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She doesn't like children (yet) but there is soo much tenderness in her when she holds D every time we meet it touches me somewhere where mother-to-baby feelings are stored.. Just love these girls.

My improvised supper back in Tel Aviv inspired by italian food. In the morning we said good bye to Milan.

This is what I call 'good breakfast'.. Just love berries!

There is first time for everything. Today it's for slingbreastpublicfeeding :)

Normally with children as well as with grown ups we cheer them to speak. "just talk to me", "if you need smb to talk to, I'm here" and so on.. But with infants, however, the most desirable outcome is SILENCE. Cause (almost) every sound they produce is a cry. It's pretty communicative one, once you figure out what does it mean this time, no doubt. But the best result is usually a silent (and a sleepy) one.. :)

First time out without D. almost 8 weeks after her birth.. Feel like a different person wearing simple (not breastfeeding t-shirt)..

Nes Hanukkah on New Year's Eve ...

My first breastfeeding in public place.. o.m.g.

From all the changes my body goes through my biggest regret so far is for navel.. It was so smal and accurate and cute.. Now it’s wide and sticks out :((

Yammi pomegranate season is in da house. And with it a good habit to eat one every day (almost)..

They say the second trimester (months 4-6) is the nicest one. So far it is, mainly because I started to feel it stirring in me.. First rare moves and kicks with breaks for several days, and then more and more frequently and intensely. Now, when I lay on my back I can see belly dance, or to be correct my belly is being danced :)). This is the cutest and the most awesome thing about pregnancy so far..

Now, when everyone sees, they start asking what week/month it is.. And usually, especially women, don't miss to comment “it's just the beginning”... Really?!!!? As far as my math goes 19 is almost 20 and 20 is exactly in the middle of 40... So perhaps my dresses still fit, but did you all f****ng forget how hard it is in the beginning? When days are endless and you loose the track of time cause it seems to have stopped to torture you a bit longer... They write the second 3 months are the greatest ones cause your sickness is behind and you're not too heavy or tired yet.. Just the right time to enjoy. So don't ruin this for me when I'm just a little starting to get it and even enjoy, just a bit.. .

Well, I'm almost half the way there... 18 full weeks and counting.. Till 40 (oh I hope no more).. Or translating this to human language I am totally and already rather visibly, pregnant.. On the 4th month.. Scarry and overwhelming. But mainly extremely hard to process..

When you come back from the long journey there's smth comforting in funding some things being fucked up in the same exact way they were when you left.. I suppose we're looking for smth familiar, like an anchor in such a rapidly changing world..

Our last days in Tokyo and in Japan are free. I think it's the best way to finish a long journey. We've had enough history-tradition-religion stuff. So we shop and eat and watch and experience modern Tokyo in Shibuya district, which pretty reminds me of Rothschild blvd in Tel Aviv with its vivid and non stop life. Cat cafe, manga shop, 109shibuya store, hand made candies, conveyor sushi, cinema and people people people.. crazy and spectacular! And it's time to go home.. Just about time!

When human's creations merge into natural harmony.. Just enjoyed it (thinking about Nani)

All you need to make a junky happy is to give him a dose of his drug.. Aaaaahhh that was amazing!! Thanks to my beloved V. for letting me experience this and for patience.. Now one happy HP junky more :)