Back in the days I was an outsider and in some ways I still am. During my school years I was bullied because they thought I was different or something, I actually don't know. But the fact remains, I was bullied, and who knows what the true reason was behind it. Maybe the simple answer is that kids just are that mean. It's true that I wasn't like other kids, I had a lot on my mind all the time. My brain was constant in hyper mood but in the same time I was shy and silent even though I loved to talk. It just wasn't the same kind of a talk as the other kids. I preferred to be with adults and talk about everything like religion, history or life in general. I've never considered me more special than anyone else, just different. A different mindset, a different way to look at things, a different way to react and so on. This have made me alone in some ways but it have also giving me a loving family that I cherish more than life itself. Today I realize that I probably was more intelligent, both in mind and heart, than most of my schoolmates and that it was because of that they made me an outcast. They just didn't understand me and probably thought I was weird, plain and simple. I don't blame them and as of now I have nothing to do with them today. I'm ok with being weird and I don't live my life to please others. I've never had and I never will. If you feel different, if you feel like you do not fit into other people's worldview of how to be, do not change. Be who you are and do not let others tell you who you are to be. Live your life as YOU desire, not as everyone else thinks. Being normal is boring and predictable. Continue to be you because YOU are unique, do not forget that. ❤️
