#istandwithtaylor

You say you don’t understand and I say I know you don’t We thought a cure would come through in time, now I fear it won’t Remember looking at this room, we loved it ‘cause of the light Now I just sit in the dark and wonder if it’s time

Do I throw out everything we built or keep it? I’m getting tired even for a phoenix always rising from the ashes  Mending all my gashes You might just have dealt the final blow

Stop, you’re losing me Stop, you’re losing me Stop, you’re losing me  I can’t find a pulse, my heart won’t start anymore for you Cause you’re losing me

Every morning I glared at you with storms in my eyes How can you say that you love someone you can’t tell has died? I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick  My face was gray but you wouldn’t admit that we were sick 

And the air is thick with loss and indecision I know my pain is such an imposition, now you’re running down the hallway Like you know what they all say Don’t know what you got until its gone

Stop, you’re losing me Stop, you’re losing me Stop, you’re losing me Stop, you’re losing me I can’t find a pulse, my heart won’t start anymore for you Cause you’re losing me

Cause you’re losing me Stop, you’re losing me My heart won’t start anymore/Stop, you’re losing me My heart won’t start anymore/Stop, you’re losing me

How long could we be a sad song, til we were too far gone to bring back to life? I gave you all my best mes, my endless empathy, and all I did was bleed As I tried to be the bravest soldier fighting in only your army Front lines, don’t you ignore me I’m the best thing at this party You’re losing me And I wouldn’t marry me either, a pathological people-pleaser But I only wanted you to see her, and I’m fading thinking Do something babe, say something Lose something babe, risk something Choose something babe, I got nothing To believe Unless you’re choosing me You’re losing me

The first is how uncomfortable it felt to see them together, not because they lacked chemistry, their chemistry was fantastic but because I kept thinking she’s a kid.

The second was that fight. You could see the red flags before it, in the stop where Dylan screamed on the phone and threw the car keys. In the way he drank and loudly talked while Sadie stayed quiet on her corner and shook of her hand.

The fight itself felt like something you’ve seen or lived. Trying to point out how the other person hurt you and them brushing it off since they don’t think they hurt you then you are being over dramatic and needy for making such a big deal about it.

my fav reactions to the announcement

+my all time favorite:

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ICONIC🤍🤍