffer me, and I believe that

One of the most dangerous things in the world is not being able to say no to people because you don't want to upset them or dissapoint them. This will completely ruin your life in every way possible, at work, in your private life, your sex life and your friendships. It's a way of removing your own consent in your own decisions and go against your wishes, it is always a crime against yourself. Let yourself have a say. Upsetting people is better than traumatizing yourself.

suddenly i don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because i always yearned for someone to understand my soul.

breaking news: if you establish boundaries, the world does not explode and you are not placed into horrible people jail

Girl whose most frequent mistake is inaction voice: wow I keep making mistakes I better not do anything

do you think it'll get better if i just die

be the decadent, cold-hearted brunette you want to see in the world. 

i got that dog in me but it's poorly socialized and i don't take it on as many walks as i should

do some people know they’ll be inscribed into my heart forever no matter the silence and the distance and most of all no matter the time

in a way i am my own dead wife

i love girls who are unapologetically weird like yes girl go complete batshit crazy ily

wanting is deeply humiliating so ive decided that i dont need anything ever again

I hope everyone grows tired of being cruel to each other soon

I treat them like they have a heart like mine, and that's where I go wrong.