someday I will end me because of the lack of love.
I donāt want to be alone anymore. The loneliness is slowly eating me up from the inside. itās burning into my flesh, my thoughts, my brain. The love I crave feels unreachable. So why should I even try anymore?
I feel so sad these days. So lonely. Iām feeling like a puzzle piece that doesnāt connect to any other piece. I feel so many bad things but I canāt cry anymore. Iām just searching for an excuse not to follow the plan of ending it all. but I donāt find one.
Iām sleeping most times of my free time, so I donāt have to live actively
-my head, February 2023










