more angst for you losers
“ how could i possibly trust you again after…everything? ” “ won’t you at least let me try to make things better? ” “ please don’t look at me like that. ” “ stop trying to fix me. ” “ i thought i could save you. but you can’t pull someone out of a storm if they won’t even take your hand. ” “ what aren’t you telling me? ” “ you’re right, you are a monster. ” “ i keep waiting for you to hurt me. ” “ how long until you realize i’m here to stay? ” “ please don’t apologize, because then i won’t be able to help but forgive you and i’m not ready to do that yet. ” “ sometimes i feel like you’re just waiting for an excuse to leave. ” “ i don’t feel safe here anymore. nowhere feels safe. ” “ i won’t let you ruin us. you’re scared of this but you don’t have to be. ” “ one of these days you’re going to push so hard i won’t be able to pull myself back to you again. ” “ your eyes always look so lost. ” “ loving you is killing me. ” “ i feel like i can’t breathe when you’re not here. ” “ i don’t hate you. but i can’t be in love with you anymore. ” “ why are you looking at me like that? ” “ what happens when i finally fuck up and you finally have to see me for what i am? ” “ i’m scared to let myself want you. ” “ why can’t i be enough? ” “ why won’t you let me help you? why won’t you let me close? ” “ just stay still. let me hold you. ” “ i won’t let you push me away this time. ” “ if you’re so intent on going down this path, then i’m coming with you. ” “ i miss the way you used to smile at me. ” “ i need you. and i hate that i do. ” “ i need to know that you’ll be okay. if something happens to me… ” “ you’re not the person i fell in love with anymore. ” “ why won’t you just let me go? i’m not worth it. ” “ please don’t go. ” “ if you can’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. do it because i need you. ” “ i can’t fix it this time. ” “ do you know how hard it was to let you go? ” “ i don’t think i’ll ever be over you. ” “ i can’t be angry. i’m too tired. i just want it to be over. ”
