ThinspoWannabe

alcohol is easier to swallow than the fact i’ll never be okay

i don’t think i qualify for having a period. like. i would not pass the safety screening for having these fuckass mood swings or a child so what is the point

i can’t start counting calories again bc it will send me into a fucking spiral

hrm. so. uh…

Why should I try to get better when I js wanna get so so much worse?

YALL I lowkey had almost nothing since Saturday so food intake is gonna get better cuz I feel like ASS

just took a sip of ice cold diet coke and found my will to live

hello gamers I need to kill myself how are y'all doing

the urge to never eat again and the urge to eat the whole kitchen and the urge to overdose on pills all on a wrestling match inside my brain after each minor inconvenience