Shea.

I spent my day outside and had a little time to lay down all of my worries in that rather quiet public park; it's calming and embracing me so softly. I skipped some of the songs in my playlist, and at the fourth skip, Until I Found You was displayed.

By the time I listened and hummed to the intro, I thought by myself, 'how nice it must have been felt like when I have you by my side, enjoying this therapeutic scenery before our eyes.'

We are reaching another milestone of which I found myself marking my calendar; our special day together. By now, I think you should have known how precious you are for me, how I would take away all the pain and burden for you, and how I would shed a tear with no hesitation if you ever need a friend.

I like the way you are telling stories about your day, about what you are doing now, about the weird combination of your favourite food, about the song you are into these days, about the midnight calls we had during the hectic weeks. I like all moments I've spent with you.

I have noticed how rarely we are together these days, and i won't beat around the bush; I miss you, a lot more than I can tell you. But I am the happiest knowing you are surrounded by much positivity, getting yourself charged to strive and do better, and you are taking care of yourself well. I am happy to see you bloom so beautifully, I am proud of what you've become, I am honoured to accompany you throughout these important phases. You are the source of my merriment, the apple of my eyes and the source of these silly but loving butterflies; you are such an important person and I'll be here whenever you feel like stumbling down.

I'm rooting for you, baby. You will receive much more, so hang in there! Do know that I am here praying for the best, for you.

Despite how busy you are, thank you for taking care of me too. For simply asking how my day went, for listening to me, for responding to my random spams. Thank you for being kind and appreciative.

A loud thought on Thursday evening,

Someone out there, anyone, needs to know what it feels like to be showered in a pure love like yours. To be hugged after a long day, to be heard when everyone's shutting their ears, to be healed when someone took your sanity away.

You have given me so much more than what I had prayed for myself.

That statement only carries a few of the love weights. I have so many thoughts about you that I still can't find any words to explain. And for that, I'll always feel indebted and grateful for being with you. I never thought life would be easier with someone's dependable shoulder.

You were right, we are each other blessed Christmas gift; I still find myself wondering how did we even talk that day, or how did we even start a proper conversation? You came to me so suddenly and yet I feel joyful to welcome you. We were both speechless by the fact that we were attracted to each other; feels like finally, we found that link to each others' bubbles.

She once got asked by one of her friends, "How do you know you are in love?"

She answered with the brightest smile she could ever imagine, "I know I'm in love once I feel like levitating; I don't want to stop. In fact, I'm looking forward to when I feel like flying seamlessly again."

She smiled with her red cherry cheeks as she thought of the earlier tales of you and her.

What do you see?

I haven't really said much about this interest of mine; taking one mere oil painting and intertwining it with my flying thoughts. The Magpie you just saw, it seems cold, isn't it? While in fact, I felt so much warmth knowing the expression in the Winter is very much captured in detail; stop every wanderer's eyes and be engrossed in its snowy beauty. Winter was that season of the year when people fall in love and begin their journey with their loved ones.

Looking back, you did the same for me. No one has ever explained, observed and cared much. The Magpie you saw that day, was indeed me at my lowest degree and yet, you didn't seem to be unfazed. You treated me as if I'm fragile, while in fact, I tremble in excitement every time our two polar opposite touch. You found all the beautiful colours and stored them inside your Pandora box with endearment.