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“Despite the pain, I think our story was beautiful for what it was.

I love you dearly Christopher Bang. 

Goodbye.”

warning: Angst and death

word count: 14.7k 

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A/N: i just want to give a huge shoutout to @depressed-philosophers-daughter​ without her this entire piece would not have ever come together like it did. i love you so much honey. 

6:45am, your alarm started screaming for you to wake. Groaning, you quickly grabbed your phone and dismissed the obnoxious noise. You slowly opened your eyes only to squeeze them shut again. The sun was just beginning to rise and was shining directly through the barely opened blinds. “Bitch.” You rasped with your groggy morning voice. Giving yourself a few more minutes to fully wake up you decided to scroll through some of your notifications, smiling as you came across a spam of late night/early morning texts from your best friend Chan.

~FAKING IT~

Jisungs p.o.v

{Part 8} {Part 9} {Part 10}

Part One / Part Two / Part Three / Part Four

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Minho Soulmate AU everywhere a soulmate touches leaves flowers, and everywhere someone else you’ve fallen for touches leaves bruises.

Warnings: lil language

Word Count: 708

Movie night, usually full of discussions on terrible plot lines and hilariously obvious mistakes, giggles and popcorn being thrown at the idiotic characters on screen and each other but tonight the both of you were completely silent. It was weird. No spontaneous tickle fights, no talking at all, you could barley even hear him breathing. You knew it was your fault for making the tension in the room so high. It wasn’t just dodging his hug earlier on, you’ve been mildly avoiding him the last few days. You felt bad about it but couldn’t bring yourself to tell him why.

During the duration of the movies, Minho’s eyes would flicker in your direction every time you flinched. He wished for nothing more than to pull you into his chest and comfort you, but you seemed so…distant with him the past few days. He doesn’t want to push any boundaries or make you uncomfortable.

A grotesque Monster flashed onto the screen, scaring the absolute shit out of you. Instinctively you jumped onto Minho, letting out a yelp. He smiled and laughed as he wrapped an arm around you. “Well hello to you too!” You ripped away from him harshly, sending yourself onto the floor. His face contorted from happiness into worry. “(Y/n) what’s wrong?” He started to move off the couch making you scrambled back and farther away from him. “S-stay away…please.”

Bruises started to appear all over your body, only in a t-shirt and torn up jeans everything was visible. You felt like a discolored display piece, full of blacks, blues, yellows and greens. Tears slipped from your eyes as you looked down at yourself. “I’m so sorry.”

Minho was in utter shock and disbelief, it was clear as day by his facial expression. “You hate me now don’t you? I’m sorry…I didn’t mean for my feeling for you to grow this much. I was trying so hard to hide it.” you hid your face in your hands not knowing what to do, just wanting out of this situation. 

Minho rushed off the couch and to your side on the floor. “What are you talking about? Why are you apologizing?!” “I don’t know…” “If I made it seem like I was angry or something I didn’t mean to I was just in a state of confusion and happiness. I couldn’t believe it’s happening to you too. 

Embarrassed you began to wipe the tears from your blushing cheeks. “what do you mean ‘too’?” He started rolling up his sleeves, revealing the array of lesions that tainted his soft skin. You were more than stunned, you were absolutely dumbfounded. Stuttering over your words you rapidly throw questions out at him. “Wait, what??? Why? Since when?? Why didn’t you say anything?? Why have you been so adamant on physical contact with me still  knowing it would cause you so much pain??” 

“Whoa, whoa, whoa. Deep breaths, you gotta give me some time to answer here. Why? Because you’re such a wonderful, caring and beautiful person. You’ve helped me much more than I’d like to admit. I’ve never met a person quite like you. I fell for your genuine kindness and incredible personality. You’re also really cute I guess.” He smirked at you causing you to roll your eyes. How could he be teasing you at a time like this?! “Since when? I think it happened a couple days before I found you at the graveyard that night and I didn’t say anything probably for the same reason you didn’t. Embarrassed and fearful of rejection, right?” You nodded in agreement. “As for your last question…I’d deal with pain a thousand times worse just to hold your hand.” 

You looked into his eyes full of hope. “You really feel that way?” “Of course I do, if the bruises don’t prove it then how can I show you?” Silence fell around you two for a few moments before you finally decided to brake it. “Kiss me.”

He wasted no time pulling you onto his lap, gently setting one hand on your cheek and the other on your lower back and softly pressing his lips against yours.

- the part where there’s loud music and everyone’s talking too loud -

(Ch1)

    “You sure about this?” You would’ve thought this would be asked by me but it was Felix, he’s never really been the type to come to big parties but neither was I. He shoved his hands in his jeans as I told him “we’re gonna go in there and we are gonna have the best night of our lives and if we don’t we can vow never to do this again, right?” He looked into my eyes sternly and nodded once “right!" 

     And in that moment we had arrived. As we walked through the open door surrounded by other drunk teens I could feel the bass pumping throughout my body. The music was loud, the smell of alcohol was sour through the air, it was anxiety inducing. We had prepared for this though, our plan was to drink until emotions didn’t really matter that much. 

          We followed the path of the halls and lo and behold we found the kitchen. The counters were strewn with opened liquor bottles, by the door sat a keg. I had to admit, Minho was prepared. Felix reached out for the vodka, I thought we would’ve started slow with a couple of beers but I guess we were going in strong. He filled two shitty red plastic cups with a mix of coke and vodka, I took a sip of the one he handed me and I practically gagged, it was so strong "Lix, what the fuck?” I coughed so hard, it was obvious that I barely drank, my cheeks were flushed with red. His response was short “sorry, I just-” he was cut off by a sudden cheering, what the fuck was happening “MAKE WAY FOR THE KING” on Minho’s head sat a blown up plastic crown, his hand held a stick with a beer can on the end he was carried on the shoulders of two jocks. They placed him down, he tossed the crown and sceptre onto the counter as he swanned toward me “I’ve not seen you before, you new or something?” I shook my head and took a sip of liquid courage, forgetting how strong it was I coughed again. He waited for me to finish with a hand on my shoulder “no, I’m not new, I grew up here, I’m Jisung” I held my hand out for him to shake and he took it and pulled me in for a bro hug. I didn’t even hug him back, I couldn’t help but be so awkward but God he smelled good. 

Then it was over. Felix came running over to me yanking at my arm like a child “Jisung, bro, please, fuck, Jisung!!” He was erratic and I was confused “what’s up?” He pulled me out of the kitchen and down the hall to a room with a huge TV and dim light, this was a room that was made to be made out in. “There’s someone here I need you to see” (emphasis on need) he pointed over to this stranger talking to a boy with blonde hair that obviously seemed older, both of them were leaning against the wall laughing about a joke no one else was in on. “Them… Look J, they’re perfect." 

When we were younger we had a game, both of us would design how our soulmate would look, the stranger across the room from us was everything he had asked for, I just used to make things up, I didn’t take it seriously because we were kids and I… I didn’t know myself properly. I nod at the couple and I tell him "Lix, I’m sorry man” the music blasting my words away, I speak louder “ they look like a couple.” I saw it in his eyes, he was disheartened. “I’ll still go and talk to them” we both looked over at the two strangers, the blonde guy says something and then the enigmatic stranger nods slowly, they both looked like they had a secret agreement but what was it? 

I turned back to talk to Felix to tell him that the futures still open but he just looked at me and fake smiled “I’ll be back soon, I’m gonna go and find the bathroom.” Not wanting to make this as awkward as I probably would’ve I nodded “come find me when you’re done okay?” He just grinned “I can only go up from here J.” Leaving it at that I smiled softly at him walking away. 

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Bonus:

Part One / Part Two / Part Three 

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Minho Soulmate AU everywhere a soulmate touches leaves flowers, and everywhere someone else you’ve fallen in love with touches leaves bruises.

Warnings: None?? 

Word Count: 702

The next morning you woke up surrounded in warmth in an unfamiliar setting with arms around your waist. Confused and scared you began to wiggle around, hoping to free yourself from the persons embrace. A groan emitted from behind you. “(Y/n) stop moving around and go back to sleep.” you sighed a little realizing it was Minho holding you. “Sorry…I couldn’t tell where I was for a moment.” He huffed into your ear. “Its fine, just sleep.” Your face began to burn red as your came to your senses and realized that you were in bed with Lee Minho and he was hugging you close to him. “Uh..how-how did we end up in your bed together?” “You fell asleep on the couch, I brought you in here so you could sleep peacefully. I was gonna go back to the couch but you told me to stay with you.” “Oh..I’m sorry, I probably made things very awkward and uncomfortable.” “Really its okay, this is the best I’ve slept in a long while to be quite honest.” The room grew silent. Suddenly you felt a searing pain on your torso where Minho’s arm was set and all over your back. You quickly slipped from his grip and stood up. “Where’s your restroom at?” “Straight across the hall. Are you okay?” “Yeah yeah I’m fine. I’ll right back” You scrambled across the hall into the bathroom, locking the door directly after closing it. You turned towards the mirror and quickly lifted your shirt. In a horizontal line across your stomach we so many contusions you couldn’t even count them if you wanted to. Turning to the side you could see your entire back was covered as well.” No..nonono this isn’t happening. I don’t love Minho, I can’t love him. I have a soulmate..Had a soulmate.” You dropped your shirt and ran your fingers messily through your hair. “I can’t let him know about this. I have to make sure he doesn’t touch me or bump into anything . Yeah I can do this.” You splashed some water on your face before exiting the restroom and heading back to his. “So since I sorta ruined your night, why don’t I treat you to some breakfast?” He hopped up with a smile on his face. “You didn’t ruin my night but I’m never gonna turn down food, especially if its free food.” “Well lets go then.” 

The two of you strolled the through the streets, you were trying to make small talk but all your mind could think about were the bruises that tainted your skin. You wondered if Minho Was covered like you. Your eyes kept glancing at him but he was wearing a long sleeved shirt that passed his fingertips so you had no luck in telling if he had any or not. There was no way in hell you were going to ask him either for fear of humiliation. 

Pairing: Reader x Lee Felix / Han x Lee Know. (If you’re homophobic in any way I don’t recommend reading this)

Genre: high school fluff/ minor angst. 

Warnings: Swearing/Drinking/small amount of violence. 

A/N: because I’m a person of the no gender I’ve decided to make this as gender neutral as possible when regarding the reader. 

Plot: School life isn’t as easy as the movies make it seem, Lee Felix is a boy hell bent on making his last year the one that counts the most. The only difference is that his story is told by his closest friend Jisung. 

         Hey, my name is Han Jisung and I don’t usually do these journal/diary sort of things because I forget details and stuff (you know like a normal human person) and I guess this is the story of how the last year of high school was like one of those bad teen movies that people hate to love. 

       Most of these have a mean girl or boy, the best friend is an unknown supporting character while the one telling the story falls in love, not this one, this one started with a best friend and his efforts to make this year the best one of his life. That best friend was Felix.   When you’re in school you notice that there’s a hierarchy, there’s the kids at the top, y'know the ones that don’t just have money but also the looks to go with the stereotype. Then there are the ones at the bottom, the kids that get stuffed into lockers and bullied every day, luckily myself and Felix were slap bang in the middle, we were the unknowns. If this was a highschool movie we would’ve been the extras that are blurred in the background.

       I've known Felix for as long as I can remember, I can’t exactly say for how long but I can tell you that I’ve seen him break his arm twice and shit himself also twice, one time it was the same day. (we don’t talk about it) So yeah, if you asked me I’d say we were pretty close.          My mother used to say that myself and Felix were brothers separated at birth, like a pair of dumbass twins. I’ve seen Felix have many many crushes but this recent one was….. The worst one he ever had, I’m not saying the person he had a crush on was bad - (y/n) was great!! We probably got along a lot better than others would realize. I’m saying that Felix became completely and utterly infatuated with (y/n) and I’m saying almost stalker level infatuation… In some ways it was kinda weird.

      I should start this off with how we (myself and Felix) met (y/n) and I think I should just use my memories. 

      "I GOT US IN!!“ Felix shouted in the hall as he approached my locker as I was stuffing unfinished homework into the spaces between the food wrappers and textbooks "got us in where?” I was suspicious because the last place he had gotten us in to was a random barn and we got chased out by said barns owner. 

     "So you know Minho?“ Minho was… well he wasn’t like us, he was one of those kids, the ones with house parties every weekend (not to mention that he was hot) so yeah, everyone knew him but this was another bad plan of Felix’s I answered "no” he looked at me to say ‘really?’ he knew me better than I knew myself, he knows when I’m lying through my teeth. “As I was saying, I got us into a Minho™ party” (I should elaborate, he actually said ™ out loud) surprise hit me harder than a bus “what? How? What did you do? Did you suck his dick? I didn’t even know he was into boys” Felix screeched his laughter. 

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