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"There's no evidence of these allegations!" "They're all proven false!" "I didn't actually go through it!"

Hey so btw, tweettweetmeadowz DID IN FACT go through it <3

And there's even more!

The person who got doxxed was their ex, who was and currently is a minor! Meadow was encouraging people to sign the people in the server to sign up the ex for scams and porn (btw, said minor is very sex repulsed and Meadow knew that).

Also, Meadow was even willing to give out more than just the minor's number.

From what I saw, the adults you were talking about who encouraged you were about 2 years older than you. You were about 16-17 at this time. The oldest that some of them were was about 18 if I remember correctly.

Also, Meadow was being actively told not to do this because it might go wrong or because it was wrong IN GENERAL but Meadow still continued on.

People who were a part of the encouragement, later did sincere apologies after the heat of the moment had died down. But then there was Meadow who did a... Interesting way to apologize. "I'm so sorry" repeated over and over as the people in the server were like "It's okay! We're not mad!". The majority of the people in that server were wrapped around that sicko's finger.

Meadow took the route of putting the blame on his "BPD" and how it makes him do erratic stuff (which apparently was actually STPD and not BPD according to Meadow? Last time I checked, STPD doesn't make you do shit like doxing someone). Also, he put the blame on how his trauma from the relationship with the ex he doxed caused him to do this as well. Not to forget, when people were talking about how that was pretty fucked up to do and it shouldn't have even happened, Meadow pulled this out of their ass as a way to get people to stop calling them out in the server <3

Yes, Meadow did apologize to the ex... While actively leaking the conversation to the whole server (and kind of making fun of it), despite knowing that the ex has trauma from that kind of stuff. Plus, that apology to the ex was half-assed in my opinion. And he quoted Logan Paul "I had a lapse in my judgement". (Not actually but he did say that exact thing as he was not really apologizing but rather excusing his own actions...)

And lastly, I've come to make an announcement:

What happened in that server wasn't okay in any capacity. What myself and others did in an act of "revenge" was not okay. My apology back then was less than okay especially and I never truly apologized to anyone other than my ex. I never went through with the signing up of my ex but that doesn't excuse any of what happened.

Said ex and I have already spoken about this topic. We covered it when we cut contact about 3 years ago. I apologized profusely and we came to a conclusion that what I did wasn't okay, and that it shouldn't happen again. It hasn't happened again, because like I said, what I did waz entirely and wholely fucked up.

I fucked up a lot in my teens, and I wish that there was any sort of way that I could make up for that behavior. I hope that I've shown my behavior has changed, as I've stated before [it isn't an excuse], I was a mentally ill teenager who was unmedicated and being groomed behind the scenes. It's not an excuse by any means, but I want you to understand the kind of world I was living in. It doesn't excuse why I did it, and I don't think I'll ever be able to make up for what happened, but maybe it will explain it to you.