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goddessofpathos

☕ (from @museofthemoment)

"Not that I mind coffee Amazon, but you know; the cozy restaurant, the cheesecake, the nice view...is this a date and you just didn't want to admit it when you invited me?"

museofthemoment

"What, two friends can't go to a nice restaurant and have dessert over coffee and not have it be a date?"

Says the flushed woman who's genuinely not sure what she meant it to be.

goddessofpathos

"Do you want me to answer that with my lips, or my fork on said lips?" Marie said completely teasing.

museofthemoment

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#goddessofpathos #that's it that's the post

goddessofpathos

☕ (from @museofthemoment)

"Not that I mind coffee Amazon, but you know; the cozy restaurant, the cheesecake, the nice view...is this a date and you just didn't want to admit it when you invited me?"

museofthemoment

"What, two friends can't go to a nice restaurant and have dessert over coffee and not have it be a date?"

Says the flushed woman who's genuinely not sure what she meant it to be.

#goddessofpathos

Marie puts a hat on Ran. "...No. Hats don't suit you at all Amazon." Ok Marie, how about you don't use a Top Hat for starters?

"I don't know... I think a page boy cap would look alright." Ran grabs one off the shelf and tries it on. "Whaddaya think, guvnor? Could I pass as a shoeshine boy for Halloween?"

#fullmoonlily #goddessofpathos

eris-the-phantom-thief

@museofthemoment

Continued

“N-no I have no plans, Shinji is working late tonight. It’s one of the nights I’m not working. He seemed, strangely insistent that I not be there tonight.”

She had to admit it was odd to her that he seemed so against her being at the Stray Sheep tonight. Was there some kind of event tonight? Not that she had heard about at least.

“Maybe I should cook him something nice and bring it down.”

museofthemoment

"Wait, really?" Ran frowned worriedly. "... I don't know. Shinjiro isn't the sort to worry unnecessarily, is he? If he's insisting you not be there, then..."

She considered it for a moment before continuing. "He probably expects some sort of trouble... something he'd want you to keep clear of."

#eris-the-phantom-thief #museofthemoment #fullmoonlily #(finally found this again!)

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“Have ever thought about doing something so random without a second thought? Like building a fort in your room to watch movies? Because I am suddenly feeling nostalgic for that and I don’t have anyone to do it with.”

"Hmm. Most of my impulsive thoughts are a bit less random than that, but that sounds like a pretty cool idea, actually. How do we start?"

#fullmoonlily #tacitusauxilium

celesse

You might get some bread maybe 🐱🍞✨

huffylemon

foone

This is a joke and all but this is seriously a good idea. It's possible to get yourself in a real depressive funk because all your creative works are big complicated things that you have to work on for a long time and you keep coming up short or failing. That lack of success can really start to burn you out.

But you know what I guarantee you will be able to do? Put together this little Lego plane. Go get a small set for like 25$ and just put it together. You're not trying to make a Big Artistic Statement, you don't have to deal with perfectionism, you don't have to go learn a bunch of new skills and buy a bunch of new tools and supplies, you're just gonna make a little Lego set. You will succeed, I'm sure of it.

Maybe it's just my particular flavor of ADHD/autism, but his has really helped me from time to time. When you're in a rut because you're trying to do great things and failing, maybe try switching to something simple and offline that you can definitely do. Put together a Lego car or plane or train. You'll have fun, I promise.

And then when you get back to work, you can have that little set sitting on your desk, and look up at it every time you take a break. See, you can succeed at things, your brain is just being mean.

#I should get a new set

literaphobe

UH WHAT

UH…… WHAT………

eirenical

This entire article is eye-opening, even as someone who has ADHD and has read a lot about it already. There’s so much more there than just the bit about the glucose-craving brain. SO. MUCH.

This might have been the bit that hit me hardest, actually:

it would be easy to misinterpret the following scenario as a standoff between two partners: Imagine that your partner asks you to pay the electric bill, and you say to yourself, “OK, I have time to do that today.” But when you sit down to do it, you keep getting distracted. The ADHD brain needs higher stimulation in order to complete this rote task with minimal payoff. Your ADHD brain says, “That task is way too boring, and I refuse to focus on it. Find something that interests me more, which offers me a bigger dopamine reward, and I’ll work with you.” It doesn’t matter that you know you should pay the bill as promised; if your brain won’t engage, it’s an ugly standoff. Perhaps, after a day of procrastination — when your partner will be home in 20 minutes and the bill is still unpaid — there may be enough of an adrenaline rush from a sense of crisis that your brain will engage and you pay the bill.

The ADHD brain and its owner are at odds with one another. It’s difficult to compel a disengaged brain to engage by force of will. In fact, much of the treatment for ADHD involves learning to psych out the brain, so that it will attend to necessary, low-stimulation tasks.

Appreciating the tug-of-war within that pits intellect against neurobiology increases compassion and acceptance for one’s hidden struggle.

I feel SEEN. OTZ

Seriously, though. Read the whole thing. It’s a good one.

blackwoolncrown

Add to this that it’s not just that your brain says “I don’t want to”- the prefrontal cortex literally shuts OFF.

#adhd #diabetes

museofthemoment

“Another date with Anya?”

"Mm-hm," Ran answered without moving her lips, taking care with her appearance in the mirror. She wasn't the sort to wear makeup usually, but a little bit now and then didn't bother her... and a date was a good opportunity. Still, she kept it simple, accenting her deep blue eyes with some eyeshadow and mascara.

"Going to one of the clubs she likes. I suspect I'm going to get introduced to some of her other friends, so I have to look acceptable, right?"

eris-the-phantom-thief

“Is it the Asylum?” Hana tilted her head. “Or are you just going to the stray sheep?” Port Azul was a small place with not many major night clubs.

The Asylum was the most major one…although she wondered if it was because of the twin owners. One drew in business with her looks, and the other handled keeping it open.

She tried to think of any other places, Confession, Vesuvius…granted those two she knew by reputation only. It wasn’t like she went to those kinds of places.

indecisiveredpanda

@eris-the-phantom-thief

“... how many clubs are there in Port Azul, anyway?” Ran asked after a moment’s surprise. “Anyway, I don’t think she said which one. Knowing her, though, she wanted to leave it a surprise.”

After a few more moments, she turned around and looked at Hana. “How did I do?”

Ran looked much the same as she ever did, just with a hint of dark blue eyeshadow and a little bit of definition for the eyelashes. Very subtle.

eris-the-phantom-thief

“There’s a couple, but Vesuvius is…well more for singles than for a couple if you get my drift. Single horny people.”

Hana imagined that Anya would probably take Ran to either to The Asylum or to Confession.

“Did you ask Yukari for some tips?”

She was laid on the sofa on her stomach and swung her legs against the cushion. “I think it looks pretty good Ran, have you settled on an outfit?”

museofthemoment

“Since I know it’s a club this time, yes. I have some tight jeans and a crop top that should suit the venue. And I did ask Yukari for some tips, though I had to stop her twice... I know it’s her job, but I really didn’t want to overdo it with the makeup. I just feel... tarty wearing it most of the time.”

Now that she was done with her make-up, she turned to Hana, leaning over the edge of the couch to grin manically at her. “And what about you, hm? Any big plans for the night?”

#eris-the-phantom-thief #(I cannot for the life of me figure out how to shorten posts any more)#fullmoonlily

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tacitusauxilium

@indecisiveredpanda sent: “it’s okay. think i can walk.” (Ran via @museofthemoment)

more injured prompts because reasons!

“A-are you sure, Ran? You fell pretty hard on your knee there…” Fuuka slowly said, knowing the grunt that came from Ran’s lips did not sound pleasant one bit. All Fuuka hoped for was that it was dislocated. “…does it feel funny to walk on?”

tacitusauxilium

“B-but…” Fuuka spoke softly, covering her lips and looked at her knee once more. It didn’t help that Fuuka was a huge worry wort or that her motherly instincts just nagged at her. She could even feel Ran’s hand easing up on her shoulder. Which should help Fuuka feel better but it didn’t.

“It’s always a big deal to me when someone I care about gets hurt over me. And I can come back to the library with someone else–just watching you fall off the step ladder makes my own knee hurt.” Fuuka knew that getting books for her report in school was not a big deal. It would help, but she wanted to get ahead before it surprised her last minute. A la, pulling a Junpei. She put her hand on top of Ran’s own and gripped it. “Your health is more important than a book. I’ll manage and come back later.”

museofthemoment

Ran listened as Fuuka explained herself, then sighed softly. She couldn’t argue with her... “Alright, you win. We’ll go back.”

She was feeling a little better by the time they left the library, but Ran didn’t want to fight. Besides, if she was in worse shape than she felt, she might lose the use of her knee at the worst possible time... like when fighting Shadows. She’d rather not have Fuuka take the blame for that if it happened.

#tacitusauxilium #(Don't worry! I'm not mad #Besides I disappeared myself due to RL #So don't feel bad about RL getting in the way)#fullmoonlily

Marie slowly pokes Ran's cheek. "Amazon. ...Amazon." Marie pokes again. "Get up sleepyhead."

"Mmzz... whuzza... uh?"

Ran lifted her head from the bleachers, blearily looking in the direction of the poking.

"Did the bell ring already?"

#fullmoonlily #goddessofpathos

spriggan675

I think adults need summer vacation. Like let's just close down all our jobs for three months and play outside. Please. I'm so tired.

“Another date with Anya?”

"Mm-hm," Ran answered without moving her lips, taking care with her appearance in the mirror. She wasn't the sort to wear makeup usually, but a little bit now and then didn't bother her... and a date was a good opportunity. Still, she kept it simple, accenting her deep blue eyes with some eyeshadow and mascara.

"Going to one of the clubs she likes. I suspect I'm going to get introduced to some of her other friends, so I have to look acceptable, right?"

#fullmoonlily #eris the phantom thief

tacitusauxilium

@indecisiveredpanda sent: “it’s okay. think i can walk.” (Ran via @museofthemoment)

more injured prompts because reasons!

“A-are you sure, Ran? You fell pretty hard on your knee there…” Fuuka slowly said, knowing the grunt that came from Ran’s lips did not sound pleasant one bit. All Fuuka hoped for was that it was dislocated. “…does it feel funny to walk on?”

museofthemoment

“I don’t know yet. Let me try...”

Ran pushed herself upright with her good leg, putting some weight on her injured one. A little more, a little more... so far, so g-

A bit too far, and she winced, biting back another exclamation of pain.

“It’s less funny and more painful,” she admitted after a moment, giving Fuuka a sheepish smile. “I can hop, but I think I might be out of the game for a bit...”

#tacitusauxilium #fullmoonlily #(I'm glad to be back!)

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What shatters Ran?

betrayal

you are so tired of giving your trust away, only to have it thrown back in your face... your heart has been broken, again and again, by those you've mistakenly believed in. "perhaps this time will be different", you say. my dear, it won't. your heart is too gullible for the cruel world around you

Tagged by: @eris-the-phantom-thief

#fullmoonlily #meme

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This blog is overall rated Mature due to content. I will try to tag for sensitive topics, but I’m prone to miss things so please excuse me if I forget.

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I’d like to think I’m pretty easy-going for a role-player, but I do have some rules that I’d appreciate being followed.

I reserve the right to refuse any topic for RP.

Fade to black for any sort of R-rated content.

Control your characters, not mine.

OOC rudeness will not be tolerated.

Tolerance of my unpredictable muse is appreciated.

A bit of explanation on that last one: I’ve been having a lot of problems with fatigue and severe ADHD symptoms lately. As such, I don’t feel I can guarantee any sort of posting or reply frequency right now, and when I do, what I focus on may vary based on mood.

If you still want to RP with me after all that, send me an ask with your favourite snack.

A Little About Me

I’ve gone by many names over the years, but now I go by Eire. I’m in my mid 40s, have a stressful full-time job, I have both anxiety and ADHD, and I’m post-op trans female. If you have any issues with the above, I don’t want to hear about it.

I’m also married to this wonderful person.

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