gomii’s journal

i keep note of your likes and dislikes.

i make posts about you that you’ll never see.

i buy you gifts months in advance to flood your world with them when the time comes.

i make sure to wish you a good morning and day everyday because i know how moody you can be.

i make sure you’ve eaten because you tend to forget.

i work on myself everyday to be a better partner.

i hear you and fix anything that bothers you.

i research ways for us to gain an even deeper connection.

i observe every little thing about you to best be there for you.

i try my hardest to be a good partner.

i want to live out the life i dreamed of.

i want a mom.

and a dad.

i want live in a nice area.

and attend a good school.

all i had out of this dream was a mom.

and these days i feel like i no longer have that.

she's never around.

she told me she doesn't want to be around.

i hate the man that stole her from us.

does it ever cross his mind how much of an impact his existence has on our household?

imagine your mom never wanting to be around because a man can offer her a better life.

all i want is my mom back.

i want the chance at a happy family back.

i will move out one day.

my household is falling apart by the second.

i try to point out things that need to be improved or are clearly wrong and i get dismissed every time.

it makes me feel like a mad man.

i no longer have control of my emotions with you.

i get sad to see you go.

i smile at the sight of your joy.

i'm always curious about you.

wanting to understand everything about you.

i never want this to end.