Iβm sorry to the people whoβs lives Iβve disappeared from in recent years. for most of you I was gone & unreachable likely faster than youβre used to, and quite a bit faster than Iβm used to. I had to, and though it took a lot of time and more mistakes, it helped. while some of you did nothing wrong, and others hurt my trust, it was a short life of wrongs that implored me to pull the plug on each of my friendships, not truly you. I know for some it may hurt to feel like I donβt like you and/or forgive you, or that I donβt wish you well, so I want to make clear that I appreciate whatever relationship weβve had and hope for nothing but happiness for all of you. Even if something you did sparked the end of our friendship, I want you to know that I recognize the parts Iβve played in every unhappy ending Iβve had in years. while I still may not be able to or feel comfortable rebuilding some of our bridges, Iβve learned priceless lessons about myself, and I hope to continue using those lessons to grow as a friend. I may not be able to respond to you all individually who reach out to me to ask what went wrong or if thereβs something we can do to be cool, but please know weβre good. Weβre all good.
