this blog is a museum of my heart

some people are just so unaware of how much their presence lingers, even in a room they’ve already left

all roads lead back to my 14 year old self.

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

due to personal reasons *screams in the middle of a forest*

oh to be a statue of a goddess covered in moss, somewhere in the garden of the enchanted ruins the castle left behind, for birds to take rest on my shoulders and for animals to sleep in front of my feet, for no ordinary humans to be reached

making HONEST ANTAGONISTS who believe they’re in the right and firmly believe in what they’re doing is SO MUCH MORE INTERESTING than making them “crazy” because of some outside influence. make villains who believe they are the protagonists

NOW IM JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW IN THE PREQUEL BAGHRA SAYS HIS TRUE NAME IS TATTOOED ON HIS HEART AND “YOU DON’T LET JUST ANYONE READ IT” AND IN R&R HE TELLS ALINA HIS REAL NAME SHE WASN’T JUST ANYONE TO HIM LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND TELL ME HE ONLY WANTED HER FOR HER POWER FROM THE START LOOK ME IN THE EYE