I love how everything is just getting worse as i get older not only because im getting older but due to legitimate gradual decline in civility, dignity, trust in public figures, sense of democracy and fairness, quality and accessibility of clean healthy food, general decline in intellectualism and critical thinking, increasingly zero sum mentality. The world is just getting increasingly ghettoized for 90-99% of people and harder to escape and there no accountability. But it’s all happening so quietly and evils that were once hidden are now being reveled at points of mass exhaustion. It feels childish and past the point to even lament and say everything is unfair. But nobody is even happy or successful. Total rat race to nothing, families and friendships torn apart due to unnecessary competitiveness. Nobody has any loyalty to anyone, not even themselves. Betraying ourselves through gambling addiction living in the moment with no foresight yet curating our experiences with foresight so we can manufacture nostalgia in the future. I don’t know anyone who isn’t avoiding all this who isn’t then just indoctrinated into some quasi cult believe system that complaces them but makes their lives stimulate some sense of normalcy. I don’t really have any hope? But I am not doomed either I think things are going to remain the same as they ever were just more expensive and hostile but not anymore than things currently are. Rest in peace to the world we left behind so we could pretend to be one of them.
