the other me

Its been to long......Hello Tumblr!! Oh how ive missed you. Hope everyone is staying safe. XOXO

Thanks! Thats really nice to hear.

Awe thanks! Glad you enjoy it!

Its been some time but im still here. Work seems to have absorbed most of my time. I promise ill be back as soon as I can. Enjoy this little tease....

Omg Wow! Over 200 followers now. I'm so happy. Ty to everyone who's supported and shared my posts. Stay tuned for more updates and pics. As always, love yourself XOXO

Another night out with friends. Although most was a blur lol I'm sure I enjoyed myself.

I feel broken and incomplete. I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel uncomfortable and nervous. All I want is to be me but I feel no matter what I do it isn't enough for me to see who is hiding inside. Everyone tells me how beautiful and pretty I am and I thank them for that but I still see who I'm not. I asked a friend who started transitioning over 6months ago for her honest opinion of me, we just met in person yesterday, and as much as I respect her and what she said I became heartbroken. Is everyone else lying to me? I needed to hear what she said. Yet it confirms how I still feel....not good enough. I want to cry. I feel lost and I'm just some fake wannabe dude in a dress. I hate that feeling. I hate not being who I want to be. I hate myself............

Yay comfy clothes time! Good night tumblr. Sleep tight. Xoxo

Here's a few silly pics before my friend comes over! Xoxo