passively suicidal

naps hit different when ur using them to avoid being alive

when georges bataille wrote, “no greater desire exists than a wounded person’s need for another wound” & when gillian flynn wrote, “a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort” & when ocean vuong wrote, “sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined” & when lisa m. basile wrote, “did you inherit a sickness? did you blame god? do you believe in god? do you believe in yourself? are you still on fire? did you ever put out the fire?” & when stephen a. guirgis wrote, “why didn't you make me good enough so that you could’ve loved me?”

I eat pussy for my pleasure baby just lay back

A girl laying on me with her full weight would fix me I think. C’mere you weighted blanket you. I’ll smooch you silly if you lay on top of me pleaseee. Plus I’ll keep your bed warm. Symbiotic relationship babey

It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.