Alone in this World

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

Maybe if I just work harder, this empty cup will pour again

Maybe the cup needs a bit of time to rest and refill?

Maybe the cup needs to lock the fuck in???

do not underestimate my ability to burn it all to the fucking ground

real yearners miss shit that never even happened

Mondays aren't that bad once you cannot tell days apart from eachother

they need to make surgery for emotions

REMOVE THE GRIEF LIKE A TUMOUR

when it's almost 2026 but the person I was in 2020 wouldn't even recognize me anymore.

Nothing feels right anymore.

i feel so worthless

“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.