laughing til our ribs get tough

okay so tbh i don’t know how or where to start this because wow?!??!???!! WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN!!!!!!????? i literally have so much to say it’s insane but at the same time there’s not enough words that’ll make my feelings towards you any justice and yes i do realize how gay that probably sounded but i don’t care??? i love you man, i literally love you so much??? you’re like // the best friend // honestly when it comes to you whenever i watch movies nd see how picture perfect their friendships are im like yeaaaaah i understand because i have you in my life and you’re all of that and more to be honest if that even made any sense??? like you don’t even know how much of an impact you’ve been on me and my life cause believe it or not but you did make my life x1000000 times better and brighter. i literally look forward to talking to you everyday like if i go ten hours without talking to you i just feel like something isn’t right i’d genuinely feel like a lost puppy like i wouldn’t even care if we’ve barely talked throughout the day but at leaST we talked you know??? and that’s more than enough for me, because you’re more than enough for me!!!!!!! like to be honeST i don’t know if this is fate or some black magic kinda shit but when i first got my tumblR i wasn’t as social or outspoken or annoying as i am noW so i don’t know what moved nd urged me to message you???? likE i don’t even know but i’m forever thankful for that because you’re truly a blessing in my life, and i might not say or show it as much as i’d like to because i’m an asshole but i love you so much and you’re my favorite person in the entire planet and i’d probably be lost without you or i wouldn’t be the person that i am now??? cause even tho ure a lil 9 year old i learn so much from u and u make me a better person and i basically wouldn’t be me withouT you.. i know you’ve been taken for granted this last year and it sucks a lot but honestly look at you now, you’re fierce, bold, hella, nd populaR like fr look at u having 14 people squading up to celebrate the birth of you i’m so sososososososo proud of you and you’ve honestly come a long way and you’ve gotten so confident and optimistic and beyonce voice flawless and i couldn’t be any more happier or prouder of you im like yaaaath look at my girl go bihtc fuck it up!!!!!!!!!! and othER than all of these things, you’re also super super super supppppper lovely and wonderful you’re like sugar and spice and everything nice, and you’re sooooooooooooo beautiful like honestly sometimes i’m like woaaah bitch take a step back your looks are killiNG me nd getting me a lil weak on the knees i’m only 5 and sometimes whenever i see your lil snaps of you and your friends and ure wearing the biggest and brightest smile ever i can’t help but smile as well????? like u literally make me go aweee like what a cute face for the cutest person and i don’t know you just sorta have that affect or effect or whatever the fuck the spelling is on me. so happy seventeenth birthday my little sunshine, i wish you nothing but the best and i hope you have a year that’s almost have as great and wonderful and lovely and sweet and joyful and nice as you are. i love you far too much you little bitch, get out of here, it’s honestly not good for my health. enjoy your day, my number one 7abeeby, i’ve got my 3ayn on youuuuu. ps: i wrote this while i was pooping, do u still love me?