Ariel

I don’t

In the span of six months I’ve lost so much

I’m tired

Ended my marriage, lost my job, had almost all of my utilities turned off, credit went to shit, might be losing my car since I can’t pay it, the woman who basically raised me died on Monday and oh, let’s not forget my windshield cracked yesterday, so. I think I’ve about had it.

Tf is my life 😂

The house feels empty,

but your ghost is still in our bed.

I’d tell you the thoughts

that are racing in my head,

but when I look at you,

you never look back.

And I hate that I’m stuck

with this emptiness

full of a life that’s yet to be seen.

When you look, You’d only find

the shadow you left behind,

haunting the silence you designed.

I talk to ghosts just to feel seen,

loving you became my favorite crime scene.

I trace the chalk outline of what we were,

Every promise echoes back at me.

Your name burns quiet on my tongue.