lets go deep

its fiesta now in our brgy. and im here being an introvert and writing nonsense things instead of singing and socializing outside. how cool was that?

well this time. i need to feel and be hurt. 

whatever sweets i ate I'm really not happy.

im really trying my best to not think about you.

its so sad that someone who's so proud to have you, is now so ashamed of you.

i just want someone who won't leave me no matter how hard it gets for us.

why is it so hard to love me.

this is why i don't wanna have a relationship.

now im here again. broken but with another person this time. whyyy

I'm so nervous to go there after what happened today. But maybe I should still try

She's ready but he no longer needs her.

I said it. And I'm done. No more words unsaid. Just feelings and moment unfulfilled.

I've been so confused lately. Of the things that I want to the things the I should do.