When I want to think abt scarian but I have run out of thinking juice for the day and do not have the spoons to read anything or watch videos so I just lay there with the ghosts of Grian and Scar haunting me

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When I want to think abt scarian but I have run out of thinking juice for the day and do not have the spoons to read anything or watch videos so I just lay there with the ghosts of Grian and Scar haunting me

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grian's guilt complex is so interesting regarding the games to me. He feels guilty and like he has responsability over things he doesnt and makes extreme stuff to repair the damage even when no one asked him to. But also keeps making deathly games or keeps putting responsabilities on himself over things and other people which makes him act condescending. Its kinda like a snake eating it's own tail
YEAH. YEAH. and in the wildcards i feel like its sorta amplified because. the death games at least he doesn't blame himself for the setting. but with the wild cards he was straight up going "this is my fault/this is not my fault" when people died from a wildcard that he had absolutely no control over. likee when scar first died from walking off a cliff he says "and that one is not my fault at all, he would have died even without the wild card" even if he died from the wild card it wouldn0t be your fault grian............ AND GOD. YEAH. THE CONDESCENDING. it's because he sets upon himself the duty to "keep his teammates alive" and things like that that he ends up even more disappointed when they don't meet his imposed standards. much to think about
It's two in the morning but Thoughts of a wordless nature are happening. This man truly is *gestures vaguely at a cactus* u no?
Scarian counts as sustenance right? If I am hungry, and I write or read about scarian, I'll stop being hungry right? That's how it works? I don't need to get out of bed and feed myself? I can just consume or create scarian content? I feel like that's how that works.
If my little pony existed in the whole hermitcraft dnd au thingy, who do you think would be each party members' favorite pony? Would it be a member of the mane six or a side character?
QUESTIONSSSS QUESTIONSSS
im afraid i don't know enough about my little pony to answer this question........ i really only sorta know the mane 6 so my best guess is. brodude seems like an applejack guy theyd get along
I'm stealing this question bc I wanna talk abt it. Anyway, I do think there's a difference in who they're most like, and who would be their favorite.
Max is definitely most like Rainbow Dash. An ego that could kill and a need to be the center of attention, but also caring and loyal to their chosen people.
I think he'd claim his favorite is one of the side characters bc he wants to be Different. Either a villain or Celestia/Luna (him and his athority figures) but I think secretly his favorite would be Fluttershy because she reflects the cleric part of him that shines through when he's not blustering. Episodes like her facing the dragon would be his favorite.
Ruby's favorite would be Fluttershy as well, hands down. (Another reason Max would never admit to her being his favorite). The presentation of a simple soft cottage life and the allowance to be kind and not need to be ruthless and on guard 24/7 would call to her. I also think she'd love characters like Starlight Glimmer. Her redemption arc and ability to grow and settle into friendships she can trust and dedicate herself to, I think would be really compelling for Ruby.
Mr. Wizard would have multiple. He is both most like Pinkie Pie and I also think she'd be one of his favorites. Full of whimsy while also having abilities that she simply shouldn't have. Her naturally bright chaotic energy seems exactly the thing he'd like. But I also think he'd really like Twilight Sparkle. One bc role model obvs, she's cool, but also two, we can't deny that he's drawn to the prickly "I don't need friends, they dissapoint me" types. And he'd love Discord because obviously.
Brodude is a bit harder, but I think his favorite would be Rainbow Dash. He was immediately drawn to and loves Max's energy, and I think the same qualities in Rainbow Dash would just make him happy. His favorite episode would be the one where Rainbow Dash and Applejack get super competitive and race. I also, and this one is more shaky, think he'd like Rarity. Even though she's on the surface the diva type, she's incredibly capable, brave and protective and I think he'd really like her for that.
Life series scarian is just
Lovers to enemies to doomed lovers back to enemies to lovers but toxic this time to enemies to lovers (?) to enemies to almost lovers and then back to enemies. And I love that for them.

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Found out I can listen to the giggs dnd streams on spotify and oh my god Max really is just like that
an important thing about me is that im at heart an um actually type of person and i try to keep it controlled because thats no fun but it is who i am so it Will slip sometimes and youre gonna have to deal with it
I need this on a business card that I can just hand to people when I meet them
Problem: Hungry but hurting so don't want to get out of bed.
Solution? Write about scarian.
This is a perfectly logical chain of cause and effect. Source: trust me.
Thinking about the difference in hubris levels between Scar and Grian. Grian is truly an Icarus in many ways. The definition of 'I know what I'm doing' even when he's completely lost. Meanwhile, Scar can legitimately know Exactly what he's doing but he's still always prepared for things to blow up in his face.
I think that's another reason they work so well together as a dynamic. Grian's confidence boosts Scar's. If Grian says they can do something, Scar believes it because Grian believes it. And when things fail, Grian, who has a tendancy to beat himself up if he fails by himself, bounces back very quickly because Scar does. Any time they fail Scar just goes "LMAO that didn't work :J moving on" and Grian follows after, already thinking of a new plot.
Scar is never unsure of an outcome with Grian by his side, and Grian is always prepared to pick himself back up again if Scar is there to lend him a hand. And I think that's beautiful.
“Mrs. Griande.”
Grian startled so hard he nearly fell out of his seat, a choked scream struggling out of his lungs. He whipped his head around, prepared to rip into anyone who thought it was a good idea to randomly ambush him while he was trying to get ready for a show.
That plan immediately went south when he saw it was Hotguy himself standing in the room, lips pressed together in a way that made Grian highly suspect Hotguy was laughing at him. “My apologies!” The superhero wheezed out before seeming to collect himself. “But I have very important business! I think you might be in danger.”

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The urge to write vs my commitment issues and the fear that I will Start Something
Being at work but all I want to do is think abt scarian. I truly suffer more than anyone has suffered ever.
I love how tickled Grian gets abt Scar's accidental misuse of language. He finds it so funny. Like, he Does Not find Scar's intentional stupid jokes funny, which I'm pretty sure is 95% of the reason Scar makes them, Scar thinks Grian's insuing silence after he makes a stupid joke or bad innuendo is hilarious, but Grian does find it hilarious any time Scar messes up without realizing it, esp if they're bad innuendos, and I think that's funny in itself.
Grian's sense of humor is people fumbling and I love him for that.
Scar: "That's what she said."
Grian: *absolute crickets*
Scar: "don't put that in my mouth >:("
Grian: *just fuckin dies*
I love how tickled Grian gets abt Scar's accidental misuse of language. He finds it so funny. Like, he Does Not find Scar's intentional stupid jokes funny, which I'm pretty sure is 95% of the reason Scar makes them, Scar thinks Grian's insuing silence after he makes a stupid joke or bad innuendo is hilarious, but Grian does find it hilarious any time Scar messes up without realizing it, esp if they're bad innuendos, and I think that's funny in itself.
Grian's sense of humor is people fumbling and I love him for that.
Scarian but they keep beating eachother up because that's easier then admitting they'd do anything just to make the other look at them

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Do you get deja vu ?
DUDE!? DIDN'T SEE THE TAGS FIRST AND AS SOON AS I SAW IT I WAS ALREADY LIKE "WAIT WAIT HOLD UP WAIT, SOMEBODY DID IT, SOMEBODY SAW IT, THIS IS THE SHIT IM TALKING ABOUT" YOU DID SO MUCH MORE WITH THAT IDEA THAN I COULD'VE IMAGINED
This is peak
Being an asexual shipper means actively imagining people being attracted to other people, and then being baffled when that shit happens to real people. Character thinking a picture of another character is hot -> normal. Real person thinking a picture of another person is hot -> why, how, what does that even mean.