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Hii I'm Ashu I'm 16 years old and some stuff I'm into is the paranormal and anything other worldly related (liminal spaces, the spirit world ect.) I also like too research and study history and I really like animals of all kind and researching about them and drawing them other then that I just like meeting new people and making 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬!

୨୧ 𝐌𝐲 𝐇𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬 ୨୧

I have a lot of hobbies I love too read, write, Dye my hair for fun, make jewelry, watch movie, paint and sketch and do crafts in general, I also love watching movies!

☆ 𝐌𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐓𝐕 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐬 ☆

𝐌𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝟏.) 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚: 𝐀 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞

𝟐.) 𝐆𝐮𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐨 𝐃𝐞𝐥 𝐓𝐨𝐫𝐨'𝐬 𝐅𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧

𝟑.) 𝐎𝐛𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

𝟒.) 𝐃𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚

𝟓.) 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬

𝟔.) 𝐄𝐝𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬

𝐓𝐯 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐬

𝟏.) 𝐀 𝐤𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬

𝟐.) 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧

𝟑.) 𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 (𝐬𝟏-𝐬𝟓)

𝟒.) 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞

𝟓.) 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝

𝟔.) 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

☆ 𝐅𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬 ☆

- 𝐂𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐲𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐚

- 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝

- 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐲

- 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

- 𝐰𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝

- 𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐝/𝐆𝐎𝐓/𝐀𝐤𝐨𝐭𝐬𝐤

- 𝐟𝐧𝐚𝐟

𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠!! 𝐇𝐦𝐮 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐬!♡

☆ 𝐦𝐲 𝐏𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 :

So at the start of the week (5th July sunday) I only had like one plan and it was with my best friend to go out for dinner and Froyo but on Monday (night before the plans) he called me up and asks me if I can pick him up and I'm like "no I can not my dads going to drop me off on his motorcycle" But I offer to go in an Uber with him from his house to the restaurant so we could still go but he tell me it'll be too expensive and I'm like "we can split the cost it won't cost much" And he still says no and starts being annoyed and say's he'll ask his brother or dad to drive him and I'm like "alrightt just update me tomorrow" And he agrees

‎Skip to Tuesday morning ( the day of the plans) I call him up at 9 am and he doesn't pick up which I understand because maybe he's asleep right? WELL I then proceed to call him AND text him thought out the day from 9AM TO 5 FUCKING PM AND NOT ONE FUCKING REPLY

‎NOT ONE

‎and then to top it off at 8:30pm I get a text from him

‎"heyy is it bad i just woke up😭"

‎I'm sorry is it bad? IS IT FUCKING BAD?? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK?? AND THE LAST I CHECKED NO NORMAL FUCKING HUMANBEING SLEEPS FOR 12 FUCKING HOURS

‎I'm note even mad about the fact that he canceled on me he could've told me "hey I'm not feeling it today I don't think I can go" And I would have been fine with it

‎HELL HE COULD'VE SAID "I can't go" AND I WOULDN'T QUESTION IT

‎BIT WHAT PISSED ME OFF WAS THE LITTLE CUNT GHOSTED ME FOR 12 FUVKING HOURS INSTEAD OF SENDING ME ONE FUCKING TEXT

‎

‎Well after this happened I was beyond pissed (if you couldn't tell already) and well for context for the last few months I've been deliberately more social and have been going to a lot of community art events, volunteer events and general community events to meet new people because I've been wanting to expand my circle and network a bit and it has worked I've met some AMAZING new people who've taught me alott and well a lot of these people I've had plans to meet up with alone for a while now

‎And well this little incident caused me to call up one of these girlies I've met and been wanting to hang out with for like a month now and ask if she want to hang out on the coming Sunday and to my luck she was! So now I had a sold plan up for Sunday and I was really excited

‎Well to my surprise that night as I was scrolling through Instagram I get a post from an art center who were having an Art market/ art swap and ironically enough TWO of my mutuals with art businesses were going to attend

‎I have never gotten my ass to a website and regested so fast to attend an event lmao and the event was on Saturday so I didn't even have to reschedule 🥳

‎All this led me to haveing an absolutely amazing weekend so 😋

𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐝𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲

𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐓𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐝𝐚𝐲 (𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐲𝐨) 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝟖:𝟑𝟎 𝐀𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐚 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐇𝐄 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐊𝐄 𝐔𝐏 𝐈 𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐨 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝟖:𝟑𝟎 𝐀𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 "𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐦" 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐈'𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝟏𝟎 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐡𝐞'𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐚𝐮𝐧𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐈𝐒 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐆𝐔𝐘 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐀𝐃 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

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