Sabrina

I love having panic attacks and crying in public bathrooms

I’m a weird type of sad right now. I feel so desperate for someone to prove to me that I’m important. Prove to me that they need me to exist to be happier. Prove to me that my existence is crucial. I’m not going to do anything stupid, but wow, I feel so unimportant. I want someone to hold me and kiss me and hug me for so long and just prove I am loved and important. I want someone to compliment all the parts of me I’ve spent fucking hating the past few weeks. I want compliments and to feel like an angel. I want to feel special. I want it to be genuine, I want it to feel genuine. I want someone to just tell me that they appreciate me and everything I do. I want to feel love again. I feel like almost everyone I know has somehow shown me I am not important to them recently. I’ve been so lonely. Hell the one new person I cautiously let in my life brutally fucked me over and we don’t talk anymore. That really fucked me up, and it still is. I guess I feel useless, and I don’t want to anymore

I also want to add this isn’t like pointed directly at anyone or some shit I just had to get my feelings out

hey if ur reading this and ur in a bad spot mentally or anything i hope u feel better soon and have a good day

You are stronger than you give yourself credit for

oh mY GOD i’m so bored with my life run me over

I’m really boring if I’m not comfortable with you

i’m art, but the kind that gets shoved away in the back of someone’s notebook bc they didn’t like it