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@phemiec replied to your post: idk why but iâve been stuck watching buzzfeedâs...
Contrapoints on youtube did an episode about this exact thing. Her âwhats wrong with capitalismâ series
the secret is that my recent discovery and subsequent binge of contrapoints is the true reason i actually started watching this series, and i've drawn a lot of the same conclusions as her it seems
it is hard to really determine exactly how much i enjoy contrapoints because i'm pretty sure i'm actually astral projecting during the entirety of each of her videos.
Here is the vid in question, btw! it puts a pretty nice point on this whole concept
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idk why but iâve been stuck watching buzzfeedâs Worth It and itâs just such a baffling cross-section of our culture
cut for length, sorry mobile users
like, the concept of a meal costing in the thousands of dollars doesnât upset me at its baseline. most of what youâre paying for in a luxury experience is the experience itself, and when you combine that with really delicate or rare ingredients, or really difficult or time-consuming preparation, the cost makes sense pretty quickly for some things
but so much of it amounts to like, âwe piled a bunch of really expensive ingredients on top of each other and then put gold on it, and we serve it in expensive glassware that you can keep i guessâ
like thereâs no experience there, the defining (and only) characteristic of the dish is that itâs expensive, and the fact that thatâs enough to make something desirable -- not that itâs delicious or unique or part of a luxury experience, but simply that itâs expensiveÂ
just... resonates a deep wrongness to me that is so profound and so sad
also, and not to get TOO into it cuz much smarter people than me have written about this, but thereâs the whole blatant aspect of racism in the culinary world, where non-western cuisine is inherently assigned significantly less value. since, you know, when theyâre exploring foods like pho or peking duck or tacos their highest price-point item tends to be significantly less expensive AND represent the price of a full multi-course spread.
i mean, their âporkâ episode focused on filipino food and the highest price âporkâ was quoted as being $715, but that was the price of a feast that included a suckling pig, which was cured for 2 days and slow-roasted, but also included ribs, adobo chicken, red snapper, dinuguan, and a shitload of non-meat sides, that fed like 10+ people
whereas in their probably most infamous episode the eat a pizza thatâs $2000 because thereâs like, caviar and gold on it. and the pizza is disgusting.
and itâs like, all the more upsetting when u consider that the owner of the restaurant that served the roast pig talks about how her vision was to create a fine dining experienced based on filipino food because she grew up feeling ashamed and being made fun of for the foods that she ate. but like, this deluxe experience borne of love and perseverance is still worth less than a gross pizza with goddamn gold on it because like
the way we assign value is troubling, the way we distribute wealth is troubling, the disparity of value and the disparity of wealth means that they out here covering food with gold just to make it expensive enough to justify having all that goddamn money when so many people in this country and in this world are having sleep for dinner tonight
i have, however, come away from this experience with a list of cheap restaurants to visit next time iâm in LA though, so... ayyyy...
so hereâs a worldbuilding thing i came up with that i think is cool
in snakeladders the kaleans (or at least the ones we meet in the story) have a written language comprised of glyph symbols which represent syllables (I think this is called logosyllabic?)
so kaleans who are living with humans and using human technology like to use text emojis
specifically, they use certain emojis to represent certain glyphs from their original writing system and their text messages are just walls of seemingly unrelated emojis that only they can glean any goddamn meaning from
you know, just like the youth of today (get off my lawn, jk, youâre beautiful donât change)
@pigeonfancier reblogged your photo âdang tumblr itâs been a minute i havent just done like⌠random weird...â
#eee#okay I have missed seeing your art on here so bad#THE COLOURS#THE FACES#the perfect fucking linework#I'm always like#ideal goals of using a minimal amount of lines to show the maximum amount of motion#and your coloursssss#okay done gushing#but: eeeee
thanks! iâm so glad this stands out as like, a feature of my style because line economy is something im really trying to focus on lately. i was actually talking to @goldengoatblog about this when I was drawing it. design doll is amazing for posing the figures (here is the reference) but it obviously doesnât twist and fold the flesh/muscles correctly. thereâs a very specific way that the abdomen caves in and the flesh bunches up around the lower back when you bend back like how roadrunner is, that was a bit of a challenge to convey without going into too much detail for my style
so Iâm super glad that it reads!
omg, iâve been wanting to do like, timelapse art and tutorials and stuff, but I canât decide whether i should focus in on character art, which there are already a TON of people doing, but with more of a emphasis on foundation and design economy, OR take a broader approach and walk through full illustrations
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just putting a personal update here cuz i really been going through it
i just got whanged over the head with seasonal depression like... sometime last fall, and it feels like iâve lost months of my life. like, days have been burning by without me even noticing, iâve gotten behind on so much i want to do, iâve accomplished so little
iâm financially wrecked, as usual, and desperately searching for a job with no luck
i still drive for bitesquad, but they discontinued their company fleet and now require drivers to use their own cars. paying for gas and having to deal with the wear and tear on my car makes this job barely worth it
i could be doing so much better financially if i could scrape myself up enough to do commissions, but itâs just so hard to take the first step when you constantly feel miserable and hopeless and scared
summer brings better mood days for me. iâm really learning that about myself. i can get a lot more done in the summer but fall and winter are really really hard for me
iâm about to move into a new house which is exciting! iâm trying to revitalize my online presence which is daunting. i think once iâve caught up on backlogged work/commissions/etc i am going to try launching a youtube channel? weâll see how that goes
also snakeladders. itâs another one of those things that just seems too huge to overcome but it wont be right until i get there
but yeah lol, depression is shit, try to avoid it if you can
Activity feed, dashboard notifications AND its happening in the App as well (where theyâre also juggling post order despite me turning off anything that might do that). Notes show up fine on the actual posts, so far as I can tell, but our feeds are broken.
Yo @staff, @support What The Hell!
@ my followers: if youâve replied to a post recently and it seems like Iâve ignored it thereâs a good chance that Iâve actually completely missed it. Feel free to send an ask in instead until tumblr gets off their arse and fixes their hellsite.
yeah i was just about to make a post about this! since i use xkit to reply to replies, and that function only works thru the activity page and not the post notes, it means i canât reply to replies like usual
since the same thing is happening on mobile iâm pretty sure itâs not because xkit
this damn website i swear, i really gotta gather myself up and move to twitter like everyone else...
but can i be real for a quick second about video games tho?
what is with all these devs like, abandoning the things that are iconic about their franchises to copy off each otherâs papers?
bioware being like "i know y'all come here for character-heavy writing, single-player roleplaying experience with a strong element of player choice and relationship development, but we're gonna make destiny instead because destiny did so goddamn well. also weâre moving away from the âromance stuff,â weâre calling it âromance stuffâ âcause we have to appear as snarky and disdainful about it as possible, despite it being kind of a cornerstone of our player experience"
bethsoft like âok ok maybe FO4 wasnât as good as New Vegas so hereâs another goddamn Fallout game no one asked for! basically itâs Rust in a Vault suit and also you can shoot nukes at each other because thatâs totally consistent with the tone and the message of the IP, which weâve never ever misconstrued and have always done perfect justice! ALSO STOP ASKING US ABOUT ELDER SCROLLS GAW YOUâRE SO ANNOYINGâ
i mean iâm... definitely going to play both of these games and am cautiously optimistic about them because cautious optimism is how i try to live my life but godDAMN dude
Anthem looks badass, but.
Scenic post-apocalypse, city ruins reclaimed by overgrowth of plant life, very luscious, i actually love this aesthetic
The last holds of humanity in a giant walled city under threat of attack
Skirmishers made of or wearing patchwork electronics
The state of the world caused by the abandonment of some type of deity, presumably which granted them their advanced technology
âAll thatâs left is the Anthem.â Anthem could be the name of their city, but Iâm willing to bet itâs more of a... you know, abstract calling or empowerment that grants those who embody it with superhuman strength or abilities. You know, like the Light. Becauase Anthem is LITerally Destiny.
sigh. they killed Mass Effect for that.
i hope... i hope there are hot aliens in starfield. bethsoft has succeeded in making me feel attraction to kitty cat people, orcs, and literal zombies so Iâd like to see them make sexy aliens and/or robots
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i havent just done like... random weird art for myself in a while, so enjoy some of roadrunner with @goldengoatblogâs Grey. theyâre... theyâre friends
I was finally giving this program called Design Doll a try and I guess I really wanted to make it earn its paycheck (the program is free) by posing the dolls like THAT.
so anyway now im imagining the snakeladders shape of water AU where Friday is security and Southpaw is an equipment mechanic and Anjel is the grumpy gay artist and Raze is the shitty fishmonster and thereâs a lot more cussin in sign language and Raze will spit a hardboiled egg right back at u but heâll go ham on some balut
messy thoughts on shape of water behind the cut! vaguely spoilery but not too specific.
i liked the shape of water a whole lot but i guess i expected less racism from it given the movieâs premise and message
like, it was a beautiful movie but it was full of racist tropes that just stood out to me like neon and made it really difficult for me to fully enjoy the movie. i mean, you have to learn to ignore these things to be able to enjoy literally ANYTHING but idk, i wasnât super prepared for it here and it tainted the experience for me somewhat.
it makes me more uncomfortable that no one is really talking about it in their discussions of the movie. my friend and i just kind of sat in silence for a second after the movie like, âso... what... what did you think of it?â trying to awkwardly feel out if we were on the same page and when we realized we were we just tore into it
i dont really want to get TOO deep into it because itâs exhausting to talk about and i have zero interest in debating it but like, they could have at least played down one of gilesâ two unnecessary subplots (we could have learned everything we needed to know about him from the diner subplot tbh) to give zelda some more character development. like, i would be less angry at her portrayal as âsassy black friendâ if they delved deeper into the nuance that she behaves this way at work as a form of security. i was hoping they would give her a moment of hidden depth, of clarity and competence, at some point in the film.Â
specifically, i weirdly expected her to be like âeliza iodized table salt is not the same thing as sea salt,â since they kept making a point to show the labels on those containers and i personally was damn near yellin that at the screen, but idk.
also, there was no story-serving reason that her husband had to be portrayed as lazy and shitty. and like i get that giles is supposed to be our narrator or whatever but we didnât need him to be, eliza had a voice, that was the point
eliza was a phenomenal character and the filmâs saving grace (next to the stunning visual design and cinemetography holy fucking moly). i guess i expected her to be a more passive romantic lead but damn, she was anything but. she was silly and clever and snarky and full of passion and fury, she knew what she wanted and what she was doing in every moment and did everything with full conviction. geez what a babe.
fishman was kind of boring. i get that he was just a plot device but i would have liked to have seen more of him, and his relationship with eliza, than more of gilesâs sad life.
though i do wish thereâd been a love interest for giles. even just a passing glance with someone, a hint that things would be okay for him.
anyway hereâs hoping for a directorâs cut with more fish lovinâ action. iâm furious that i had to look at stricklandâs pasty thrusting buttocks but didnt get to see the main event. i know itâs hard to keep an R rating if you show a woman enjoying sex, so iâm hoping thatâs the reason.
anyway. shape of water. it was nice, i would like for there to be more movies like this as a result of its critical acclaim. but it wasnât as revolutionary as iâd been led to believe, or as inspiring as iâd hoped.
Yâall this has been a wacky winter! Weather giving us tons of delays in travel as well as shipping gummed up our process a bit for the last round of orders, but weâre finally ready to bring yâall some more of these awesome box sets!
Additionally, for those of you purchasing the set as a gift, weâve come up with a cute little gift card design that we can mail to the recipient, so they can get in touch with us to start the customization process. We can also design you a printable card if thatâs your preference, so you can print it from home and give it directly to your recipient.
If you havenât seen this sweet collaboration project between me, @mulattafury, and my friend @goldengoatblog (their etsy ), let me tell you a bit about what weâre offering! Itâs a combination gift set that includes a portrait of your gaming character, as well as a set of 7 polyhedral resin dice customized to suit your character! You can also include a customized crochet bag or wooden box for your dice.Â
The gift set comes with a framed 5x7 print of your portrait, printed with archival quality ink on premium matte paper. The prices are as follows:
- For $80: We still wanted to offer this price point for everyone! This gets you the framed portrait, with your dice in a little organza bag. All sets are attractively wrapped and packaged, with a few Roll With Style branded goodies thrown in to make a really attractive gift, or a treat for yourself after all the holiday stress!
- For $95: @goldengoatblog will crochet you an awesome little crochet bag for your dice, customized to suit your character!
- For $120: @mulattafuryâ will consult with you to craft a handmade, magnetic-closure wooden box, customized to suit your character!
For all orders we will add an additional $7.15 to include priority shipping to your destination if shipping within the US. We are taking international orders and will figure out shipping on a case-by-case basis!
If you are interested in purchasing a gift set, email us at [email protected] and weâll get the process started!
edit: I accidentally posted this on my main but check out @rollinstyle to see other samples of our work!
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can i be honest tho i really do have some kind of seasonal depression i think, like iâm not sad iâm just exhausted and immobilized and so sick of being fucking cold :/
Me and Zorro (thatâs my cuttinâ robotâs name now) have been working together to make some neat little pictures that you can stick to stuff and have forever!
Iâm hoping to open a web shop soon and sell more stuff like this, art prints, and a few more goodies that are still in development. For now, though, give these a look and if youâd like your own set, or a high-res printable to make your own at home (transparent bg, but with an offset to make it super easy to cut with your own cutting machine if you have one!) use the links below to purchase through PayPal.
Iâll ship these wherever, though I am just shipping via regular olâ first class mail so it might take a bit to get to you if itâs an international order!
Sticker sheets are around 3.5âłx6.5âł, I tried to include my hand in some shots for size reference. Printed sheets are $5USD and will be sent via USPS first class. Printables are $3USD and PayPal will send you to the download link as soon as you complete your purchase.
Edison & Echeveria
These sets feature silhouettes of echeveria succulents and vintage âEdisonâ bulbs printed in a reflective rose-gold foil. The foil is somewhat delicate â it wonât flake off or anything, but it will react to heat, water, and some types of sealants and adhesives. So, these stickers are great for your scrapbooks or bullet journals, but probably not ideal for putting on your phone or laptop.
If you purchase the printable sets, the designs will be in BLACK. This is so you can print them with a laser printer and foil them yourself. Heat transfer foil isnt terribly expensive and the foil can be applied using a laminator or even an iron in a pinch. Hereâs a short video showing how!
These stickers are printed in color and laminated, so they should be pretty hardy! Also shiny! The laminate means theyâre kinda stiff, but since theyâre pretty big and dont have any fine details there shouldnât be any issue with curling up at the edges, and I like that theyâre pretty sturdy.
The printable file will include the 3 helmets in full color at high resolution. This set was designed to be easy to hand-cut so all you need to make your own is a printer!
Buy Eternity Sticker Sheet
Buy Eternity Printable
Hope you guys like these! Full disclosure, Iâm having a bit of a financial emergency right now (had some unexpected expenses this week, starting with breaking my glasses last SaturdayâŚ) so it will really help me out a lot if you buy or boost.
As always, thanks for following and have a wonderful weekend!