Ordained Metanoia

I prefer to go by Mari/Marionette. It's the name of my sona, so a good general base. In all actuality, I kinda just refer to myself as whatever OC is clamping down my throat and speaking for me. (It's a long, odd thing to explain. In simple terms "child neglect and being my family's op > fictional world > personality splitting into more digestible parts for little me > they kinda just stuck around"—This isn't DID. I still have control of my own conscience; this is more like behavioural influence.) Said this once, iirc, but the main OC bouncing about in my head on here is Ayu. Call me that if you want, I dont mind. It's pretty easy to tell if a different OC is influencing me, I think. If it's important to a post, I'll probably mention who it is. My more casual posts will tend to be Nyx influenced.

Since my OCs range in gender, I don't really care what pronouns are used for me. She/her is simply in my bio because I'm used to it. They/them is cool too I think.

Anywho, I'm a BIG Lyney fan. Fucking love this guy. I kin him, I love him, I main him, I draw him, I love him, I don't shut up about him, I love him, I would kill to be hi- have I mentioned that I love him? I don't yumeship with Lyney or anything, but I have found out about platonic yumes, so... Idk? Maybe I do, maybe I don't. I don't care much for the labelling on my obsession for him. He's a very important character, and even if I dont post about him much, means a lot to me, and has stopped me from... Doing stuff. I'm a bit sensitive around him as a result.

I'm Bisexual/aromantic! .... But also like a walking aromantic stereo type—which I don't mean to be—so I'm a little self-conscience about being doubted. Not important, though! Couldn't write a romance story if my life depended on it.

Fandoms I'm in!!:

Pokemon; Genshin Impact; Not active, but on God I fw the GL/GC/GL2 community (hated child connoisseur)

(It isn't many, but... Younger me really liked Pokémon and didn't think to expand my horiPOKEMIN HOKRKFSZONS OMG sorry)

Hobbies!:

Writing; drawing; uh not sleeping.

Kins!:

- Lyney (Genshin Impact)

- Spinel (Pokémon) (don't flame me)

My favourite Pokémon is Sableye! Oh and I fucking LOVE Spinel, but not as much as Lyney :3

I'm a sucker for anything lemon or raspberry flavoured. This applies to cough drops—probably my favourite food honestly.

IMPORTANT: I have pretty low empathy. Not due to any diagnosis as far as I know (I don't have any). I can be pretty awkward in response to tragic events, and don't care in the conventional way. This'll cause me to come off as rude sometimes. I think I do pretty good as pretending I care in the "normal" way, though. Conflicts with the way I latch onto people.... :') (we don't discuss my emotional instability)

Also I really like phonetics, like "ph" over "f" any day. Feel like.... Uhm...... Super cool hero when I write "Copper Sulphate" instead of "Copper Sulfate." Light tends to be bothersome to me, as well as certain vocal cadences. I can't stand having short nails because it means I can't scrape the back of my hands for stimulation, lmao. Oh and I'm lowk an English nerd.

Ummmmmmm I ran out of things to put here. Okie dokie—done!