myblues911_

Oh! How hate it when someone can see right through. When their eyes soften and they go gentle with their voice and ask cautiously, "Are you okay?" Of course, I'll say, " yeah I'm great." Even if that's not true, specially when it's not true. I'll look away, I'll shrug, change the subject or the best way, laugh it off. It's strange, how scary it is, being understood even when that's all I've craved all my life. It's like I'm exposed, all those walls I built carefully, are suddenly crumbled and my feelings, my emotions stand there bare, trembling. And then in that moment there's nothing left that I can call mine. I learned it very early in life : When people know too much about you, they use it against or worse they just leave you.