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RIGHT BY HER SIDE !

━╋ cassie mckay × female reader / implied femme reader and butch assie !

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Cassie Mckay who shows you off all the time, but theres nothing she loves more than showing you off on her work yearly dinner.

While you're getting ready together to the event, when you're still applying your makeup, Cassie sits on the edge of the bed watching you do it, with soft music playing in the background. She looks at your dress, whose color is the same as her blouse under her blazer, and grabs her phone to take a photo of you.

You catch her doing it and smile at her trough the mirror, she smiles back and walks up to you, her hard boots echoing and she grabs your waist, feeling the texture of the dress. “You look too good… might have to keep you here all to myself” Cassie says while bending down slightly to kiss your neck gently.

“I thought you liked showing me off?” You asked with a chuckle as you grab your lipstick to paint your lips. You feel her grip you on you tighten and her lips wandering to your jaw. “I do… but I like having you in my sight, specially when you look this gorgeous.”

You laugh and finish painting your lips, she waits for you too put the lipstick on the table before grabbing your cheeks and turning you around slightly, stealing a messy kiss from you and smudging all your lipstick. You groan and push her away. “Cassie!- god I have to put it all over again now” You whine and grab a napkin, cleaning the smudged color of your chin and over your lips, hearing her laugh while she wraps her arms around you.

“Im sorry I couldn't control myself.” She chuckled and watches you put it all over again. “We’re going to be late” You tell her and she shakes her head backing away from you and grabbing your bag and jacket. “You can put your lipstick on the car- I might steal a kiss from you again” she says and you roll your eyes.

You walk to the private dinner, your arm on hers, she can't help but feel her warm heart beat fast. Even thought Cassie is a private person, even to her closest co workers and friends, she feels proud to have you on her arm and doesn't hate the looks she gets.

Greeting everybody while she still keeps her hand on the small of your back, walking around the fancy diner, with a big table on the middle, some cushions, a bar and an balcony with the most beautiful view in Pittsburgh. Before the actual dinner, Cassie and you talk to some of her co workers, even if you are a little shy and just listen to them talk she makes sure to pay attention to you and not make you feel left out.

Cassie left you for a few moments when someone called her and the new doctors off the emergency center walked towards you with drinks in their hands. “So you're Mckay’s girlfriend right?” The girl asks, Trinity is her name, you've heard about her. You nod with a smile and she hits the boy’s shoulder playfully. “I told you cassie was into women!” he groans and gives you a polite smile, just like the girl on his side with big doe eyes that looks like she doesn't want be he here.

“We heard a little about you, I mean- we heard princess and perlah talk about you.” Trinity said not realizing that she just said that you were topic of gossip. “I-In a good way of course, they- were talking about seeing everybody's partner and family” Dennis says trying to make the situation better. You laugh softly and shake your head, “I know princess and perlah and they habits of gossiping, its okay.”, you say and you saw the relief in his face.

“They didn't say tho… that you were really pretty- seriously girl you could model” Trinity tells you and you blush a little, “Oh- uh thank you, that's really sweet of you”. Victoria side eyes Trinity and looks around, “ Seriously Trinity… “ She sighs and the girl looks at her confused. “What?- What's wrong with?” Trinity scoffs but Dennis quickly interrupts. “So- how did you two meet?”

From the other side of the room, at the bar, Cassie sees the interaction and smiles to herself, even tho she can't hear what you're talking about, she knows those three are probably being a menace. Dana walks to her and orders a drink, “Want one?” She asks but before Cassie could deny she touches her hand softly, “Of course you don't- sorry I forgot” She says and looks at where Cassie’s looking.

“Oh I bet they're having fun there- the poor girl looks scared.” Dana says and the two laugh, she looks at the red head with a soft smile. “How long has it been now?” She asks and nudges her arm. “Uhm… two years- three in may” Cassie says and Dana nods, “That’s good hun… things are going well, I can see that you're really happy.” Dana says making her smile. “Yeah… im really happy- we’re happy- I honestly can't believe im so lucky.”

Back at the entrance, on the sofas, you answer their questions about your’s and Cassie’s relationship.

“You live together?” Victoria asks for the first time, making your stomach flutter and you nod, “I moved in this year actually.” You say and Trinity leans in, invested.

“She has a son right? How is it like living with a little kid? Even thought I might have the answer to that” She says and kicks Denni’s leg with a laugh.

From the bar Cassie watched you laugh, her eyes are bright with love. “Oh you're down bad” Dana says making her roll her eyes. “I should go rescue her” Cassie says and leaves Dana, who chuckles to her self.

While you four laugh, she walks to you making you look up to her. You smile at her and she puts her hands in her pockets. “Having fun? I hope you three aren't telling her embarrassing stories of me” She says and you all laugh. “Oh no- of course not- we’re getting the love story.” Trinity says and winks at Cassie. “Of course” she laughs and back at you, caressing your hair.

Dinner passes by with the sound of clacker from the plates, the smell of food and loud conversations. During the meal you felt Cassie’s leg brush against yours and eventually her hand found your thigh, brushing her thumb softly at your skin.

While everybody walked out of the table and went to the bar she grabbed your hand. “Wanna go outside? I could catch some air” She said and you nod. She guides you to the balcony and you two reach the railing.

It was silent, just the sound of traffic and the muffled sound of everybody inside. You looked at the sky, a pretty orange sunset layed on Pittsburgh sky. “It's really pretty” You say and Cassie agrees, looking at your face. She didn't say it, didn't want to ruin the moment with her teasing, but she wasn't looking at the sky. You two stay in silence for a few minutes before she spoke.

“Thankyou for being here with me, I know you're not a super fan of this.” She says and you look at her. “Of course Cassie." You smile at her and grab her hand.

“I didn’t use to come to this dinners that much, I would always leave early. But now, when you come with me I like it. Not just because I get to show you off- but when you're here with me.. I feel like I can to this, you make it all easier you know… and you make me fall in love with you anymore, if thats even possible.”

“Really ? I mean you were the one grounding me all night- “ You chuckle and try to ignore the warm heat you feel crawl up your neck at her words. “Still… you make me actually enjoy this dinners.” She says and gets closer to you.

“I also enjoy being here, I like meeting your co workers and knowing more about them, and it makes me…” You stop and look at the view for a second, she squeezes your hands and nods. “It makes us feel more… real? I don't know how to explain it- its not like I didn’t think we weren't oficial before- that's not what I mean-” You panic with your words but she shakes her head with a smile.

“ I just- I like telling people about us… being perceived as a couple you know?…” You say a little more quietly and she nods. “Yeah… yeah I understand it.” She said and caressed your hand. “I like it too” She smiled and grabbed your waist, pushing you towards her. “I love you…” She said and looked at you, then your lips where she saw them smile. “I love you too” You said and grabbed her neck, pulling her towards you and kissing her lips.

━╋ cassie mckay × female reader / yolanda garcia x female reader

Cassie who has been in love with you for a long time now, but she takes things slow, she needs to figure out her feelings and she isn't sure you could reciprocate her feelings.

Cassie goes out of her way to check on you, makes awful jokes just see you laugh, gives you advices and always tells you how good of job you did, gives you small touches here and there, on your shoulder, arm, the small of your back and always looks at you like you're the most precious thing she has even seen. And Garcia sees everything.

Garcia sees exactly trough Cassie, the two weren't very close but always made small talk, but when she realized cassie might have a thing for you her demeanor falls and can't help but be jealous. She knows you two are done. You broke up mutually but still… it didn't stop Garcia to think about you. And she knew how easy you were to fall in love with…

Everytime she sees you two interact her jaw tightens, she crosses her arms and looks away, trying to distract herself. She also starts to become more passive aggressive towards Cassie, but the red head is just confused, she just shakes that feeling and continues with her day. But she starts to realize how Garcia looks at her when she's with you and when she makes the mistake of talking about you with her… yeah she might figure out theres something wrong.

Could Garcia also like you? Cassie wasn't one for love triangles for gods sake, but this situation was starting to become bigger and more awkward than ever. Everybody around them could tell the tension between them, but even Cassie couldn't answer their questions.

Garcia tries to control herself, she does, and when you confront her about her behavior towards you and Cassie she can't help but scoff at you, saying its you who are imagining things, but deep down she feels guilty. She has no business to act like things, you have the right to continue with your life… but god did you really have to it right in front of her?

Thinking about reader who still answers to old habits like knowing what coffee order Garcia likes and reaching out to give her, in the middle of a triage telling exactly what Garcia would have done, still laughing at her comments, brushing your shoulder trough hers when you pass her, looking over her shoulder in the middle of surgery … yeah that doesn't help Garcia at all. But you didn't end in bad terms and you work together, you couldn't just simply ignore her.

Cassie who one day tells you “You know a lot about Garcia” while in a small break between triage. You just shrug and tell her you've spent a lot of time around her before, but you realize what she truly meant.

She starts to replay those moments on her head, how you know so much about Garcia but theres so much tension. And she realized Garcia doesn't look at her but at you. When she figures that out she feels lost, she liked you so much as was ready to finally tell you when she figured out theres still something between you and Garcia. So she pulls back, not completely but slowly, maybe she can forget about her crush on you but she knows it's impossible when she has to look at your face everyday.

You notice it, and so does Garcia, but can't feel an ounce of happiness when she sees how badly you are affected from it. So she just sighs and decided to stop this right now. She finds Cassie alone and asks if she could talk to her, but when they are alone Cassie speaks first, she was bracing herself trying to let go of you.

“Is there something going on between you and- “ but before she could finish Garcia interrupts her. “Theres nothing going on between me and her-” Garcia says and crosses her arms but Cassie shakes her head in disbelief.

“Are you sure- I see the way you look at her” Cassie says and tries to not sound hurt. “And I see the way you look at her. Look, we were together, but we broke up months ago, she's single and she's all yours. I want to see her happy Mckay.” Garcia says and Cassie opens her mouth but nothing comes out- she wasn't expecting that.

“I was jealous- I can't lie… but I see the way she looks at you and I can promise you she likes you too. So, go for it, truly. I know you'll treat her right- it was just hard for me to see her move on.” Garcia continues and Cassie nods.

“Thankyou for… being so honest with me- I thought - I was just going to give up” Cassie sighs in honesty and Garcia shakes her head. “Don't. Seriously, she looked like a kicked puppy when you started ignoring her” Garcia said causing Cassie to feel guilty.

“I will back off and I hope you make something out of it” Garcia says before leaving the room, letting Cassie stay there with her thoughts.

At the end of the day, Garcia sees Cassie approach you trough the glass from the trauma room while she was cleaning her hands. She knows Cassie is a good person with a kind heart, she will treat you just like you deserve it. And as long as you're happy garcia’s heartbreak feels a little warm. 

Being a resident in the Pittsburgh Emergency hospital and secretly dating Samira Mohan…

━╋ samira mohan × female reader 18+ and fluff

Just thinking about lingering glances from each side of the room, small touches while passing trough each other, asking each other for help and defending each other when someone makes a comment.

Defending Samira when someone calls her Slow Mo, sending them a death stare while telling how rude they are and that maybe they should be as patient and compassionate as Doctor Mohan.

Eating lunch together and talking about patients or more complicated cases, but if you two are alone, you'll talk about how tired you are and can't wait to go home and cuddle together while watching some romantic movie.

Maybe already living together, in a cozy and well decorated house (samira takes decoration very seriously) and having adorable domestic moments. Eating breakfast together, with sleepy faces and with a comfortable silence, cleaning the house while listening to music and dancing around, massaging each other’s body after a tiring day…. just so soft and loving.

Other doctors and nurses knowing theres definitely something going on with you two, they see they way you look at each other, how you talk about each other… yeah they know you two are together.

Catching Samira break down on the bathroom and comforting her. Wrapping your arms around her and letting her cry in your shoulder, caressing her back.

“shh.. its okay honey… take it all out” You comfort her, you knew how stressful the day was being, and know with the rush of patients from the shooting, samira was exhausted and overwhelmed. “You did everything you could, and you did such a good job baby.” You whisper to her and she take her head out of your shoulder, looking at you and trying to calm herself down.

You wiped away her tears and she nodded, “It- it was just all too much” she said and you agreed, caressing her hair and her face. “And that's okay… it's okay to break down… to take a moment, everything’s alright” She nodded and hugged you again, tightly and grounding. “Thankyou… god- thank you baby” She kissed your cheeks and grabbed your hands.

Leaving work hand in hand, in a comfortable silence wanting nothing more than to get home, take a shower and enjoy each others presence. I do think Samira needs some silence time, specially after a hard shift, so she loves when you're on the couch doing your own thing in silence, but she feels your leg against her and knows you're there with her.

If you in someway are in danger while at work, like for example a patient being to aggressive at you or even reaching the point of hurting you in someway Samira will seriously be angry and will try to talk to the patient herself if she can. She does not play about you. She checks if you're okay, looking at your face/body to make sure you're not badly hurt and if you are she will take care of you. You never saw her so serious and scary before.

Dana finding out you're dating when she sees you wearing some shirt under your scrubs that she has seen samira wear before. She will definitely tease you about it as much as she can, with that grin on her lips while you deny.

dating mel king headcanons . . .ᐟ

━╋ mel king x female reader 18+ and fluff

She is the sweetest girlfriend ever !! prove me wrong. She is always thinking about your well being, your likes and interests, she loves to hear you talk, always tries to find a way to mention you and can't wait to get home to you <3

I think Mel isn't really big on physical touch, or at least she doesn't really initiate it. But she absolutely loves to hug you after a long day, cuddle you and rest her head on your chest while telling you what happened during work.

Sometimes mel can be a little insecure, she might think you could find someone else, someone more interesting, more outgoing, extroverted …(poor baby has abandonment issues). But you just have to reassure her that you would never abandon her, kissing her face and hands, telling her how you truly love her and adore her. She gets so red and smiles so hard- her eyes getting watery. She hugs you tight and tells her how important you are to her.

Making plans with her sister, all three of you hanging out and having so much fun. Going to the zoo, fairs, exhibitions, taking photos and eating some snacks. Mel absolutely loves how you interact with her sister, normally people infantilize her but you don't, yes you're more gentle (if that could be any possible, in mel’s opinion) but you treat her like a normal person and seem interested in her conversations.

You understand that mel sometimes can be a little closed off / not tell you her worries. You immediately see that something is bothering her, she isn't really good at hiding it anyway. You always ask her if she wants to talk, if she doesn't want to you just nod and try to make her feel better, putting one of her favorite movies on, making her favorite food and brining her the coziest blankets.

Thinking about meeting mel in university or her as a university student and having study dates in a library or on each others houses. Being silent during hours but enjoying each others presences anyway. Mel making you quiz her so she's 100% sure she knows all the material. …rewarding mel with kisses when she gets them right….

Always reassuring mel she's a good doctor, because she is. You aren't there to see it but just from the way mel talks about her work, specially her patients, you know she's doing the impossible to help them, comfort them and be there for them when others can't. She’s extremely empathetic, towards anyone, specially children, specially you.

Mel loves to take care of you when you're sick. She jokes how grumpy you get when you're sick but you also love to be taken care of. She might be a little overbearing, constantly asking how you're feeling and what symptoms you're feeling but she's just worried. You don't get sick for more than 3 days, that's how good she is. “My own personal doctor” you call her hugging her while laying down and she smiles, caressing your hair.

If you're in public, hanging out with your friends and mel feels a little overwhelmed or needs to breath for a second, she would type it on her phone. The same if she sees you also need it. You guys end up somewhere else quiet eating food and talking about your friends. 

She never told anyone at work she has a girlfriend, I feel like she's very private on that part, but one day trinity probably saw her texting you with a smile on her face, orrrr she saw a photo of you on her wallet (she keeps a photo of you and her sister there for luck). Now everybody nows because trinity cannot keep her mouth shut, mel doesn't really like the attention but she enjoys hearing that everybody is happy for her. Trinity making a joke about how hot you are and mel just being like... yeah my girlfriend is very beautiful!!

Braiding her hair every morning before she goes to work…. omg please. She always smiles while you're doing it, telling you what she hopes the day goes by.

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She always asks for consent- it doesn't matter if you're already humping her high she always ask if you're sure. She checks on you also, asking if it's okay she goes harder, asking you if it feels good… she needs that reassurance.

She’s very gentle trust but sometimes she can't control herselfff. God imagine her just losing herself in you, and not even being aware of what she's doing or how fast/rough she's going. When she realizes it she apologizes and asks if she hurt you, looking up at you with big worried eyes- just to meet your very desperate eyes and proud grin.

Hear eating you out- your hands in her blonde hair, gripping it tightly when watching her glasses fog. Taking of her glasses and biting on the temples of it- trowing your head back- she gets hornier for sure.

She’s obsessed with your body, she loves touching, feeling all of your body and she's so sweet. She loves kissing your neck and going down to your collarbones, she’ll take her time appreciating your body- full on worship. Kissing your thighs until you can't anymore and shove her face in between them.

Mel loves using the strap but she also loves when you use it on her, specially after a long and stressful day. I think she prefers being face to face with you- her legs wrapped around your waist while you sink your strap into her- she gasps and whines a lot, also telling you how good you're making her feel.

Parker Ellis flirting with a clumsy patient who she definitely is not suppose to…

━╋ parker ellis x female reader

She sees you on a bed- you clearly do not want to be there, it's 1 am and you were in your pajamas with a bloody hand. She reaches you with a small smile and introduces herself to you, watching you smile back to her, but she could see the discomfort on your face.

“What happened here?” She grabs your hand gently and takes off the towel that was covering the cut, deep but nothing to serious. “I was doing some midnight snack- cutting some fruits when my cat jumped on the table and it scared me- next thing I know my hand was just bleeding out.” You tell her a little embarrassed and she just chuckles.

“We all love some midnight snacks” She says and starts taking care of the wound. “It's just- it's a little embarrassing no?” You ask and she shakes her head.

“I work on nights everyday, trust me I've seen way worse things than this, way embarrassing and way confusing” She says and that makes you laugh- and she could help but notice how beautiful you looked. Even with a sleepy face and in your pajamas.

“What was the weirdest think you saw tonight?” You ask her as she stitched your cut. She thought for a second and looked up at you, “I saw a girl with a fork stabbed on her nose” She said and you your jaw fell, she laughed at your reaction and covered your wound.

“I know- that one was crazy” She chuckled and took off her gloves. “Here, all finished. You just need to come back in three or four days just to check if it's healed” She said and you nodded, she walked up to the computer and started to write your historic. She looked at you for a second, “You can leave now… or do you wanna stay here?” She quirked an eyebrow at you and you blushed.

“Well I- I was enjoying your company” You said and she shook her head with a smirk. “You were?” She asked. “So was I- but I wouldn't want you to see here again- well not in the ER at least” She said and thought for a moment.

“I would like to see you again” She smiled and so did you, you took off your phone from your pocket and gave it to her.

“You might get me in trouble for this-” She looked around and grabbed the phone from your hands, saving her number on it. “Why? its not like ill be here again- I hope I wont” You commented and she gave your phone back, when a doctor called her name.

thinking about Cassie Mckay dating an elementary teacher . . .ᐟ

━╋ cassie mckay x female reader

Maybe one day Cassie was late for picking up Harrison from school, so he was put in your class as you cleaned it and organized some things. You made small talk with the young boy but after a while he started to get more talkative, telling you his mother is a doctor, explaining that's why she's late.

You are putting some drawings and crafts material in a box when someone knocked at the door and Harrison runned towards them. You look at the door and see the red head, still with a pony tail and her top shrubs, looking around while she hugged the young boy. You heard her apologize to him, kissing his head and grabbing his bag.

“Hello- hi I am Harrison’s mother, Cassie- im so sorry im late but I really couldn't leave work earlier” She approached you with an kind smile, you could tell she was tired and wanted nothing more than go home and lay down.

“Hi! its no problem really, your work must be very dificult and busy- and I didn't mind having Harrison here, he made me company” You smiled at her and Cassie swore she blushed and thought you were the most beautiful women she had ever seen.

“Oh yeah- the ER- wait… how did you know I was a doctor?” She asked confused, yet with a playful smile. “Oh Harrison here told me, and truly its okay- you have one of the most important jobs in the world” You said and Cassie looked at her son who had a shy grin on his lips.

“Yeah… it can be a lot- sometimes.” Cassie sighed and looked around the classroom, she didn't think she had seen so much color ever. But it was adorable really- that's how she figured out you were an elementary teacher, Harrison’s school went up till middle school.

“Again, thank you so much for letting him stay here with you, I wish I could say it wont happen again- but I truly can't” A laugh came out of her as she looked at you, scratching her neck.

“Oh it's no problem really- Harrison can stay here anytime, it's just me at this hour” You told her and she nodded her head, thanking you again.

Cassie spent the rest of the day thinking about you. About your adorable smile, your colorful and comfy clothes, your kindness, your classroom that radiates happiness and comfort…

Harrison became the matchmaker. He could see how his mother looked at you, how she smiled and laughed when you made a joke or simply were nice, how she talked about you with him, praising you for your kindness and how of a good teacher you should be.

One time Cassie wasn't even late, but Harrison had sneaked away to your class- but this time you were coloring with some other two kids whose parents were going to be late. So Cassie had to find him, rolling her eyes with a smile as she heard his voice coming from your door. You two were laughing and drawing on some blank papers. She smiled so hard, her neck felt warm and her stomach as you would say, had butterflies flying around.

With time you and Cassie talked more, her giving you her number so she could warn you when she was going to be late. She also started to go out of her way to walk into your classroom, either when she picked um Harrison from school or when she would drive him there, making a quick stop in your classroom. And when Cassie say your adorable sleepy face, glasses on, sipping from a strong coffee and reading a book she realized how fucked she was. She was into you, bad.

Cassie finally gaining the courage to invite you on a date. She told Harrison to walk to the car ruffling his hair, when she turned to you with a shy grin.

“Hey..uhm- I wanted to ask you something” Cassie said and you nodded, smile on your face, and attentive eyes she could swear got brighter and bigger.

“Would you maybe.. like to go out with me? We could grab a drink- or maybe even have dinner… what do you think?” She asked, you could tell she was a bit nervous but also wanted to look confident.

“Are you asking me on a date?” You asked with a laugh, making her too. “Yeah- yes I am… so what do you say?” She asked.

“Of course, I would love to go on a date with you Cassie” You smile and she sighed in relief. “Alright.. good- good, that's amazing- I'll text you when and where? “ She asked in confirmation and you nodded.

“I have to go now- but, I will be looking forward to, goodbye!” She said and smiled, giving you a small wave while she walked away.

Your date was amazing, on a nice restaurant with amazing food, wine and soft music blessing your ears, but if you asked Cassie she would say she preferred the sound of your voice, specially when you laughed.

Having more dates with her, going on walks, fairs, bars, museums. You two were completely in love with each other at this point.

Cassie remembers the first time you kissed, you were both a bit wine drunk, in her apartment (harrison was with his dad) watching some trashy reality show sitting on her couch. When she felt your lips on hers she couldn't control herself, cupping your cheek with one hand while the other went to you waist and maybe also travelled around your body. Cassie felt your grip on her hair, your gasps and muffled moans, she stopped kissing you and looked into your eyes, begging and desperate. You both had a looongg night.

Longer into your relationship, now official and with Harrison’s knowledge, you two decided you should move in with them. Harrison loved you, Cassie thought that maybe it would be a little hard but no, Harrison was so happy you lived with them, and even happier for her mother to have found you.

Showing Cassie your students drawings, asking her opinions about your ideas for new projects/activities, going shopping with her and wasting money on arts and crafts material and books, gossiping with each other about your works…

dating trinity santos headcanons . . .ᐟᅟ

━╋ trinity santos × female reader 18+ and fluff.

⁠trinity is very honest and wouldn't lie to you about anything. It's refreshing really, there's good communication, no secrets between you two, and you can always count on her opinion. but sometimes trinity can be too honest, or simply forget about the harshness of her words. but she's working on that.

she loves going out with you! loves planning dates and get ready together, dancing together on the dance floor while tipsy, having a nice romantic dinner, walking around downtown hand in hand watching the sunset and going on cinema dates.

but trinity also loves the comfort of your apartment. she loves waking up and seeing your sleeping face, but will deny that she stares at you. cooking together and making a mess all over the kitchen, doing the dishes while listening to music and having game nights where she is completely competitive.

she's very cocky, she thinks she's always right and her way of doing things is the right one. When you guys buy ikea furniture she is the one that builds it, telling you to just sit down and look pretty for her. but eventually you have to help her because surprise! she's not that great and needs a second pair of hands.

⁠trinity loves to annoy people. and especially you, but in a different way. she annoys you out of love, its like her love language. she repeats what you say, calls you funny nicknames, tells you your wrong when she knows you're not, avoids your kisses just to see you get mad at her.

she uses your stuff all the same, even if she has the exact same thing. then looks at you with a stupid smile saying "your stuff is just better".

trinity is protective and very defensive of you. she's not scared to trow a punch at some man who is making you uncomfortable at a club. she always has her arm around your waist or your shoulders. oh and she absolutely gets mad when someone talks badly about you, she will curse their entire family.

she will absolutely gossip with you about work. she gets home exhausted and just wants to lay down and sleep but she sure as hell will also sat you down on the couch and tell you what happened at work, who pissed her off and strange situations that happened. you know everybody's business and nicknames she gives.

thinking about trinity making you jealous. her telling you how beautiful the women she works with are just to see your face fall and get mad at her. but she apologizes giving you as many kisses you want and do everything you want.

she has that cuteness aggression with you. will hug you as tight as possible, kiss your face non stop, grab your cheeks and caress your hair like a puppy.

omg imagine trinity bringing home her coworker dennis after her first shift and having to explain everything to you. the dynamic definitely changes but its also fun. more karaoke nights, movie nights, game nights. theres a lot of screaming and arguing at that one.

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she's 100% a switch. she loves to top, don't get me wrong, but I also think she loves having you on top of her making her feel so good.

she can be mean sometimes, and a little condescending, mocking your moans and the way you gasp. she truly loves the affect she has on you.

but she can also be very sweet and gentle, especially when you have a bad day and just need some comfort and feel adored.

she looooves strapping, and feels very cocky and powerful. she prefers to see your face while she fucks you, kissing and sucking on your neck while going fast and deep. "you feel that baby? it feels good doesn't it? so good..."

when she bottoms, she can be a little brat. "are you gonna fuck me or not ?" she asks tilting her head with her eyebrows raised. " god- go harder baby- can't do it?" she pisses you off so much.

but sometimes she does nothing but moan and curse. closing her eyes when your fingers hit that spot, scratching your back and holding everything she can to anchor her.

when she has a awful day and is just so frustrated and tired, she has sex with you, she just wants to forget about everything. but sometimes you tell her its better if she talks to you first, tell her what bothered her. its not super healthy to just pretend nothing happened and have sex. she needs to actually talk about her frustrations and worries.

if you send her some sexy photos while she's at work she would get so mad, but also get more distracted, thinking about your body and the way it squirms underneath her.

dating cassie mckay headcanons . . .ᐟᅟ

━╋ cassie mckay × female reader 18+ and fluff.

because cassie has a son, in the beginning of your relationship she didn't introduced you to him, but after some months she definitely starts to plan activies so you two get to know each other. going shopping, zoo and the aquarium visits, game nights, cinema hours, fun moments you all enjoy and make it easier for your new appearance in the family.

cassie's face hurts after smiling so much during these moments, and she's definitely the person that takes photos and then watches them with fondness.

she wasnt used to check her phone so much, but now she yearns and gets exited after a simple text from you. sometimes while shes working she takes some time to text you goodmorning and ask about your work or day plans. she loves when you send her photos or videos of your day, her coworkers catch the smile on her face.

if you for some reason are sick, or feel more down, she tries not to go all doctor on you, but definitely tells you what to do and takes care of you. if you're stubborn, so is she, and she reminds you that she has an eleven year old son, so nothing is too much for her.

and if you show up at the ER, she'll panick. even if you have a smile in your face and look okay. one time you went in because she had forgotten her lunch and she fell her heart stop when she saw you and dana near the door. definitely tells you to call her first.

soft moments with her while her son is with his dad. picking her up from work after a rough shift and hugging her tight, making her dinner while she complains to you about what happened and all of her worries and arguments. cuddling together on her bed, taking her hair off the pony tail and massaging her head and neck. she rewards you with kisses and soft touches under your shirt.

cutting her bangs on the bathroom. thinking about her being frustrated that her bangs have grown and they are staring to bother her so you decided to cut her bangs. she's not sure about it but she also doesn't want to spend money on a hairsallon. her being panicky when you touch her forehead with the scissors but she relaxes when she looks at herself in the mirror. telling you you're now her hairstylist.

and yes for some reason I also think ypu would dye her hair too. but its more messy and sometimes it takes long because you distract yourselves kissing and talking about something else.

sometimes she gets insecure and feels hypocritical if you're young. because one, she thinks that maybe you should be dating someone your own age, and two because she judges and has made scenes out of her ex husbands new girlfriend who's almost the same age as you.

but you're always there to keep her worries away, and tell her that you love her, and she shouldn't get insecure, she's a beautiful, kind and hardworking women who you fell in love with. she kisses you hard and shuts her eyes pressing her forehead to yours thanking you, and also telling how much she loves you too.

moving in with her and her son, she couldn't be happier and also hes the reason to why you're moving in so fast. one night, while you were watching a movie he asked when you were going to move in.

cassie loves the domestic moments with you, washing dishes together with some music in the background, cleaning around the house, taking showers together to relax, waking up with kisses and long hugs, having your stuff around the house and seeing how you and her son get on so well.

18+

to me cassie is a soft dom. shes so gentle, soft-spoken and only wants to make you feel good. but shes definitely more experienced, so she uses that to guide you and teach you some things.

she loves to hear you moan, but only when youre alone. she loves to hear you gasp when she touches you with a little more force,  whine when she has been edging you for a little time and moan when she touches all the right places.

cassie isn't to kinky - I think shes pretty vanilla, but if you introduced something new to her she would love to experiment.

you brought up the idea of straps, she loves it now. having you on all fours, ass up, face down, while pushing her strap into you, going fast and steady. loves to hear your muffled moans ont he pillow and grab your waist.

she might be fucking you fast and hard, but she always gives a soft and gentle side. giving your back kisses while strapping you, kissing your neck and collar bones while shes fingering you, caressing your tummy and tighs while shes eating you out.

she teaches you how to please her, the first time you eat her out she cummed so hard and fast. watching you obey her, doing exactly what she tells you while looking up at her with wide puppy eyes. looking so adorable as if your not licking her pussy and playing with her clit.

one time she was strapping you while face to face, putting your thighs on her each side of her waist and cupping your face. her mouth on one of your nipples, keeping a slow but deep rhythm. you were whining and shut your eyes, head thrown back when she stopped sucking your tits and gave you a small tap on your cheek.

" look at me pretty girl, I want to watch you cum " she said with that raspy sweet voice of hers. You look at her and she smiles, her thumb gently caressing your lip. she just wasnt expecting when you put her thumb in your mouth, sucking and locking it. then put another finger and watch you drench it with saliva. that woke something in her.

Orchid Love . . .ᐟᅟ

florist reader × tatto artist vi

modern au, butch vi, femme reader, cursing, flirting, small knowledge of flowers and tattos (i tried my best)

⊹₊ ⋆

While Vi is drawing on her sketchbook, making some new ideas for tattoos, she notices you.

Through the big glass window of the shop across the street, she notices a girl crouched down among buckets of tulips, lillies, roses— her hands moving gently as she tucks stems into perfect bouquets. A new business in the street.

Vi leans against the counter of her tattoo studio, her face resting on her ink-stained hand, and watches. She tells herself she’s just being a good neighbor, sizing up the new business on the block. But really, she’s staring like a creep.

When the flower shop finally opens, Vi doesn’t wait long. She can't - she wants to know the cute girl with a flower behind her ear. She shoves her sleeves up, tattoos along her arms, and crosses the street. The little bell above the door sings when she steps in, and the air smells like spring- ready to give her allergies, but she doesn't mind.

She looks around - she has never seen so much color in one place. It's all very beautiful and well decorated. She sees her.

“Hey,” she voiced with confidence, leaning on the counter. “I’m Vi. I run the tattoo shop across the street. Thought I'd introduce myself.”

Behind the counter, you look up, doe startled eyes staring back at her. “Oh,” you say, fumbling slightly with the ribbon around a bouquet. “Hi, uh, it’s nice to meet you." You introduce yourself, staring at the pink haired women in front of you.

Vi grins. She loves the stumble, the way you avoid her eyes and smile awkwardly.

“Yeah I just moved - it's been a hell of days trying to put everything together” You chuckle remembering the number of boxes, flowers, and decorations you had to put in place.

"Well, everything looks good- you have impeccable taste" Vi says while looking at you- noticing your pretty uniform with flowers and your name tag written in a pretty font.

"Thank you ... " You smile at her kind words, but her face changes while looking at you - making you feel her hot gaze.

"Actually, I take it back - " she tilts her head, making you confused and taken back. "You would have better taste if you had a tattoo on you - really you'd make a perfect canvas," she said with casualty.

"O-oh right - you're a tattoo artist... Well, I'd never thought about getting one, but... im not opposed, " you say, looking at her arms - who were full of tattoos.

"Really not even a flower? your favorite flower ?" she asks. You look down embarrassed, "Well- I've always been afraid of the pain. " You chuckle, and she gasps.

"Don't tell me you're afraid of needles ?! I promise you it won't hurt much, " she says with comfort, remembering the times she had comforted costumers before when they saw the needles on feeling them.

"I'll think about it," you promise her, and she looks around the store again.

“So, do all these flowers mean something? Or are they just decorations?”

That’s when you light up. "Of course, they mean something - every single one of them. Just like your tattoos, " you say eager and look back at her arms - quite impossible not to.

You explain the meaning of some flowers - Red Roses, love; Poppy's, consolation; Willow, sadness; Daffodil, regard; Aisies, hope.

Vi doesn’t catch every word, too busy watching your hands move while you talk passionately. "What flower do you think suits me best? " Vi asks, playing with the rings on her fingers.

" That's a hard question - i just met you," you chuckle, and she does too.

" I guess you're right- ... well then you just have to get to know me- opposed to that ? " she grins with a mischievous look in her eyes.

"Quite the opposite" you smile and return the playful look.

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Over the next few weeks, you and Vi trade moments.Often, on slow mornings Vi brings you coffee and starts to learn just the way you like it.

You sneak over after closing, curious to see Vi’s studio—where the smell of ink and antiseptic replaces the perfume of roses. You see the drawings and stencils vi has done- admiring her work. Wait for her breaks and talk about a possible tattoo you would let her do- she's more excited than you are.

You learn about her life, when she moved to this town, when she opened her studio, her hobbies and interests. And so does she. She now knows the music you like and put on in the store, what type of books you read and your favorite food (that's for inviting you to the perfect restaurant).

The first date happens in the most natural way possible, and Vi was wrong- she wasn't the one to ask you out. You were preparing your last order before closing- Vi had closed it earlier that day so decided to stay with you (bother you) until you left, when you asked her if she wanted to go on a walk in the city.

It was a summer evening - the sun was almost setting, and the streets weren't so busy. The stores were closing- and families were going home, runners doing their daily marathons, owners walking their dogs and couples walking hand in hand watching the pink and orange sky - imagining their lives together.

Sitting down on the green grass,Vi felt almost out of place with her black leather books and jacket. But when the florist slips her hand into hers, Vi feels grounded. Like she belongs there, with her. You watch the sunset, but Vi can only look at you. For once, Vi isn’t yearning from across the street. She’s here, with you, holding hands in the middle of blooming things.

“I think I finally know what flower you are.” You interrupted her thoughts and looked at the pink haired women who looked stunning with the sun hitting on her face.

Vi smiled and leaned closer to you. “Really? C'mon, flower expert, what am I?” she grinned, waiting for your diagnosis.

“You're an orchid - they represent strength yet gentleness- your first impression is tough - yet when someone gets to know you, they see how kind and gentle you are, you worry, you're sensible and protective. They are also very elegant flowers- you're elegant in the way you express yourself-” you ramble without even realizing Vi face hearing you say those things about her - especially when she wasn't expecting something so serious.

You look at her face red like her hair, her mouth agape. “God-... I don't think anyone has ever said something like this to me.“ Vi chuckled in disbelief, but she really meant it. She's had girlfriends before and even went on some dates, but no one has made her feel so seen.

“Well… I mean it. I really do Vi-. You've made the past months so incredible, and i have never met someone like you.” you told her and squeezed her hand- resting your head on her shoulder.

“I should be the one saying that ever since I saw you while you were preparing your store, you turned my world upside down. I can't stop thinking of you” Vi sighed, contemplating about the moments you have shared together.

There was an unspoken understanding in the silence between you two-just contemplating each other's presence. Vi turns her head to you and you do the same- you look at each other before locking your lips together- she smells like metal and amber and tastes so sweetly that it makes you cup her cheek while she turns completely into you making you almost lean into the grass under you.

She takes control quickly- but her touch is gentle- just like you said before. you feel her smile into the kiss as she grabs at your head caressing your hair. You two broke apart with a sigh and a shared laugh remembering you were in a public space.

You two were panting almost like excited dogs when she gave you that mischievous grin.

“Thank God I walked into your flower shop that day.”

girlfriend natalie headcanons ✶ natalie scatorccio x fem reader | modern au | coffeshop au

✶ Natalie works at a coffe shop and you're there one day and order some dificult drink she wasn't sure she could even do- but when she saw you, your eyes sparkling with happiness, pretty outfit and pretty face she just said " of course. could you give me your name ? "

She definitely wrote something on your cup or talon, maybe her number, and that's how your relationship began.

The next time you saw each other again, Natalie took a break she definitely wasn't supost to take and talked to you for ten minutes.

She tries to be chill and nonchalant, but this girl can't hide her enthusiasm when you're talking to her.

Texting each other more often and having dates. natalie loves movie dates and just walks around the city with you.

The first time you went to her apartment, she cleaned everything, and you could see more of her by her decorations. messy band posters on her walls and ceilings, cd's, vinyls, collection of books on the floor, weird trinkets and figurines.

She definitely shows you around and explains everything she has like she needs too but it's cute when she talks about her interests.

Dating her would definitely be a chaotic chill, if you know what I mean. you would never guess at what time she would text you or call you, maybe even show up at your house and drag you to have food with her. but she has that chill and comforting vibe.

She wants your relationship to be serious, want you to trust her, and be able to talk to her about anything.

I don't see natalie as a jealous gf maybe she gets a little insecure but nothing a deep talk with her to solve it.

She loves showing you off, actually. you're going to a party/ event together ? she's showing you all to her friends and coworkers, talking about your own accomplishes and how pretty you look!!

Sends you audios of her singing your favorite songs while playing on her guitar.

Stealing each other's clothes. Natalie loves having your scent on her. even if you have opposite tastes, she would find a way to wear anything yours.

She's such a silly gf. she loves to do cringe things with you, loves to hide her face under your shirt, gropes you out of the sudden in public, starts singing a random sing into your ear, likes to annoy you until you glare at her.

She has a sketchbook, and it's full of little poems/thoughts about you.

having talks about whatever on her balcony, staring at the night in front of you.

" I want a cat," natalie says while taking a puff put off her blunt. You roll your eyes and laugh.

" we're going to have a comfy adorable house with three cats. " you said, and she hit your leg with her sock covered feet.

" Three ? do you think we're going to be good moms ? " she asks, and you smile. " Oh, for sure "

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being roommates with kate and yelena ! ✶ platonic yelena × kate × reader

Your life became so chaotic as soon as you were welcomed into their apartment

Yelena and you are the ones that cook because kate couldn't do it to save her life, so while you're preparing the food, kate just stands there and watches (annoys) and wants to have bites of it.

Every night is movie night, except when some of you have a fight and doesnt talk to each other until the morning after. meaningless fights, but you three are dramatic.

There's also always fights about which movie you're going to watch. yelena wants action/thriller movies, kate wants comedy/romance movies, and you just have to choose between their options.

Kate is always bringing random stuff to the apartment like furniture she found cool, little trinkets, decoration, but she doesn't like to actually build them, so it takes the three of you to do it.

One small apartment with yelena and kate is already messy, but imagine two dogs and one guinea pig, and if you have another animal of your own... girl run.

Night walks, taking the dogs out and having random talks about life.

Waking up with a weight on top of you, and it could be either one of the dogs or one of your rommates that sneaked to your bed during the night.

Yelena says you and kate are too close and mushy because you're always cuddling on the couch, but she secretly loves it and gets in the middle of you at any opportunity she has.

Game nights! playing games, like monopoly, scrabble, and domino. Uno is forbidden because yelena and kate always get into fights. omg playing mario Kart, having karaoke competitions, just dance while drunk.

Cleaning the house together and yelena rolling her eyes at kate choice of music.

If you buy anything for them, they will compete with each other to see which one can give you a better present.

Going out and having two bodyguards, but after five minutes, you three are all in different places trying to find each other.

If you have a bad day, they'll give you the space you need. But if you haven't eaten anything and haven't left your room, they will order your favorite food and walk in your room singing some stupid song you love. Eating together and making you laugh, they get happy and sigh in satisfaction when you give them a smile.

Knowing the little things about each other and making life easier for each other. Yelena is the first to wake up, so she makes kate and your's favorite. Kate walks around a store and sees things you and yelena said you needed, she already has them in her cart without thinking. When it's your turn do to the laundry you fold their clothes and put them ok top of their bed all ready.

They always want to know each other's interest even if they don't like it. Yelena wants to know what movies and bands you like. Kate is always asking you about the book you're reading and what type of books you like. Yelena and Kate talking about their favorite celebrity drama, documentaries.

dating ava starr headcanons ✶ ava starr x fem feader

𓏲 I'm obsessed with her recently, so here's how I think dating ava starr would be!

it definitely wasn't an easy start, ava doesn't trust people that easily after everything that happened in her life.

not only that, but she has never been in a relationship before, she almost never had any social interaction.

but she like your presence. it's calming- she always says. you keep her grounded, literally. when she has nightmares or keeps phasing- you're the one that can help her, calm her down and comfort her.

she doesn't like your touch- she craves it. Ava is very touch starved. Ever since she felt your skin on hers she never wanted to leave you.

she grabs your hand and brushes her thumb on your skin, traces the lines on your palm and over your knuckles.

hugs you like she hasn't seen you in ages. she needs to feel you. your arms wrapped her around her back/waist, making her feel immediately better. has a hand on your knee, tighs, and back 24/7.

in my head, since ava didn't have a lot or almost none hobbies and interest. She is now starting to know what she likes to do. I think she would like to cook. she likes to follow recipes and has you taste everything she does. yup yup.

having a cat with her! imagine a cat just randomly appearing in your apartment, and she just stares at it, asking you where you got it .

you're just as confused as her. since that day he's been living with you. At first, ava wasn't really into it - saying that he's not sleeping in your bed and needs to stay away from her, but you catch them cuddling together in your bed one day.

exploring her style/ interests with you. You showing her all the movies you like and letting her review them.

she calls you a lot of pet names because she loves your reaction to them. that damn accent.

she loves lazy mornings, just being in bed with you, feeling your arms around her and feeling your scent.

taking care of her wounds when she comes back from a mission. She always says she's fine and it doesn't hurt that bad - but you can see right through her. you see her winces and hesr her whimpers when you're helping her.

she doesn't want to bother you - even tho she loves you're looking up st her all worried trying ti chek if she has any wounds. but ava hasn't completely let her guard down - she thinks she can do everything by herself - it has been like this jer whole life.

NEVER FELT LIKE THIS yelena belova x thunderbolts reader

imagine being one of the depressed, miserable anti heros who works for Valentina and meeting them when you are going to do your job.

maybe you have some powers, and you could immediately tell there were more people in the room.

fights break and out of the sudden you have a blonde girl on top of you trying to hit you and gosh- she was strong for a small person. you push her out of you with your powers making her land on the other side of the room. she sat up.

" god- you're a weird one "

since that yelena is very much observing you and your powers, maybe you could say admire them.

you try your best to work as a team, even being as disfunctional as it is. you start to observe yelena too, her spirit of a leader, her intelligence, and most importantly, the way she cared. the way she cared about Bob, they way she tried to make him feel better, make everyone feel better.

when she steps into the void - something in you snapped - and you walked towards her, ignoring the yells from the rest of them.

" Are you crazy ? she could be death ! " bucky yells as he tries to stop you, alexei being held by John, who thought his daughter just died.

" yelena's smart - she... she did this for a reason - we have to help her, " you said to them.

" she's right - yelena could be right," ava said, looking at you with a nod.

you walked in- soon getting all your deepest fears- but you remind yourself. You had to help these people, them, yelena. you got trought it, with a few screams and cries, but you got into a room where yelena and Bob were.

" what are you doing here ?! " yelena sat up as you she saw you. some worry in her eyes, and she walked towards you and grabbed your arm.

" we came to help - I couldn't let you do this alone," you said, and the others also walked in, sowm still in shock from what they had seen.

" thankyou " she said, looking at you, a small smile froming her lips. She looked to them next but her eyes couldn't leave yours.

From that moment, yelena and yours relationship became closer, you two were connected in a lever where you didn't even had to understand it.

You would prepare your breakfast counting on her, giving her her favorite coffee, with some toast.

she would help you get better at training and with your powers. She wants to know more of it so she can understand you, and how you feel.

You would listen to her talk about natasha. Help her with her grief and try to comfort her as best you could.

Yelena couldn't believe it, but you actually made a difference in her life, and for the better. There wasn't a day when she didn't think of you. And she was scared. She has never been in this situation before.

" you see- lena you just have to tell her how you feel- this is how things go. You give her something she likes, flowers, some chocolate, a special one if you know what I mean- " alexei began, but yelena stopped him.

" oh my god dad I'm not going to- why did I even think this was a good idea " yelena sighed into her hands.

" please lena!- how do you think me and your mother are still together ? You have to show her you like her- otherwise she will never know." Alexei said, munching one some donuts.

" yeah... maybe it's not that bad.. " she said. Yelena bought some chocolates and rented a movie, and told you the team was going to have a movie night.

" oh.. where's everyone ? " you asked sitting down on the couch. Yelena sat next to you and brought the box of chocolates to you.

" yeah well- I could say they bailed, but I would be totally lying. I lied to you. I... wanted us to have a movie night... just us, " yelena said, nervous, watching your face shine with the TV light.

" you could've just asked lena " you laughed while eating one of the sweets. She chuckled and scratched her hair.

" yeah... well- I wanted to tell you something too- I'm just going be straight forward- I like you. I really like you and I don't know how to- how to say it or even what you do this is all new for me... I never felt like this before " she said, leaving you speechless.

" you... like me ?.. " you asked and yelena nodded . " well lucky for you cause I like you too silly " you said touching her hand.

" We don't have to- know everything right now... we can just see where this goes... " you said, trying to not make the girl uncomfortable.

" yes... yes thankyou for understanding- I really like to spend time with you- but it's different. I feel so... so in peace with you " yelena said, and you smiled.

➤ ava starr x fem!reader

.ᐣ ava comes home late after a rough mission.

⤷ cw: touch-starved!ava, fluff, a bit suggestive, a short and probably a not-so-realistic description of french kissing.

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you were perfect—at least in ava's eyes.

if she could, she would never be apart from you. she had a safe, secluded home, she had you, why would she ever want to leave that? especially, why would she want to leave to work for valentina allegra de fontaine? hell, she didn't get why she did it—perhaps because it was what she was trained to do.

the only good thing that came out of her new job was the attention you provided her.

don't get her wrong, she hated making you worry and she always tried to keep you as calm as possible before she left, but she loved the treatment she received after a rough day—kisses everywhere, a warm meal, a warm bath, massages, everything she could ever need—.

she didn't expect it on those particularly bad days, though, on those times where she came home limping at three am—like her current situation—.

she closed the door to the house you owned together behind her as quiet as she could, not having the energy to phase through it yet not wanting to wake you up. her heart melted at the sight of you curled up, sleeping on the couch, her fingers quickly finding the button to deactivate her helmet so she could look at you better. it was no surprise to her seeing you try and wait for her awake, which most of the times resulted in you falling asleep on the couch, but she just loved watching you in such a peaceful state.

wincing, she managed to take off her shoes before walking over to you, a pained sigh leaving her chapped lips as she kneeled in front of you before kissing your temple. "i'm home..." she said, body shivering at the domesticity of the whole scene.

you stirred at the feel of her kiss and sound of her words—her voice hoarse thanks to the exhaustion—. opening your eyes, you were met with the british girl looking like hell—cute, like always, yet tired—. "ava..." you called out for her, moving your warm palm towards her face to cup her cheek.

"what did i say about trying to wait up for me?" she scolded you softly before standing up and then plopping down on the couch, shifting so she could hide her face against the crook of your neck and wrap her arms around you tightly. she took her gloves off so she could feel slip her hands under the fabric of your shirt and feel your bare skin beneath her palms.

"hush... you like it when i spoil you..." you replied, your eyes fluttering shut once again as you felt your girl's warmth even with her thick suit still on. you wrapped your arms around her neck and slowly started playing with her hair, smiling as you felt her relaxing even more against you.

without saying anything else, she started peppering soft kisses all over your throat as her shaky hands settled on your hips—holding onto your flesh like you'd disappear if she didn't grabbed you—. you allowed her to kiss all the way up to your lips, but the force she used to press her mouth against yours had you surprised. she was rough—sloppy, messy, eager—but there was still something so delicate about the way she kissed you.

you could genuinely tell how much she had missed you.

she only pulled away when the two of you needed to properly breathe, trying her best to ignore the string of saliva still connecting you both, and started kissing all over your face in a way that had you laughing. she loved your laugh more than words could describe; she loved you more than she ever thought she could love. she was so whipped and it scared her some times, she didn't know what to do with so many feelings.

ava pulled you into another kiss shortly after, teeth clamping down onto your bottom lip just to get the slightest taste of you—carefully, obviously, not breaking skin—. her hands roamed your upper body shamelessly, wanting to get as much of you as she possibly could. her head was fuzzy with the faint sounds of your whines and your soft flesh under her touch wasn't helping her calm down.

"e-easy there... you're tired..." hesitantly, you broke the kiss and mumbled—worried about ava's health. as you opened your eyes, you cupped her cheeks and gently brushed your thumbs against her soft skin, a feeling of concern settling in your gut at the sight of a large cut on her cheekbone. "i missed you... i really missed you..." ava commented as she leaned against your touch, not a single ounce of embarrassment—for being so honest about her emotions—noticeable in her tone.

"i missed your lips..." she added before leaning in and stealing a quick peck, clearly containing herself from fully making out of you right there. "i missed your smell..." she continued before nuzzling her nose against your cheek, closing her eyes and tensing her jaw as she tried not to break down.

but you knew your girl.

ava had always been... skeptical about showing her love for you. at first, it was worst—she pushed you away, not wanting to get attached, but how could she do so when you were so incredibly perfect for her? you showed her how to actually live and she was forever grateful for that, forever grateful for you. she couldn't lose you and she needed you, and she had troubles expressing that feeling. it didn't happen as much as it used to—her hiding herself from you—but you could still tell when she was holding something back.

"i missed you, too, so much..." you commented as you gently guided her head so she could face you again. "but i'm—..." you started yet stopped, knowing how much your next words were going to affect the british girl. "i'm proud of you, ava, you know that..." you whispered delicately as you brushed your thumb against her jawline, eyes sparkling with nothing but love and honesty.

she didn't like crying—god, she hated it. she hated how intense her cries got, how she felt her chest closing and crushing her organs, so she didn't allow the tears to roll down her cheeks. instead, she leaned in and kissed you again, tongue slipping into your mouth before brushing against your lips.

she pushed you back so you were fully pressed against the couch, her strong body caging you in as she kissed you with raw desperation. "s-so proud of you, baby..." you managed to repeat between the kiss and that was what broke ava down.

you were proud of her even when she committed all of those terrible acts? jesus, were you as sick as she was? truth be told, she didn't care—it was only more proof of how destined the two of you were of being together.

breaking the kiss, she rested her forehead against your shoulder and allowed herself to sob. her hands released your hips and instead wrapped her arms around your waist, her shaky palms pressed against your back.

she didn't even notice how sleepy she actually was until you changed your hold on her and wrapped your arms around her torso, her mind turning off as you slowly rocked her back and forth. "just—... a bit more..." her broken voice called out as she moved to kiss you again, basically making out with you despite the tears still rolling down and how drained she was.

you could get lost in her lips, and oh did you wanted to, but not in that moment. placing a hand on her chest, you pushed her away gently. "i like the way you kiss me... and i know you miss me because i can literally tell..." you said before laughing softly, taking a moment to admire her features. "but you need to sleep... let's go to bed, yeah?" you asked her and silently begged the gods above so your stubborn girlfriend would agree with you.

and she did.

dating jackie taylor! jackie taylor x female reader

she's a very clingy girlfriend, always on your side, with her arm intertwined with yours, hand touching your knee, shoe touching your leg under the table... she lives for the reactions you give her.

letting her put makeup on you. If you're already into makeup and use it regularly, she'll try new looks on you and always waits for your approval with an eyebrow raised.

if you don't wear makeup at all, she'll beg to try it on you until you let her. she rewards you with kisses after, don't worry. oh! but she has to take a photo before taking it off!

buying her a sweet treat she's craving, and she'll literally think about marrying you right there right now.

you have to study together in the library because if you study in each other's houses you always end up making out and getting distracted.

jackie leaving you cute, adorable notes on your notebook and locker, thinking about your reaction to them.

your parents loving her, she's so polite and respectful, to them she's the sweetest, kindest girl. not that she isn't- she is, but she's a little freak sometimes.

making you go to parties with her sometimes, just to get drunk and spend the night on your arms and lap. having to drive her to your house and putting a hand on her mouth to not wake up your parents.

waking up not knowing where she is, but as long as she feels you or smells you there, she knows she's okay.

watching her try on dresses, and she needs to you to be paying attention. otherwise, she trows a pillow at your face.

" which one do I look better with ? the white one or the purple one ? " she asks putting the two dresses in front of her body.

" baby you look good with anything" you say and she sighs and puts the dresses down.

" I love you for that but I really need an answer- which one ? " she asks again with her arms crossed.

" hmmm... purple " you say and she smiles, grabbing the purple dress.

" wait- I think I'll wear the white one. it's better."

watching her soccer games and being her number one supporter! wearing her number on your shirt and hugging her when they win.

when they lose, you're always there for her, even tho she's pretty confident and mature person, you know she gets sad even if she doesn't let it show that much.

cuddling her in her bed while showering her with kisses and teeling her about your day to distract her.

this goes the same when it comes to jealousy, she knows you love her, but sometimes she doesn't know how not show it affecter her, watching some girl talk with you all giddy and touching your arm and complimenting you- she feels angry but she feels angrier that it affects her.

reassuring her you love her and that interaction wasn't important to you, while showing her it's okay to feel like this sometimes, she's human. and teeling her you also feel that way when she's around Jeff of his friends.

which she shakes her head - " I would never in my life cheat on you with Jeff - with those boys - with anyone ! "

she loves flowers, is always buying flowers for you, it doesn't matter the occasion.

she has an album full of photos of you together/ letters you've sent each other/ silly things that reminds her of you.