My Little World

You can't change your family. You can't change your dad, your mom, your sisters. All you can do is hope for them to change for the better. For themselves. Thian akung if you hear this, let them change for the better please. Whatever your way may be.

My problem is I'm not open enough to be open. I can't tell you whats really on my mind. All I can say was you get me? And you nodded. I know you don't know. I know you didn't get it. I can't say it enough more than what I said. I can't be truthful and open like you wanted. I can't give you promises. I can't give you certainty. I can't give you me. I can't give up. You get me?

Not saying anything also an answer. You don't need to explain your whole situation for people who cares about you to understand. Just a simple look will do and they will understand. A graceful gesture is so hard to find but amazingly easy to see.

It pains me when I changed my wrist watch back to LA time.

Its hard to be positive when nothing in life is positive enough to make you feel positive.

I want to run away too...