[snappy blog title]

guy making it really obvious he doesn’t want to be here:

I mean, ive heard quite a bit of talk about it so I thought I had an idea of what to expect. I was not prepared. Like three times, I thought it was the end, and I thought "oh my god this is so fucked up and sad, why can't she see shes buried alive?" but it just keeps going. And going. And going. And then the actual end is so much worse, like it just ends? Just like that? Over? What the fuck? NO!

I might elaborate more about all my feels over this movie later but oh my fucking god how? Like seriously, how? I literally just stood (standing up) alone in the middle of my living room through the whole movie and crying. It ended like fifteen minutes ago and I'm still crying over this damn movie. She's fucking trapped and buried alive and dying and terrified oh my fucking god how did they make a movie that captures the confusing and terrifying malaise of being trans and living in denial and not even knowing how to comprehend what is going on with you because its the fucking 90s and youve never heard of transgender (you mean like The Crying Game or Silence of The Lambs? or maybe Ace Ventura) and you don't even really know thats a thing you could be because thats crazy. I'm not some homicidal maniac like those characters, so I guess that can't be my deal. Everything is wron. Everything feels made up. I'm all wrong, but thats crazy because nobody else sees that everything is wrong, so you stuff it down a little deeper until you can cope for another day. Every fucking day. Fuck just fuck

a youtube playlist i made with behind the scenes footage and interviews. jack, justice and jane having fun is so cute. the indie wire one had jack and justice bonking heads like a couple of cool cats.

deadline has an exclusive interview video

but also deadline has a draft of the script that has cut scenes that weren't in the movie or deleted scenes.

i saw the tv glow soundtrack and background music.

rotten tomatoes has footage, some is behind the scenes, some is justice, jack, jane and helena being silly.

next is Mr. Melancholy level of Stan

the lyrics in "Riding Around In The Dark" from the movie and the soundtrack actually happened.

"you know the things that i said in that parking lot"

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