Constantly Confused

Living my wildest, most unreachable dreams through animal crossing (home ownership)

I've never read anyone accurately describing an orgasm.

I don't want to remain star-crossed.

Time (Looking Away) Isn't it ironic, how we perceive time? If you were to stare at a clock for an hour, its ticking would drive you insane. You'd feel the urge to move the clock hands yourself, to speed up its tortuous rhythm. You'd want to look away. It goes very slow anyways, looking away for a couple of minutes won't hurt. When you turn around and check it again, two hours have passed. I hate to feel time pushing me forward, feel life pass by. So I look away instead, away from the ticking clock. I let the current drag me through life. Weeks start merging together, days feel rushed yet tedious, and breaks are not long enough. You ask me what I did in the past month and I don't know what to say; I don't remember, I wasn't there. I turn around, five years have passed. I've abandoned my life and all I can do now is mourn it. -anto.