This feels like a trainwreck, somehow.

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This feels like a trainwreck, somehow.

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i’m just gonna go lay with greg and try to get back to sleep, i guess .. may the tendrils of unconsciousness find their way through the darkness to the hopeless beacon standing over the cliff of the sea, and drag him safely into the hungry waves ...
derelictonline:
oH sorry! i didnt know. im not rly good w words myself so since they hlep u i say go for it. sorry im sorta dum sometimes lmao but ur welcome :^)
in his bedroom ?? and he doesnt see her cheating, he like. fucking. records her w a tape recorder connected to his phone???? idk.
my hubby says the maker just wanted to make a movie, thought it was rly good, turned out rly bad and now he says he meant to make it that way even tho he didnt. and apparently he triued to get his lawyers take down internet reviw videos
yeah, it’s ... it’s fine, don’t worry about it. it was a weird thing to say. i don’t know, i just have a way of wording things when i’m feeling gross, and... yeah. anyway.
that’s weird. did he suspect her in the first place so he set it up, orrr ... because that’s .. that’s really random otherwise. like i can see a cam set up if you have a babysitter and you wanna make sure they’re not abusing your kids or whatever, buuut ... that’sss weird.
... dude, deal with the criticism. that’s how the world goes.
derelictonline:
i dont see why you should force urself to be poetic, even tho ur writing is rly good. nightmares are shitty, dont need to make them sound like anyhting else.
no thats the weird thing, they ahrdly hang in a room?? theres like. this weird guy w long hair whos having relationship troubles w his. wife i think? and shes cheaitn gon him and then at the end he kills himself idk its rly boring
uh? i don’t .. force myself, actually. i guess when i feel bad, i just kind of talk in poetic lines to make myself feel better, but i can’t really warp words the way i want to right now. anyway, i guess it doesn’t matter ... but thank you.
... does he, um. kill himself in a room? does he see her cheating on him in said room ... ??? i can’t see the symbolism if that isn’t the case ...
derelictonline:
gross, that def wont be fun they were talking abt the room? i never rly liked it but apparently its a big deal
nightmares aren’t much fun either, but i guess there’s just things we gotta face as human beings. ... too tired to get all poetic about that. but i thought about it at least.
is that the one with all the people in that room and they’re trying to figure who’s responsible for it, or ... is that something else. i don’t know.

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firepuns started following you babybluesbabe started following you
oh. um, hi there. i’m gonna assume you two follow enya ... ?
derelictsoldier replied to your post:
:^( thats never good but at least u can talk w us abt movies
i also have school in a few hours though. blargh. i don’t watch a lot of movies, actually ... which ones?
it’s almost 2 AM and i can’t sleep. i hate this.
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itsmabelsyrup:
it’s a little creepy, buuuut a little creepy is normal for me! so don’t worry! actually, i kinda feel like i’ve met you before, or maybe a version of you… it’s wirt, right? i might be wrong, but i don’t think i am, it definitely starts with a W!
wait- hold on!
you know an instance of me? how well do you know some instance of me?
sorry, sorry, sorry. i really didn’t mean to weird you out or anything, oh my gosh, i’m really sorry. i only realized the fact that i could have just ... i mean. never mind. ugh. it’s too late now anyway, so it doesn’t matter, but just. i’m really sorry for that. um.
yeah. my name’s walter, but my nickname’s wirt. heh. most people just call me wirt, and it’s usually how i introduce myself too, so. nice to ah, meet you. since, you know. maybe i know some other you, but she’s not you you ... augh.
not very well, actually ... ? i mean, i’m actually going to meet her and dipper on sunday, but ... yeah, i just kind of met them online since. california, versus me living here in wisconsin. -- why?

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B R O K E N T R U S T Shattered. Angry. Bitter.
There was perhaps a moment of doubt in his navigation into the woods this time, and perhaps Dipper could admit that maybe he was lost. Maybe. Probably. Okay, so he was. With the threat of mystery around every corner, twist, turn, and knobby old tree, he very well could fall victim to a hide behind or any other secret this forest held. He was at the mercy of the natural, and supernatural.
It was nothing short of a surprise to see a clearing ahead; with copious amounts of sunlight shining through to the earth. He was certain it wasn’t the way home considering how deep he’d gone, but it was better than sticking around in the dark.
Emerging to see what could easily be mistaken for a sanctuary, Dipper did his best to hold his ground. If he let his guard down, he’d be in for it. That was how it went down in every movie. Still, the area was littered with tiny wildflowers in patches throughout the grass. As brown eyes scanned over their surroundings, he could only jump at an unexpected voice.
“The prettier the flower, the farther from the path.”
Whirling on heel almost instinctively, the crack in his voice couldn’t be any more noticeable as he made his appeal.
“Far from the path?” Maybe an awkward laugh came out here. “…You’re the one sneaking around in the forest.”
Being out here had the completely opposite effect on him than it did on most people these days. It hasn’t even been half a year yet since the incident, and he admittedly still felt a little jittery being surrounded by the trees. But the dreams are so incredibly vivid sometimes that he has decided the only way around this is to subject himself to the ageless advice: ‘face your fears.’
Today was a nice day, at least. And as long as he could find his way through, as long as he could stay on the very specific dirt path -- or at the very least, keep it within sight -- then he should be all right. And maybe, just maybe ... he could sit down somewhere and pull out his notepad, and he could write some poetry. Something filled with a lot more talk about the way the leaves shivered in the spring breeze, and a lot less trembling over the way those edelwood trees bled that black oil.
So, while Greg is off playing with one of his friends ( can’t drag him into this, it’s not fair to him, he’s not ready to come back through here ), he hauls on his shoes, pulls his jumper on over his dress shirt, and heads out to clamber up over that wall behind the cemetary again. And with a deep breath, he drops himself over to the other side. This time, he’s wary of the train tracks, and deeply hyperaware of the lake, though he avoids doing anything more than shooting a disdainful look as he eases around its perimeter.
Reminder to self: never do anything that stupid again.
The forest is as it was the last time he came out here. Peaceful, mostly. Forgiving. And there’s no snow on the ground anymore, leaving it a little less sinister than it was in his memories. There were flowers lining the grass that followed the path. It seemed ... nice. And so he descends through, gravel and dirt crunching under his shoes, but at some point, that path starts to give way to grass growth. To a little clearing. He peeks over his shoulder. Everything seems, well. Visible, from here.
And so he whips his notepad out, and steps off the path, peeking at the flowers at his feet. Maybe he muse aloud to himself as he tries to find his pen somewhere in his pockets. And then he hears a voice, causing him to jump, and lose it again -- along with the little tablet of his poems.
“ OH. -- Oh. Um. H -- Hi there. ... Sorry, I, um. I thought I was ... I mean ... I was just -- ” talking to myself, don’t mind me “--musing to myself, uh. I didn’t know anyone else was here, I didn’t see you from over ... over there, um. Hi. ”
itsmabelsyrup started following you
ah, hey there. mabel, right? --i hope it’s not totaly creepy that i know that, i swear i’m not like, stalking your blog or anything. i ... also hope it doesn’t sound weird to say i kinda sorta know some instance of you ...
but um. gee. hey, thanksss for the follow.

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r0ckfacts:
Greg was busy gathering up some soup into his spoon, and slowly watching it all spill back into his bowl through the little slits. While he was pretty hungry - if you didn’t slurp it up fast enough it was gone - this was very entertaining for him. He grinned as he started to experiment, holding the spoon up a little higher from the bowl each time to see if he could get the bright red liquid to land in the bowl at each level; he was pretty successful, other than a few small splashes getting onto his night shirt.
When he heard Wirt’s suggestion he grinned even more, putting the spoon off to the side and picking up the bowl, bringing it to his lips as he slurped down a few gulps of the soup happily. When he put it back down, there was excess tomato soup all over his face, but he didn’t care. It was always fun to break Mom’s rules without getting caught.
“Haha!! Wirt you should try it! I feel like a cat!!”
After sparing a glance towards the living room, where Greg’s father was currently tucked up behind his desk working on something or other on the computer, Wirt turns back to the table and simply picks up his sandwich and dips that into his soup. It’s just as effective, to him, and it accomplishes what he needs it to. Plus, well, it tastes better. Kind of hides the fact that just maybe, his cooking is only slightly better than Philp’s, and maybe he burnt the bred a little bit.
He only gets about two bites in before Greg’s slurping distracts him, and he crinkles his nose as he lowers his sandwich to rest his arm against the table and the side of his hand against the rim of his bowl -- his eyes narrow just slightly on the younger boy sitting across from him. This was kind of the worst suggestion he’s made in the past month. That sound is excrutiating.
“ Right. Okay, but. Greg, cats don’t, uh. You know, have lips or anything, so they kinda can’t slurp their ... water or milk or whatever ... like that. If you wanna drink it like a cat, you gotta like ... lick it out of the bowl. ”
... And of course, he only realizes his mistake after saying it. Again. What else is new.
“ Uhh, but you should try it like me, instead. You know? Dip your sandwich in it and try that way. ”
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