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Feeling the frustration coursing through her body, she stormed down the corridor, looking for room 405. Arriving, she thumped on the door.

“Shawn, are you in there? Open this damn door you arse. SHAWN!”

“What the fuck?”

The door opened to reveal a pissed off looking Shawn, hair dripping from the shower, a towel loosely thrown around his waist. Kay pushed past him, barely registering his nearly naked state, so determined to ball him out over his behaviour in the ring.

“Please, do come in.”

“Don’t be a dick, Shawn.”

With Kay now stood in the middle of his room, hands on hips, eyes blazing with a mix of anger and disappointment, Shawn took a second to absorb just how truly beautiful she was. Shaking his head to rid himself of thoughts and dreams that he knew could never be more than that, he closed the door behind him, lest the rest of the roster question why he was standing naked with only a towel covering what semblance of dignity he may still have left, with what was effectively his boss, in his hotel room. One set of judgement was enough for today.

“I’m not being a dick, at least I’m not trying to be,” he sighed.

“For once.”

“That aside, I’m just a bit confused why you are here?”

“Why am I here? Your confused!? You were supposed to be in that ring doing run throughs this afternoon. But instead, you throw some sort of hissy fit, get into a fight with two of the biggest guys out there, and storm out, leaving the boys to sort out your mess!”

“Look I’ll apologise to the boys, but they’ll understand. They have my back, it’s not a problem.”

“Not for you maybe, but it sure as hell is a problem for me. I have spent so much time convincing Jim, Vince and anyone else that will listen that you had sorted yourself out, that you can be relied on, that you will play the game, and do what’s best for business. Displays like that hardly help my case!” She paced across the room, gesticulating wildly, the anger and frustration rolling off her body.

“Look, I appreciate that, you know I do, and I’m trying. I haven’t touched any stuff in months, I’ve been training, I’m in the best goddamn shape of my life.”

He gestured to his naked chest, drawing Kay’s attention for the first time to the fact that he was stood there still glistening from the shower in nothing more than a surprisingly small towel. Taking a breath to suppress the wave of inappropriate images that swarmed her mind, Kay replied;

“I know, that’s what makes it so much harder to understand. Six months ago, you kicking off like that would have been the norm, easy to explain. But you have been trying, and you’ve been doing so well. I even had JR comment on it. So why Shawn, why throw away all that goodwill to get into a fight with a couple of mid card wannabes?”

Shawn took a breath. He knew he was an idiot. He knew he should have kept his cool, and walked away. But he couldn’t help it. Not when they said what they had about her. And now, after everything he had done to win her trust, gain her friendship, there she was, looking at him once again with disappointment, worse, pity in her eyes.

“Don’t look at me like that” he couldn’t stop himself from saying.

“Like what?”

Turning away, ignoring her second question, he answered her first;

“It was personal, they said some things, and I lost my cool. It was unprofessional and immature, but I swear I haven’t taken anything, it wasn’t down to that. Just a couple of dicks I let under my skin. I should have risen above it, and I’m sorry. I’ll take a drugs test, anything you want. Just..., I need you to believe me. I made you a promise, and I’ve kept it. I’ll always keep it.” He looked back into her eyes, willing her to see the truth and sincerity in his words.

“What did they say?” she asked gently, the anger subsiding, turning to concern.

“It doesn’t matter” he insisted.

“Of course it matters.” She sounded exasperated now. “You know this business better than most, you know the guys better than most. If they can find something that gets under your skin, they will use that. They will wear you down with that. They will exploit your vulnerabilities and that will end up with you in places you don’t want to be. Please Shawn, you know I only want to help. Perhaps if we talk about whatever it was, we can get it out of your system so they can’t use it.”

Shawn laughed bitterly. That was the last thing he could do. “This isn’t something I can get out of my system. Believe me, I’ve tried. This is something that has become a part of me. I have accepted it, and you know , I know it is a weakness, but I’m working on it. There are just certain lines, certain things I struggle to control.”

Kay looked confused. “It feels like you’re talking in riddles. And that has me worried Shawn. You need to be honest, if not with me, with someone. Do you want me to get Paul?”

“No” he answered quickly, shaking his head. “I am being honest; I could never lie to you. It’s nothing I can talk out; it just is what it is.”

“You may not be lying, but you’re not telling me everything either. There is something wrong Shawn, and you need to address it.”

“I can’t."

“Why not?”

“Because,” Shawn sighed deeply, struggling to find the words to make this all go away. “Because, I don’t want to lose what I have” he finished softly, gazing longingly at the unwitting object of his affections.

“What are you going to lose? I don’t understand Shawn.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Yes, it does.”

“No, it doesn’t.”

“Shawn…”

“Look, I can’t...ok. Please drop this,” he pleaded.

“Why not? Shawn. You’re scaring me now, has something happened? Did you do something? Did someone do something to you? What have they got over you?” Anxiety bleed through her words.

“No, it’s not like that...” he tried to reassure her.

“Then what Shawn, I thought we were friends, I thought we trusted each other. You know I care about you; I want to be able to help you, but I can’t do that if you don’t trust me.”

“I do trust you, Kay. I trust you more than anyone.”

“Then tell me.”

“Kay , I...”

“Shawn, please.”

“Seriously, Kay, it’s not like that, it doesn’t matter...”

“If it’s upsetting you, of course it matters. If it matters to you, it matters to me.”

“I didn’t say it was upsetting me." He knew he was sounding defensive now, but he had to make her drop this.

“Well, you seemed pretty damned upset when you went for Mabel’s throat!” Her voice was rising again, frustration coupling with her concern.

“I told you, I over reacted, I’ll get a handle on it. Please stop pushing.” He tried to sound calm, ignoring the rising panic within, desperate just to blurt out the truth, but knowing that doing so would cost him the little he had.

“No, I need to know what is going on,” she insisted.

“Kay, stop, please.”

She took a step closer, placing a hand on his arm, all inappropriate thoughts from earlier gone from her mind, replaced only with worry over the obvious distress Shawn was in. Looking down at her hand on his skin, then back into those beautiful blue eyes, Shawn felt every inch of resolve within him crumble. He wanted desperately to reach out and touch her cheek, draw her to him, take her lips with his own. In that moment it all felt so hopeless, all his efforts to bury his feelings, futile. He was never going to get past this. Without any conscious thought, the words slipped past his lips.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“What??” Kay stepped back in surprise, releasing her hold on his arm. Shawn felt the loss like a cold knife to his heart. He looked at the shocked expression on her face, desperate to take back the words, to return her to her blissfully unaware state of just seconds ago. His brain scrambled for a response, for a way to save face, to salvage the friendship he had quite clearly just destroyed, to keep her in his life. But when he responded he seemed to have lost all control over his own mouth, as the words flowed without pause.

“I love you. I am in love with you. I have been since pretty much the moment we met. I love everything about you, your heart, your strength, the way you don’t take anyone’s shit, especially not mine. I wake up in the morning, and my first thought is of you. The highlight of my day is when I get to see your face, or even just hear your voice. I know that nothing is ever going to happen, even if you did date wrestlers, I am not the kind of guy you could ever think of that way. I’m an asshole. I know that. And a redneck to boot. But being your friend, being someone who not only gets to work with you, but to hang out, to talk to you, as a friend, that’s enough. Just to have that is enough. Just to be close to you is enough. I’ll get past this, maybe, but it doesn’t matter. All I want is for you to be happy, and to get to see that. But right now, I can’t help the way I feel. I can admit to feeling jealous when a guy flirts with you, and even more so when you flirt back, but I can deal with that . You’re not mine, you never will be, none of that is any of my business. But what I can’t deal with, what I won’t deal with, is guys like that talking shit about you. I couldn’t stand there and hear them say all those ugly things about you and just ignore it. I lost my cool. I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t have and I get that it is not my place, but it made my blood boil. And now its led me here, spouting all this shit, and I’m so gonna lose the one thing that was good in my life. Please, I’m sorry for being an ass. I can’t apologise to those guys, I won’t. But I can apologise to you for being unprofessional, and making you look bad. I know you have stood up for me when no-one else would, I know I let you down. Please, can we just forget everything I just said, put it down to my big mouth running off where it shouldn’t, let’s go back to being friends. I’m so sorry.”

Shawn’s whole body deflated as he finished his ramble. He should have felt self-conscious, stood there in only a towel, exposing himself even more emotionally than he was physically. But he couldn’t bring himself to care about any of that. He only cared that they could fix what he had so clearly messed up, self-destructing as ever.

Kay just stared at Shawn. She knew he had given a long, rambling speech, but in truth, everything after the first three words was something of a blur. He loved her? Shawn… was in love with her? Her addled brain began to digest some more of what he said. He thought she didn’t, couldn’t feel the same? That he wasn’t good enough for her? She couldn’t even begin to fathom a response to that.

“Kay?” There was a desperate edge to his voice. “Say something please. I’m sorry, I don’t know how else to say i...”

His words were cut short as she dove forward to capture his lips. A gentle hand traced the contours of his cheek, as the other caressed his shoulder, urging him towards her. That touch jumped started his momentarily frozen body into action. Kissing her back with all the love and urgency he possessed, his large hand caressed the back of her hair, running through her blonde locks, whilst the other, swept around her waist, resting on her lower back, pulling her closer. He realised his mistake as the towel he was strategically holding in place slipped from his body, but somehow, he couldn’t bring himself to care.

The pair staggered slightly from the force of the kiss, with Kay’s back coming to rest heavily against the bathroom door. Her hands greedily explored the expanse of his exposed back slowly making their way down. As she traced further, she faltered, realising that she was still touching naked skin rather than the towel she had expected. She pulled back slightly to look questioningly at Shawn.

“Apologies darlin', I don’t wanna seem like I’m getting ahead of myself or anything here, but ..”

“But suddenly I am feeling very overdressed,” she interrupted him, smiling mischievously.

Kay pushed back against Shawn, leaving him standing completely exposed in the centre of the room. Her eyes hungrily took in his fully naked form, unable to stop herself involuntarily licking her lips as she stared at his full, and very erect, cock. He masked his sudden feeling of vulnerability with a customary smirk. She took a confident step forward, reaching behind her back, and pulling the zipper on her dress down with one smooth motion. Shaking her arms, the dress slipped easily from her body, leaving her standing there in white lace shorts, and a paired lace bra. Shawn stared at her greedily, his heart pounding in his ears, fighting the urge to pinch himself to check that this wasn’t some particularly vivid dream. Kay slowly paced forward, reminding Shawn fleetingly of a predator stalking his prey. She wrapped her arms around his neck and leant forward to recapture his lips.

Determined to regain some semblance of power in this situation, Shawn’s arms went around her body, and lifted Kay from the ground, sweeping her legs around his waist. She squeaked in surprise, grinning into their kiss. Shawn strode over to the bed, kneeling down and lowering her gently to the surface, never once breaking the kiss. Once she was fully secured on the bed, he turned his attentions to her neck placing gentle kisses across her skin, slowly working down across her chest towards her breasts, the temptation of them in that angelic looking white lace too much for him to bear. Kissing across her cleavage, he realised that the bra fastened at the front, and desperate to release the garments hold, he paused to glance up at Kay. She smiled back down at him nodding at the question in his eyes, reaching forward to release the hook herself. Gently batting away her hands, causing a grin to spread further across her face, he reached for the clasp, feeling the moment the fabric broke apart, and her beautiful breasts fell free. He kissed each one reverently, gently stroking along the sides, causing shivers to dance through her body. A needy moan escaped her lips as his mouth covered her left nipple, tongue tracing delicately over the tip, his hand gently massaging the right. A part of him wanted to stay right where he was for the rest of his life, but the temptation to continue to explore her body overwhelmed him. Releasing her breast with a gentle pop, he continued his pursuit down her body, feeling the friction of his now throbbing cock against the bed sheet as he moved. He took a breath to control himself, not wanting to embarrass himself like a teenage boy blowing his load at the first sight of a naked girl. Regaining his composure, he continued his downward path, reaching the top of her lace shorts. Moving down the delicate garment, he breathed in her heady aroma, overcome with a desire to taste her. He could feel her writhing underneath his touch, as he reached for the edge of her shorts. Looking to her once more for affirmation, and receiving a heavy-lidded nod, he gently slid the shorts down her legs, discarding them to the floor. He turned back to admire his handiwork. Kay lay on his bed gloriously naked, her breast glistening from where his lips had been moments ago. He felt himself grow even harder, not having thought that was even possible he was so turned on. He leant down to fulfil his previous desire to taste her but was stopped as she reached for his arm.

“Shawn, I need you. Inside me. Now. Please.” Her voice trembled as she spoke, thick with desire. She reached out and pulled him back up her body. Claiming his lips once more, the pair poured all their passion and longing into the kiss. Breaking for air, Shawn stared deep into Kay’s eyes. “Are you sure?”, the self-doubt still lingering somewhere at the back of his voice. “Shawn, I have never wanted anything more in my life”, she returned, shifting slightly so her body was more fully under his. Kissing her again, Shawn lowered his pelvis to hers, parting her legs as he did so. Reaching down, he lined himself up and gently pushed forward. Kay raised to meet his motion, feeling a spasm of excitement course through her body as he entered her, his cock stretching her out in the most delicious way. Shawn thrust slowly forward, eliciting a pleasured moan from Kay’s lips. Once he was fully seated inside her, he stopped to look into her eyes. Returning his gaze, Kay gently stroked his face, unable to contain her smile. They kissed once again, this time filled with tenderness, as they slowly explored each other’s mouths, tongues entwining as he began his slow movements back and forth, each stroke deeper than the last, her body moving to match his rhythm and pace. Needing more she parted her legs further allowing him deeper still. Breaking the kiss to gain some desperately needed air, Kay arched in pleasure beneath him as she felt him stroking every nerve, so deep inside her, her body on fire with desire and pleasure.

“Shawn, oh god, I’m so close, oh god.” She could feel her climax building as he continued to move inside of her. “Fuck baby, feel so good, so perfect, god I love you” he gasped out, increasing the speed of his thrusts, pushing ever deeper inside her. “I love you too, oh god Shawn, I’m going to, oh god, Shawn, Shawn, Shawn”. His name fell from her lips over and over, unable to form any other words. He felt her come apart beneath him as her orgasm overtook her, triggering his own, feeling the pleasure roll off him. “Kay, Kay, oh god Kay” he gasped. Shawn collapsed, spent, onto Kay, overwhelmed in pleasure. As they both slowly came down from their high, Shawn lifted himself slightly, mindful not to let her carry his full weight, but not wanting to break their intimate embrace. As she caught her breath, he couldn’t resist capturing her lips once more, a kiss she returned with all the passion she could muster. Breaking once more for air, he pressed his face to hers. “I love you Kay”. She stared back into his eyes. “I love you too”.

Reluctant to move, but aware that she was potentially being crushed, Shawn gently eased himself up, slipping softly from her body. Her pouty expression at the loss caught him off guard, and he couldn’t help but lean down in an attempt to kiss her once more. He relaxed his body as he did so, giving Kay the opportunity to once again take charge of the situation, as she rolled the pair so he was flat on his back and she was straddled across his lap, shaking the limply hanging bra from her shoulders as she did so. Shawn couldn’t help but follow the motion of her breasts as she made the move, enjoying the view this new position afforded him enormously.

“My turn,” Kay seductively whispered, as she leant down to caress the sensitive skin around his neck. As she slowly worked her way across his chest, Shawn could feel her already hardened nipples against his skin. She gently kissed his own nipples, teasing him with her tongue, causing him to twitch involuntarily. She ran her figure tips down his sides, noting the lack of ticklishness, and slowly began working her way down his body, following the trail of downy hair that worked its way towards his belly button. Placing a sloppy kiss there, she continued her downward trail. He could feel himself hardening already, breath hitching as she approached his semi-erect cock. Now level with his member she gently stroked the inside of his thighs, tracing the outline of his ball sack, before lovingly running her fingertips down his shaft. She smiled as he hardened further before her, gently wrapping her hand around him, givin.g him a slow stroke, while passing her thumb across his still dripping tip.

“Fuck” Shawn breathed. “That was kind of what I was thinking,” Kay replied. “Oh really? And what exactly were you thinking darlin'?” cocky grin back in place, as he pretended he still had some measure of control in this situation. Kay looked contemplative as she continued to stroke his cock with agonisingly slow motions. “Oh, I’m thinking all sorts of things” At her words he felt himself fully harden, refractory period be damned. “In fact, if I were to tell you all the things I’m thinking about doing right now, it would probably take a very long time. But what I am currently thinking about the most is how much I want to ride your beautiful cock,” she purred. “Well, who am I to deny a lady such a polite request?” he smirked back at her.

Rolling her eyes, Kay released her grip on him, sliding back up his body, sitting up straight so her still soaking opening pinned his erect cock to his abdomen. He took a moment to admire the view once more, raising a questioning eyebrow. She lifted herself up on her knees as he reached down to position his rigid member beneath her. She slowly lowered herself down, moaning deeply as he impaled her. Once she was fully seated, she took a moment to relish how gloriously full he made her feel. “Fuck Shawn, you feel so good, oh god...,” the last escaping her lips as he thrust up into her. Regaining her composure, she lunged forward pining his arms at the side of his head. “I believe the lady’s desire was to ride you” she pointedly told him. “Yes Ma’am” he grinned back at her. She, ground down on him deeply causing him to return her moan. Sitting back up, she began to ride him slowly, still adjusting to his size inside her. As she found her rhythm, she ran her hands down her own body, stopping to gently tease her own nipples. Thoughts of watching her pleasure herself ran through Shawn’s mind. He filed that away for a later date, because right now he wanted to be the one making her feel good. He quickly pushed her hands away, replacing them with his own. She threw her head back in pleasure as his ministrations increased, cupping her breasts and rubbing his calloused thumbs across her nipples. “Oh god Shawn, feels so good, so good.” “Yeah, you like that, makes you feel good”. “YES, yes, oh god I’m so close.” “Tell me what you need baby, talk to me.” “ I need, I need...,” Kay struggled to find the words as she felt the intense pleasure course thorough her body. “So close”, she moaned incoherently. Taking his cue, Shawn moved one hand from her breasts, down to where their bodies joined. Gently, he stroked around her pubic bone, searching for that magic spot to help her fall apart. His exploring finger found her clit, and gently applied pressure. As he hit the right spot she gasped in pleasure, causing him to increase his motion. Kay cried out as her orgasm overcame her, riding him through her waves of pleasure. “That’s it baby, I got ya, cum for me darlin” . “Oh my, Oh god, fuck, yes, oh Shawn, oh, oh.” “As she fell limply forward, Shawn moved his hands round her body, holding her in a gentle embrace as she came down from her high. He grinned to himself at just how damn vocal she was, and how fucking much that turned him on. She fucked like she lived, open and honest, giving herself fully to the task at hand. And that was so goddamn sexy.

Coming to her senses after the intensity of her second orgasm, and finally catching her breath, Kay raised herself up to look at Shawn. “What are you thinking?”, she asked, returning his question from earlier. “I’m thinking about just how damn sexy you look when you cum”. She smiled coyly at his compliment. “And I’m also thinking how much I wanna see you look like that again.” She bit her lip, “Yeah,”. “Oh yeah”.

Holding her tightly he swiftly reversed their positions once more, hardened cock still firmly inside her. She gasped at the motion, moaning at the feel of him moving against her sensitive walls. As he raised himself up, she arched towards him, feeling her desire hitch, despite the intensity of her previous orgasm.

“Tell me what you want,” he asked staring at her intently. She stared back at him, a thousand words flooding her mind. What did she want? She wanted this, she wanted Shawn. Everyday. Always. She wanted to spend every night in his arms. She wanted to make love to him over, and over again. She wanted to be with him. Everywhere. Anywhere. She searched his face, the implications of the question thick between them. Everything he had said earlier still hung in the air, and really, had she given him a proper answer? Despite his outward confidence she could see that flicker of the real Shawn underneath, the self-doubt, the insecurity. As desperately as her body wanted him to fuck her, her mind wanted to tell him how much he truly meant to her.

“I want you. Always”. His face broke into an uncertain smile, the hidden tension behind his eyes relaxing slightly. “Yeah?”. “Yes” she answered confidentially. “But right now, I need you to fuck me. Hard. Fast. I need you so much Shawn, I need to feel you everywhere”. In response he thrust deeply inside her, causing her to gasp in pleasure. “You want me hard, fast. You sure you can handle that darlin’,” he challenged. In response she wrapped her legs around his waist, pushing him even deeper inside her. “I can handle anything you’ve got,” she retorted. Biting his lip, Shawn reached for her arms, pinning them above her head, against the headboard. She arched further into him, moaning in response. He pumped swiftly into her, increasing his pace as she gasped in pleasure. “This what you want baby?” “Oh Shawn, yes, like that, oh, god, fuck me, please, harder, fuck, yes”. Pushing up with his left arm, he raised his body, increasing the intensity of his thrusts, blindly driving into her, fucking her into the bed.

“You like fucking me Shawn” she gasped. “Oh god, yes”. “Tell me, tell me you like to fuck me” she pleaded, needing to hear him. “God, I fucking love fucking you Kay, you feel so good, so tight, so warm, so wet. I wanna fuck you till you cum, I wanna make you cum so hard, I wanna cum so hard inside you.” His words heightened her arousal even further, increasing the intensity of the waves of pleasure she was feeling. She felt like she could feel him in every nerve in her body, the combination of emotion and physicality almost overwhelming her. “Oh god baby, your so good, so perfect. I love the way you take my dick, the way you fit me like a goddamn glove. I could keep on fucking you forever, I wanna be right here, right inside you. Oh, fuck baby I’m gonna cum so hard inside you. Need you to cum for me baby, please oh god, I wanna watch you cum.” He could feel his arousal building, feel himself so close to cumming, determined to hold on until she was ready. He released his hold on her arms, using his now free right arm to support himself and let him push ever deeper into her. She gasped in pleasure, and he felt her body tighten. Thrusting deeply, he felt her convulsing around him, moaning out his name as she finally came. He watched her face as her orgasm passed over her, eyes wide open, cheeks flushed, still gasping out his name, As she opened even further for him, he felt himself slip deeper still, his own orgasm overcoming him, shooting thick ribbons of cum inside her. The sensation triggered another orgasm in her, as she shuddered around him, grabbing his face and kissing him sloppily as her body spasmed in aftershocks. As they broke the kiss, both breathless, he stared reverently down at the incredible woman beneath him, still barely able to believe this was all real. As she unhooked her legs, he lifted himself off her, causing her to wince slightly. “Are you okay, did I hurt you” the pleasure of moments ago replaced with the fear that he had taken it too far. She smiled “No, no, just a little achy. But in the best possible way.”