"I'll break you into pieces." She smiled a little before approaching his face. “But if you behave, then I shall let you have a peaceful life with a dark and twisty mess like me.”

“Nope… We should call Callie.”

“So... You may have knocked me up, huh ?” The woman laughed and intertwined her fingers into  his before slowly walking down the corridors. “I’ll get that test and then try one.. I’m kind of  nervous....”

“W..What ? A pregnancy test ? I... I haven’t thought about this...”

"And.. Should I trust you this time or will I end hurt again ?" Meredith asked in a very painful tone. The woman didn’t feel strong enough to deal with another heartbreak. She looked down, staying still on her chair.

Meredith sighed and looked at him. “You love me but you’re married to her !” She then shook her head. “You won’t leave her, will you ?” She looked at him in the eyes, feeling as if she was burning inside already.

“Nauseous...”

"I'm sure Callie called her.” stated the woman before looking down. “So... You said you should’ve chosen me... But... What now ? I mean, this won’t change the fact that you’re married and that you gave her another chance....” She looked down at her hands and whispered. “I can’t suffer anymore.”

"That's good... You shall sleep soon then." She looked around herself and then back at him in the eyes. “I’m just glad to know that you’re all fine.” She slowly sat on a chair not that far from him and looked at him in the eyes, remaining quiet. After a silent pause, the woman simply said: “Is Addison joining you ?”

So after an hour, Meredith left the on call room and walked to meet Callie. She asked about Derek and the ortho surgeon led her to his room. She opened the door and looked at him, trying to show that she was strong, while she wasn’t. “How are you feeling ?”

This revelation made the woman freeze as she wasn’t expecting this at all. She looked at Derek and then noticed Callie helping Derek. “I.... I should go... I.... Have to make rounds....” She then turned around and walked away, her heart beating faster than ever.

"So what are you saying ?" Meredith asked, not feeling comfortable. After all, if he was to hurt her once again, the woman wouldn’t ever talk to him again.

"Then stop... It's already difficult to me to stay away from you. And Addison is awfully nice... I just... I can’t.” She sighed and looked at Derek painfully. “You chose her.”