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He couldn’t take the time to satisfy me mentally, or sexually.

..but he always found time to cheat.

He always had the time to tell me when I wasn’t good enough. 

I can’t remember the last time he applauded me for something.

Who wants to end something alone that started with two.

You meet someone and rush into things so fast and by the time you realize what’s going it’s too late.

I always knew we wouldn’t last forever..

I always knew.

I always wanted to feel pretty.

I always wanted to feel loved.

I always wanted to feel safe.

I always wanted to feel like I was enough.

Instead I always felt empty.

I always felt alone.

I always felt like I wasn’t pretty enough.

I always felt like I wasn’t getting the love I was giving.

I always felt like I wasn’t good enough.

I always felt like I was shit.

ALWAYS

I always knew we wouldn’t last forever.

Who wants to raise a family on their own?

I don’t..

But I have to.

I always knew.. we weren’t meant to be.

We just got comfortable.