o wakeful world, goodnight.

I like using tumblr to escape my problems. because I don't always have the energy to deal with them. and then I come on tumblr and look around communities and they're full of problems I don't have the energy to deal with. so I'm done.

I don't mean for this to sound like... pitiful or preachy or anything. I'm just so sick of social media in general. goodbye chat, it was fun while it lasted. if you absolutely must have updates on me, feel free to head over to @sugarysakurakitty and use eir askbox as a proxy to contact me

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15

also, not everyone there even "belongs" there! i met someone who went to the ER for a headache and ended up in the psych ward! another person came in for an anxiety attack mistaken for a heart attack and got put in the psych ward. i was involuntarily admitted because they thought i tried to kill myself when i didn't! i had only told my doctor i was struggling with drinking and wanted to make sure i didn't need detox. and when i got there, they forced me to go cold turkey from all my medication (including the ones for my chronic illnesses!). i was stuck in bed for days, and this was then used against me as proof that i needed to be there!

(by "belong" i mean according to the actual written standards for hosptialization. i don't think anyone "belongs" in a psych ward)

these places are not safe. they were a compromise the ruling class made after people started realizing asylums were abusing, torturing, and effectively kidnapping women. they didn't stop doing that. they just made it look like they did. they convinced everyone that it was different this time.

Unsatisfied until I've got you flayed alive

So grab a plate, have a taste 這口味讓我沉醉

I'm still preying on a butcher's vein

^q^

^q^

HAHAH.FOURTY EIGHT !!!; 48MULLBERRYSTREET🥹🥹✌

My bad😬